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"Ah Yan, do you know the pain of losing a lover?" Li Yaochuan recalled the sad past in the past, and his whole person fell into grief, "I'm not as lucky as you, no matter how your grandfather opposes it, no matter how others interfere with it, in the end, you can still be with your beloved, and I, I missed Jiayin like this at the time, I was unwilling, I was even jealous of that man, so I had such extreme thoughts, I wanted to hide it from you, from everyone, and even deceived myself and told myself that Xiao Jiu was the daughter of me and Jiayin." ”

Only in this way will his heart not be painful, and only in this way will his heart feel good.

I thought I could hide from the world, but I didn't expect that paper couldn't contain the fire after all.

It wasn't until Shen Xiaojiu disappeared that Li Yaochuan realized that something was wrong, he really didn't expect Xiao Jing to be such a bad-hearted woman, if he knew early on, she would use this matter to do something to hurt Xiao Jiu, and he would never have followed her wishes and did anything wrong in the Li family.

But in this matter, he can't shirk responsibility, he is indeed at fault, he is indeed too selfish, and he is so selfish that he hurts Li Nanyan again and again.

"Although Xiao Jiu was not born to me and Jiayin, I like Xiao Jiu very much, I never thought of breaking you up and Xiao Jiu, it's just that I was confused and made a mistake that shouldn't have been made, I know that no matter how much I make up for it, I can't make up for the harm I did to you, Ah Yan, even if you want to hate me, then you should be."

"I am to blame for everything, and I deserve it."

Li Nanyan knew that Li Yaochuan was indeed infatuated with Shen Jiayin, and he couldn't be with his beloved woman in the end, which was indeed worthy of sympathy, but the same problem happened to him, even if the conditions didn't allow it, no matter how difficult it was, he never thought of giving up Shen Xiaojiu, when he let go, when he decided to marry another woman, it meant that they had no result.

Since he let go first, why blame others for this fault?

If he insisted on treating Shen Xiaojiu as his daughter, he could understand and understand that he couldn't accept that his beloved woman had a child with another man, but what Li Nanyan couldn't forgive was that he actually helped Song Bangqing partner to deceive him.

He was his father, how could he do such an irrational thing.

If Shen Xiaojiu hadn't gotten the recording of Ji Chuyan, and if the paternity test had been tampered with, would he not have planned to tell him the truth in his life?

"Back then, grandpa objected to you being with Shen Jiayin, the final fault can't be all blamed on grandpa, if you really love her, you won't let go easily, you say that you love Shen Jiayin deeply, but in fact, you hate her in your heart, you hate her for not giving you a chance, you hate her for falling in love with other men and giving birth to children for other men, that's why you will use such a selfish way to keep Shen Xiaojiu by your side."

"You hate, resent, blame others, but have you ever thought about yourself? I thought about why Shen Jiayin fell in love with another man in the end, not because your love for her was not firm enough, and you broke her heart by marrying another woman. ”

This is like Ji Chuyan, he keeps saying love, but her love is a great harm to Shen Xiaojiu.

This kind of love is not called love at all, it is called selfishness.

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