In the past few days when he brought Shen Xiaojiu's ashes home, Li Nanyan didn't go anywhere, he stayed quietly in the room alone.

At the beginning, it was really difficult for him to accept Shen Xiaojiu's departure, but in the final analysis, everything was because of him.

If it weren't for him not protecting Shen Xiaojiu, she wouldn't have fought black boxing for him, let alone died so unexplained.

Li Nanyan couldn't remember how long this pain had been pestering him, and every time he closed his eyes, he would think of Shen Xiaojiu.

In the middle of the night, a person is immersed in grief, a person screams helplessly, gasping for breath.

This feeling is even more painful and uncomfortable than dying.

Sometimes, Li Nanxing really wants to end this feeling, he doesn't want to live alone like this, he can't see any hope for the future, he just wants to accompany Shen Xiaojiu, no matter where she goes, she will accompany her.

Li Nanyan thought about taking sleeping pills to get relief, but his life was bought by Shen Xiaojiu with all his might, if he died like this, Shen Xiaojiu would definitely not only be disappointed in him, but also hateful.

Half a month after Shen Xiaojiu's ashes were brought home, Li Nanyan finally cheered up.

He buried Shen Xiaojiu's bones in the same place as his mother, and the tombstone was engraved with the tomb of Li Nanyan's wife.

Between him and Shen Xiaojiu, although they are not officially married, in his heart, she is the eternal Mrs. Li, and no one can replace Shen Xiaojiu's place in his heart.

Today, Feng Shaochen, Gu Nanfeng, and Wen Zhiyi are all here, and the last to arrive are Sheng Beiting and Jun Rumo.

Although Jun Rumo and Shen Xiaojiu have not known each other for a long time, she left suddenly, and he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

I just feel extremely heavy, and I can't accept it.

Before Shen Xiaojiu left Nancheng, he entrusted Ji Yanjun to send Shen Jiayin back to the UK, Sheng Beiting thought that their family would be reunited soon, but he didn't expect-

Throughout the whole process, Li Nanyan stared at the tombstone, and did not make a sound, but his face was solemn.

Everyone showed their sad emotions on their faces, but Li Nanyan didn't.

Silence is the greatest cry.

If Shen Xiaojiu loses him, the most painful person will be him, but Li Nanyan will never allow himself to fall again, he must work hard to live well for Shen Xiaojiu.

After returning to Qianwan Bay after the funeral, Li Nanyan did not deal with everything related to Shen Xiaojiu, he kept it as it was, because he knew that when Shen Xiaojiu was tired of playing, he would definitely go home.

The mobile phone screensaver is a photo of him and Shen Xiaojiu, and it is also the only one, Li Nanyan printed it out and framed it in a photo frame.

Sometimes, he could stare at the picture for an entire day.

In the year I have been with Shen Xiaojiu, there are too many memories, if I can, Li Nanyan really hopes that these memories can be copied from my mind and cherished forever.

Li Nanyan held the necklace left by Shen Xiaojiu in her hand, and remembered how she looked when she squatted on the ground and cried bitterly when she broke up with her in the UK.

At the beginning, if it weren't for him breaking up with her, perhaps, it wouldn't have caused the situation it is today.

What he is suffering now is the price he needs to pay.

But Li Nanyan felt that this price was really too painful for him.

"Young Master......" Outside the door, Ah Tian knocked on the door, and Li Nanyan collected his things and regained his indifference, "Come in." ”

"Young master, there is an important matter, I don't know if I should tell you now."

After all, the young lady had just been sent away.