Did she leave the relationship too clear?

Li Nanyan is good to her, she knows.

It's just that a lot of times, a lot of things, it takes time to transition to get used to it.

She always thinks that she and him are not lovers, but they always do kisses that only exist between lovers.

She's conflicted.

"I'm sorry." Shen Xiaojiu was stunned for a moment, then slowly raised his hand and hugged his waist, and put his face on his back, "I didn't mean to resist you, it's just Li Nanyan, can you give me a little time to get used to all this." ”

The woman's soft hand fell on her waist, which made Li Nanyan's anger disappear a little, he turned around and stared at her with distressed eyes, "I don't want your sorry, I just want you to don't treat me as an outsider and push me away again and again!" ”

"Just like Ji Chuyan said, I don't even know what you like, what you hate, or what you've experienced, so what qualifications do I have to say I love you!"

"I want to give you happiness, but what is happiness to you?"

"If you refuse to accept me, even if I give you Li Nanyan's whole world, I still can't warm you, right?"

"Actually......" Shen Xiaojiu moved his lips, and finally opened his mouth, "Since the last time I was at the Ruan family, I was sick, and you took care of me without sleep, my opinion of you has begun to slowly change, I even, sometimes think of you for no reason, I don't know what happened to me recently, I have become particularly sensitive......"

"I'm starting to care about you, rely on you, and even ......"

"Good!" Li Nanyan's yin eyes stared at her, "If you really care about me and have me in your heart, then why don't you mention your past to me, if I don't ask, two years ago, how long do you plan to tell me about your kidnapping?" ”

This questioning was like a dagger slammed into the heart, Shen Xiaojiu raised his head, and his face suddenly turned pale, "Who told you this?" ”

"The night you fell, the medical report said you had a broken rib."

"You know how much my heart hurts when I hear the news? It was only at that moment that I suddenly realized that I really, I don't know you at all! ”

"I don't even dare to hug you now, I'm afraid of hurting you......"

Thinking of what happened two years ago, Shen Xiaojiu couldn't help but reddened her eyes, her heart was clenched, and she choked uncomfortably, "Yes, I was in the black market, boxing with a person named Boss Fang, he is a very famous professional boxer in Thailand, and later, I don't know who it was, bet 10 million US dollars on him, this is no suspense at all, after the owner of the casino knew, he wanted to use this opportunity to make money and forced me to bet. excited. agent, threatened me, said that if I couldn't win, he would kill me, and later, I still lost, I was locked in a dark room, and I was almost beaten to death, it was Mo Yan who saved me, he took me out of the black market, and when I woke up, this rib was broken. ”

"I didn't lie to you, that day in Shallow Bay, I thought about explaining to you, I really wanted to tell you about two years ago, I wanted to tell you everything, but you didn't give me a chance, you think that I was in cahoots with Mo Yan."

"Actually, I'm sad, I'm sad until now, I don't want to push you away again and again, I'm afraid, if you say it, you won't believe it at all! This secret, this pain, let it remain in the past, never dig it again, at least so that I don't have to tear open my wounds and let you see the bloodiest scene......"

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I feel sorry for Xiao Jiu'er......

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