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"I grew up in an orphanage, I was spurned and looked down upon since I was a child, I don't even know whose child I am, for so many years, I never dared to mention my parents in front of others, I said I didn't care, but who knows, when I was sad and desperate, I also longed for a home.

"The life experience was suddenly revealed, this was like a thunderbolt from the blue to me on me, the moment the paternity test report came out, I was no longer the same Shen Xiaojiu as before, I had a home, and I also had the so-called parents."

"Shen Jiayin, my mother, I haven't even met once, I haven't even called out to my mother, she is already dead, your father, just the first day you met me, stopped me and forced us to separate."

"This sudden bad news befell me, when I knew the truth was broken enough, I thought you would understand the pain in my heart, but I didn't expect that you would do the same thing as them that hurt me and make me desperate."

"I know, I blindly retreat, blindly give up, make you very sad and disappointed, but Li Nanyan, my heart is also very painful, every minute and every second I stay with you, I am struggling, like there are countless villains fighting in my heart, I can't let you go, but I can't take this step, what do you want me to do? I also want to hug you, snuggle in your arms like before and let you pet me and hurt me, but every time I think of that paternity test, every time I think of Shen Jiayin, every word that your father and your grandfather said, I can't make up this determination, this hesitation, this struggle, it is like a sharp knife, every time I look at you, every time I hear you say a word, it deeply cuts me, compared to you, the person who is more painful than you is me! ”

"In the past, it was Elder Li who didn't agree with us being together, but now, everyone disagrees, and even I can't muster the courage, so I can only ruthlessly drive you away and ruthlessly push you away-"

"You can love me without baggage, but I can't do it, Li Nanyan, if we swear to be entangled, if I don't give up on you, do we have to live like this for the rest of our lives?"

Shen Xiaojiu's words made Li Nanyan suddenly stop his forced movements, he looked down at her and saw all her sadness at this moment.

The hatred that had just surged in my heart and the anger that needed to be vented suddenly disappeared, replaced by a touch of distress.

Oh, yes.

In fact, the person who has more pain in her heart should be her.

At all times, she had to endure more than he had.

When she was desperate and helpless, he should indeed calm down, come to his senses, and give her a little more tolerance and love, but what did he do?

"I'm sorry......" Li Nanyan leaned down to kiss her tears dry, but Shen Xiaojiu's face avoided the kiss.

Just now, such a move would definitely anger him again, but Li Nanyan didn't get angry, but picked her up, and he half-knelt on the bed and picked up the clothes and put them back on for her.

Shen Xiaojiu looked at Li Nanyan's cautious movements, and his eyes were moist again.

For a moment, she wanted to throw herself into his arms and hug him tightly, but she couldn't help it.

"I'm a scumbag, I don't forget to bully you at this time, it's not that you don't want to see me, I'll leave ......"

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