It was the first time he lost control of a woman, and it was also the first time he realized his feelings for her, he had never had such a strange feeling for any woman, so he was so confused that he didn't know how to deal with it, to sort it out, he thought that he had always had excellent control over everything, so now it must be easy to stifle this undue emotion, but he didn't expect that he had already been poisoned by her

On the second day, when he was in the morning, the guards reported to him that she had knelt all night in the queen's bedchamber, and begged the queen to let her meet the man, and the queen was moved to allow her, and she was now in prison to meet the man

When he heard the news, he couldn't tell what the pinprick pain in his heart was, he angrily put down the morning court, and led the guards straight to the prison, only to see her clasping hands with the man

She had never treated him like this, she had never even given herself a smile, but at this moment, she was gently comforting this nobody, he clenched his fists, and wanted to step forward and kill the man, but the guards stopped him and shouted, 'The emperor is angry', he should indeed be angry, after all, he has won the Sixteen Kingdoms, and it has only been half a year since he was registered as the emperor, if he kills for a woman, he will definitely be laughed at by future generations, so he closed his eyes, but he still couldn't restrain himself from rushing forward and pulling her away

The balance that had been maintained was shattered by his impulse, and she, who had once been calm and indifferent to him, disappeared at that moment, and she became a frosty person

Perhaps, if she hadn't treated him like this, he wouldn't have killed the queen, blamed her, and used her to never meet her sweetheart to force her to commit to marrying him

He will never forget the hateful look she looked at herself on the night of the wedding, she was not voluntary, he knew, but he really wanted her, he had never been so eager to be with a woman until he grew old with him in his life, but what this woman gave him was eternal and eternal pain

His love for her was in exchange for her rebellion against him, and he went to the castle tower to shoot him with arrows, and at the moment he saw her treat himself so ruthlessly, his heart died, but she, when she felt that she could not kill him at all, was willing to return to his arms, and chose to set a curse and jump off the tower

After turning over the last chapter of the record written by Taizu about him and Qingyi Guifei, Yu Haoxuan stretched out his hand against his forehead, this record was very hasty, he looked down at the scribbled notes, and when he saw the shocking cinnabar date at the sign-off, he slammed the book shut, because that day was the day before Taizu died

About the story of Qingyi Guifei, he had heard it in the 'South Study', although the story was also very general, but roughly he basically understood that a woman with an arrogant heart can not be afraid of the decision of life and death, but she grovels for her childhood sweetheart, she, deserve to die a woman who is most affectionate and sexual, so Taizu will still fall in love with her like this under all possible precautions, even if she has a heart, even if he knows that he may not get her in this life

Even Taizu can't get her, so what about him? Closing his eyes, the decadent irritability hit the old body, he sat on the chair scattered, full of books, Qingyi, the next life, if he could, he really didn't want to meet her again, if he could live a life ruthlessly and lovelessly, he would rather be lonely and old, and not try to tear his heart and lungs again, but he actually met, even if she died, he couldn't let go

On the fourth day of shutting himself up in the study, he finally fell ill, so sick that he no longer had the strength to think about anything, but as soon as he closed his eyes, he still saw her, and woke up in a panic, as if he wanted to escape something, but he still couldn't break free from her shadow

He lay on the bed and laughed miserably, it turned out that there was really one thing that people couldn't let go of all their lives, it turned out that he really loved her to such a situation, but she didn't love him

That night, he dreamed of their past, dreamed that he carried her delicate body and rushed to the begonia forest in front of his mother, and dreamed that she was obediently snuggled in his arms, watching the petals flying all over the sky fall on the two of them, until the sunset left a red phoenix tail in the sky

But when he woke up from the dream, what he got was still full of coolness

Maybe it was his despair and exhaustion that scared everyone who thought he would slowly recover, or maybe his appearance of waiting for death was really ridiculous, so Qin An, under the leadership of the Queen Mother, gathered all the concubines in the harem together, knelt in front of his bed, and begged him to keep the dragon body, when he heard this, he couldn't help but laugh bitterly, his beloved queen mother may not know that his heart has long followed the woman who has no heart and liver, and disappeared in the reincarnation of fate with their unborn child

He waved his hand and motioned for them all to go down, he knew that maybe the joys and sorrows of these women involved him, but they didn't know that the person who could affect him everything had abandoned him... Closing his eyes, he no longer paid attention to their stubbornness and persistence, because his Qingyi never paid attention to him, perhaps, this is called cause and effect, which is also the so-called reincarnation

This illness almost killed him, the queen mother and Ouyang Hongyu have been guarding him, for fear that he will die like this, the imperial doctor boils out a lot of bitter medicinal juice in front of him every day, Ouyang Hongyu and the queen mother are coaxing him to drink it, he is unwilling to drink the medicine, maybe they don't know, everything here is full of the taste of Qingyi, even this pan-bitter medicinal juice is the same, he has been immersed in her past, there is no cure

Every time he saw Ouyang Hongyu kneeling beside him with tears in his eyes, he would feel that they were actually the same sadness, although he never cared if he would make them feel sad, but her appearance reminded him of his former self, once, whether he also stayed by Qingyi's side like this, so careful and tricked her into drinking this bitter medicine, closed his eyes, and didn't want to repeat everything about her again and again, after all, she left herself ruthlessly, but, He still couldn't restrain himself from getting up, took the medicinal juice from Ouyang Hongyu's hand and drank it down, letting her out, and then continued to close himself in her past

Thoughts are a kind of poison that can invade people's internal organs, and there is no moment that stops disturbing his mind, even if he wants to be quiet, he wants to forget, but those things are like imprints carved into his heart

The queen mother's tears made him feel guilty, but he didn't have the extra strength to tell her his state of mind at the moment, Qingyi left, it seemed that everything about him had been ruined, but when he knew that he might not really have reached the end of despair, he gradually stopped rejecting those bitter medicines, because he still wanted to see her, and he didn't want her to see himself so decadent when she came back

Maybe he saw his changes, and the queen mother's heart gradually calmed down, not as sad as before, but he could still see the anxiety in her heart, because the whiteness of her sideburns had gradually increased, and every day, she looked older, he knew what it was, he and the third brother had already broken the queen mother's heart

Since the third brother left Qingyi, the coughing up of blood has not been better, and it seems to be more serious these days, he doesn't know why, every time he hears the secret guard report to him about the third brother's illness, he can't help but sneer, why is there so many people who think about her even when she is gone? Why can't she be completely his own? Why is he not the only one who even remembers her and misses her?

He looked down at the disorganized notebooks in his hand, and suddenly overturned all the twists and turns to the ground, and suddenly hated himself, hated why he fell in love with such a woman, hated why he had become such a walking corpse for her

Forgetting how much information he had read, he finally got a way to find her, but that method was ridiculous, so ridiculous that he angrily smashed everything in the 'Imperial Study', but he still held the piece of phoenix pendant she left behind, and used his own blood to attract the most, and then cut off the dragon-shaped mark on his left chest with a dagger, and combined them into one

It is said that she will pass by his palace in another era, as long as his blood can lead her to find the dragon and phoenix jade pendant, he can reverse time and space and accept her again, but the probability of such a small is very small, so small that it may be impossible for him to wait for a hundred years, but he still did it, because he missed her, really missed her

He shut himself up and did what others thought was crazy, he checked all the notes left by Taizu, trying to find some other clues from them, but he didn't find anything about her, but let him know an even more ironic thing, that is, Taizu's former queen He Qingwan's curse before she died: "You killed me in order to get her, I hate you, Yu Xu, I curse you for not getting true love in your life, I curse you"

Curse... A woman roared at him at the end of her life, he looked at the bright red handwriting on the yellowed paper, and suddenly sneered, just ask, how many women has he lost in his life? Of all the women who died in this palace, which one would not curse him before he died? If so, will he ever see her again? Can you say goodbye?

He closed his eyes, grabbed the page with trembling hands, turned another page, and wanted to continue reading, but saw a shocking handwriting: "If it is her appearance that attracts you, in the next life, I am willing to be her appearance, willing to follow you in her appearance, serve you, but will never let you go"

Shocked, he didn't knock over the candlestick on the table, and the book in front of him also burned in an instant, in the faint green firelight, he seemed to see the tragedy hundreds of years ago, a beautiful delicate but bewitching woman lying dying in a pool of blood, a pair of desperate and helpless eyes but still affectionately looking at the man standing in front of her, stabbing her chest with a sharp dagger, red lips with a sad smile, at the moment when the blood flowed at the corner of her mouth, said the words that cursed him

At that moment, he thought of Ruyue, her shallow smile and uncomplaining eyes, as well as the phoenix-shaped mark on her body and her appearance that resembled Qingyi Guifei, it turned out that he had never gotten rid of fate, and Taizu Taizu also knew that he would get these curses in the future, but why did he bear all this?

He suddenly wanted to kill Ruyue, but he knew that all this was not wrong with her at all, when Taizu did not hesitate to kill the innocent and loved He Qingwan in order to get the Qingyi concubine, he sacrificed the woman who loved him deeply for the woman he loved, this, maybe it was a sin, in this life, he used Ruyue again, maybe he owed, even if he was reincarnated, he had to pay it off, this is the beginning of reincarnation

From the day he was going to arrange everything, he forced himself to wait quietly, he knew that maybe it would be a year, maybe ten or twenty years of death, or even the next life, but he knew that she would definitely come back, definitely

In fact, waiting is not terrible, this terrible thing has no deadline, no end, and he doesn't even know how long it will be, but he still started from the day he waited, and ordered Tai'an to arrange for someone to build a small palace next to the 'Heart Palace', and there was nothing in the palace, only a golden giant birdcage, he thought madly, maybe only by imprisoning her, she would not leave again, because she was like a bird with wings to him, she would fly to his side, and she would fly without a trace

He sat in the 'imperial study', reading the notebook day after day, and buried the feeling of waiting for his heart to be heartbroken with these mountains of government affairs, but when he was about to forget the reason for his life, Tai'an hurriedly ran to tell him that Xiao Tong had tried to die several times

There is a kind of wound, it is hidden in the bottom of people's hearts, although it is invisible, but as long as it is touched lightly, it will make people die in pain, but his pain is so fragile that even people who hear that they are related to her will crack open, and the flesh and blood are blurred

He put down Zhu Pi and looked out the window silently, constantly weighing Xiao Tong's value in his heart, she had wanted to take away his beloved Qingyi from him several times, so she was damned, he should have killed her, but she was the only person Qingyi cherished here, if Qingyi came back and now he killed Xiao Tong, then how would she treat him? Will you hate him? Or do you want to kill him like Xiao Tong wants to assassinate him and avenge her?

Thinking that she might hate him again, his heart suddenly panicked, she didn't like anything but was very good to Xiao Tong, so he wanted to keep Xiao Tong, if she could see Xiao Tong as soon as she came back, she would definitely feel very happy, maybe he could still see her smiling, and when she saw her happy, she was with him, and she never smiled sincerely

But Xiao Tong is already seventeen years old, according to the rules of the palace, the palace maid can go out of the palace to marry at the age of twenty-five, close his eyes, he stood in front of the window blowing the cold wind, and suddenly thought of a way to stay her, so he immediately called Tai'an and said to him: "Record Xiao Tong into the book, the next day the royal maid, give the surname Mu, and place it in the inner palace prison, and you will personally monitor the food and clothing."

Tai'an didn't know why, so he looked at it with a puzzled face, and said with worry: "Does the emperor mean to recruit Aunt Xiao Tong?" As he spoke, he lowered his head and looked sad.

He pulled his thin lips, he knew what Tai'an was worried about, he hadn't touched a woman for half a year, which was actually nothing to him before, but since Qingyi entered the palace, he would stay in the 'Ningxue Palace' every night, such extreme, too abnormal, he closed his eyes and told the truth: "I want to keep her, when Qingyi comes back, she won't feel lonely"

Tai'an was stunned, and then lowered his head, he knew that he was talking crazy, because Qingyi was dead, and he sent someone to salvage her body for three months without any news, but he was still waiting for her to come back, his waiting made the entire palace panic, but he had no way to hide his heart of eagerly waiting for her to come back, because he had been waiting for half a year, and his heart was broken

Autumn is cool and summer is hot, once a spring and autumn, the years are traceless, like light flying

Every day, he is silently counting the time, watching a stick of incense replace a stick of incense, just like the beginning of the moonrise, silently waiting for time to mottle everything into frost, waiting for the day when she returns, everything around him seems to have not changed, only he feels that he is getting colder and colder, and there is the loneliness he was used to and the pain after her departure in the empty 'Heart Palace', full of every corner, wrapping his soul, so that he has nowhere to hide

He doesn't know how long this pain will continue, every day when he wakes up, he will feel that he is gradually aging, but every time he looks at himself in the mirror, he can't find even a single white, but is this time slow, or his heart is old, Qingyi, you won't understand the pain he waits for in every morning flower, just like she doesn't understand why he loves her so much

He closed his eyes and smiled bitterly when he loved her, and until now, even he didn't know why he fell in love with her

It's winter again, when the first maple leaves are scattered, his ears suddenly sounded her voice, she said to him in the first early autumn: "A leaf falls and the world knows autumn", her voice is very clear, clearly makes him think that as long as he can see her figure once, but he is too sensitive to the breath, there is no faint cold fragrance, so... There will be no her

In the winter of that year, he walked alone in the plum blossom forest flying in the sky, smelling the cold fragrance that he was once familiar with, but now it is unfamiliar, feeling the cold and no temperature of affection, and the wound that seemed to have healed in his heart was torn alive again, and the blood was dripping. However, even though it hurts, he still chooses to wait silently, just like the spring and autumn he has survived.

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