In the severe pain all over his body, Sima Bingxin gradually regained consciousness, and after the initial pain and confusion, the five senses gradually got rid of the influence and began to return to normal, followed by what he felt, was full of horror.

...... Did you open your eyes...... It should be open, but why...... Is it just darkness that you can see?

...... Is it too dark? Is it possible, although I have lost all my strength now, but I will not be blinded by the mere darkness, so what is the other reason? Why do you ...... Will it be invisible?

The memories that were imprinted in his mind before he lost consciousness but had no time to take care of them slowly began to flow back, and Sima Bingxin gradually remembered what happened to him before, the terrifying bronze ancient coffin, the overwhelming black and yellow corpse mist that diffused from the sky, the coffin wearing a blood-red dress, like a celestial corpse in a wedding dress, the terrifying gaze cast by the bloodshot venomous pupils, and the claws that stretched out, as if they would drip corpse water at any time.

The claws approached little by little, breaking through the purple thunder barrier, and even the indestructible blood armor in the past could not stop it, slowly pressing directly into the door and eyes of his own house, through the blood resentment of the claw tips, it seemed to condense the bitter hatred of the master before his death, making people feel extreme fear just by looking at it, and feeling the hatred and resentment of the god corpse before his death.

As long as he recalled what he saw at that time, Sima Bingxin wanted to scream, and his body trembled involuntarily, but what scared him more than this picture was that it had been a while since he woke up, and the other four senses gradually got rid of the influence of body pain, but there was still darkness in front of him, and as he became sensible, his heart became colder and colder.

...... Am I blind?

This fact in front of him made Sima Bingxin constantly want to scream loudly, and even cry loudly, venting the fear in his heart, how could he be blind? Is it the last claw of the god corpse to attack him? Although the strength was consumed by the blood armor, the corpse qi was too poisonous, and his protective strength could not be carried by it, and his eyes were blinded because of this? In addition, that claw seemed to grab his cheek, cut the flesh, leaving deep blood marks, and the corpse qi even corroded the flesh, so ...... Ruined your own face?

I can't make a too accurate judgment, because now the whole head is in severe pain, and there is no way to tell where it hurts, but there are indeed three special pains on the cheeks, when the whole head and face hurt as if they are about to burn, only these three places, but it is so cold that it makes people's whole heart cold.

Rationally made a judgment that he was completely covered by the strong corpse qi on his head and face, which was like being immersed in strong acid and corroded, so the entire head and face should now be scorched with skin and flesh, pit scars and scars, and he was unrecognizable, and the three claw marks were claws that directly scratched the cheeks, that is, on the scorched and withered face, there were three more open scars......

...... What the fuck is this bullshit conclusion?

Sima Bingxin judged his own condition and wanted to collapse and kneel, put aside himself and cry reservedly, when was this already the time, he could still be so calm, analyzing the injuries on his body, almost instinctively restraining the surging emotions, and not letting himself fall into madness and hysteria...... Don't you really want to be so good at all? Isn't the most important thing you should do now is to mourn your fate, cry first, and vent the fear and grief in your heart? What are you doing now that you are calm? Even you have to look down on yourself!

...... That's not how it should have been!

Is it because he was too reckless and greedy for merit that he ended up like this?

However, when he first discovered the secret mark of the Heaven Dou Sword Pavilion's request for help, he first expressed his suspicions, questioning that this was an old routine on the rivers and lakes, and dissuaded Long Ling'er from coming, even after he came, he also took every step of the way, using all kinds of props and drugs on his body to attack from afar, avoiding stepping into the trap of the ambusher, and there was no way to make any rash progress.

When it was confirmed that there was indeed an enemy ambush in the warehouse, he did not want to stay in love, and he wanted to crush the opponent with outstanding strength, but he had to leave as soon as possible, avoiding fighting with the wrong enemy in an inappropriate place...... What went wrong?

...... Shouldn't you rush back to save Long Ling'er in the end?

If she hadn't rushed back to save her at that time, she would have had a great chance of escaping, and she wouldn't end up being blind and ruined alone, but she would have escaped without a trace, so are these all her own faults?

But...... Is there anything wrong with being righteous with the right people? Is it wrong to live and die with comrades-in-arms who can be called life-and-death fellows?

All the previous education, the books I have read, the teachings I have received, the things I have done before, and the beliefs that have been formed by these accumulations are all telling me that I have done nothing wrong, but since I have done nothing wrong, why did I end up like this?

...... I rushed back to live and die with my friends, but she was rescued by her own artifact, but she became the last to be disabled, what kind of ironic fate is this?

...... Perhaps, he shouldn't be so narrow-minded, just thinking about his own fate, since he was gambling his life to come back and face it with his friends, then it's better to die one than to die two, not to mention that he hasn't died yet, Long Ling'er can get out of danger because of this, shouldn't he feel very happy, saying that his sacrifice is not meaningless, shouldn't he be so sad, right?

...... Can...... Can...... But...... But I'm not that great!

Constantly thinking, Sima Bing's mind couldn't help but gush up all kinds of tangled questions, even if he knew in his heart, thinking about these questions may be meaningless, many questions in the world are destined to have no reasonable answers, it is useless to think about them, all kinds of things in this world are because they have not followed the reason, so there are so many tragedies.

But if you don't think about it, don't spend your thinking on it, and forcibly lead your consciousness to the direction, you can only face the current situation miserably, and begin to accept the reality of blindness and disfigurement...... How do you accept this?

It's like a nightmare that you can't wake up from......

From the beginning of being sensible, she is the proud daughter of the Sima family, in addition to being valued by the clan because she has a heroic brother, and she is valued by the clansmen, the bigger reason is also because she is naturally beautiful and outstanding, which made Ling Gong decide to pour the resources of the Sima family into cultivating herself.

Later, after being recommended by the family to worship the Jade Void True Sect, he was vigorously cultivated by the master, although there was the contribution of the resources invested by the family, but its own factors also contributed to it, not every child of the family who was sent in could be cultivated by the Jade Void True Sect with high standards, and when it came to its own factors, in addition to the efforts of the family to live up to the family's hard work...... Isn't it just taking advantage of being a beauty?

This is a fact that every woman in the world does not want to admit, but also has to admit: the world ...... It's about looking at faces!

If he wasn't this face, no matter how talented and talented he was, he would definitely not be the one who was sent to the Jade Void True Sect to be taught by spending resources later!

If he is not a beautiful embryo, the teachers and brothers of the Jade Void True Sect will never repeatedly open the door to themselves, and some things that can be opened or not opened will be given convenience, which is not the usual style of the Jade Void True Sect.

Women, by no means just beautiful can be successful, if there is no desperate effort, no gnashing of teeth, no tears and sacrifices, with beauty, but a straw bag, either eventually become the plaything of others, or will soon be eliminated, I have seen a lot of such straw bales end miserably.

However, an excellent appearance is indeed a good stepping stone, and it is a continuous and effective stepping stone, once it is not there, many times even if you want to work hard, want to pay, and are willing to sacrifice, you are likely to find a place. Only beauty is not enough to guarantee the future, but without beauty, it is likely that you will not even have a chance to start.

The advantages that you had in the past were destroyed overnight, even if you are lucky enough not to die, what will you do to face the "future"?

Myself...... has always been a very realistic person, unlike the wooden sister, only talk about their own beliefs and ideals, not affected by external objects at all, if the wooden sister suffers this catastrophe, there may not even be a little wavering, only regard this as a test to temper themselves, but they can't, when they think of disfigurement, become an ugly monster, and even more blind, they will sink into the darkness for the rest of their lives, and they ...... It almost collapsed on the spot......

The disfigured and blind fate made Sima Bing's heart panic, he didn't care about his own situation, and he forgot his own strength, only immersed in pain and entangled, and was even about to slide into the abyss of self-pity.

There was a sudden moist feeling on his face, and although he had been trying to restrain himself and didn't want to cry, the tears finally slipped down.

Sima Bingxin inhaled hard, tried to breathe deeply, forcibly suppressed the urge to collapse and cry, and even reached out to wipe away his tears, but as soon as he touched the wound on his face, he was even more in tears.

The feeling in the hand...... It's wet, it's still warm, and I don't know if it's tears or blood, but ...... It really hurts......

...... No...... Don't cry...... Don't scream...... You can't crash......

...... Certain...... There are also people who are secretly watching themselves, if they cry or cry...... The enemy will laugh...... No...... Make the enemy proud!

Biting his lip to prevent himself from making a sound, Sima Bing's ascetic cultivation of the Dao Sect Qi Cultivation Kung Fu is still there, and it is even more effective at this time, even if he is sad and angry, his heart is still as cold as ice, maintaining his sanity and continuing to think.

At this point, you should seriously think about where you are now, and what is the situation around you?

I have to say, fortunately, I have a specialist, and my hearing and sense of sound are much stronger than ordinary people, and now although I can't see, I can get a lot of information just by hearing.

...... There was no voice around, only their own heartbeat could be heard, and there was no second person nearby...... However, it is not excluded that someone is monitoring him from a distance or through magic.

...... There was no wind either, the air barely flowed, it was supposed to be a confined space, but the air was humid and dreary, not like an ordinary place, I am afraid it was...... Underground, right?

...... Is this a dungeon? Could it be the dungeon of the Heart Demon Pavilion?

I don't know how much concentration I used, Sima Bingxin painfully controlled his ups and downs, allowing himself to concentrate on thinking about something that was of positive use, so as to avoid being immersed in self-pity and self-pity, and slowly towards collapse.

However, he fell into the hands of the evil people in the Heart Demon Pavilion, and this conclusion did not make him feel better, but because of this, he remembered a lot of rumors related to them, and he became more and more frightened, and his originally calm emotions began to fluctuate violently again.

I have become such a monster, life is better than death, are we still afraid of death? If I can be freed, it is the best, but ...... If you're afraid, you're afraid that you won't be able to die, and the method of the Heart Demon Pavilion is to make people beg for death, or even if you die, you will be spoiled by them by practicing as a god corpse......

Thinking of all kinds of possibilities, Sima Bing's heart couldn't help but feel a chill, but he noticed a strange thing, although he was seriously injured, his skills were still there, and he was not restricted. Those guys in the Heart Demon Pavilion caught themselves, but they didn't ban themselves and block their cultivation?

...... Wait! If someone comes in for a while, girl, I will immediately take my life, whether it is to blow myself up, or to sacrifice myself to attack, everyone will die together!

Gritting her teeth, turning her grief and anger into strength, the girl secretly made up her mind, waiting to end up with the demon and seek relief, but then, it was a long wait, and the expected evil man in the Heart Demon Pavilion never came in, the girl sat quietly, did not make a sound, and forced herself to maintain herself in a state of tranquility, because if you are a little relaxed, the tense emotions may directly burst the embankment, and you will never be able to take it back.

It was only at this time that some thoughts that she had forcibly excluded before inadvertently resurfaced...... Will anyone come to the rescue? Lao Linggong, Wood Girl, Wen Peel Skin...... The woman surnamed Wu, the Deceptive Demon Venerable...... Or the teachers of the Jade Void True Sect...... Or, another otherworldly summon, summon me to another world, and then change into a new body, this time, I will definitely be very careful, very careful......

Thinking of this, Sima Bingxin couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly, now that he has become such an ugly monster, whether it is Wen Quai, the Decepticon Demon Venerable, or those senior brothers of the sect, they probably don't dare to admit it when they see it, how can anyone take the risk to save people? These stupid thoughts, it is better to put them away as soon as possible......

Just as he was disgusted with himself, suddenly, a very slight sonic boom came faintly from a distance, and Sima Bingxin frowned slightly.

...... Like, someone is playing the piano?