Yang Guang felt that he was very bitter, he couldn't figure it out, when he was studying, he always listened to his classmates talk about his name, Yang Guang, Sunshine. Well, I think his parents should hope that he can become a positive and sunny person, warm and strong.

But the reality is quite the opposite.

If there is no expectation, why bother...... Alas.

He looked at Siru's eyes filled with sadness, "I was born unblessed, and I will not be happy in this life." ”

"The same goes for you."

Siru pursed her lips, "If the original family is very bad, we can't change it, so we should work hard to break free." ”

Let the storm come more violently, and if you don't compromise in the storm, you will fight.

Yang Guang just smiled bitterly and shook his head.

His eyes drifted away, and he seemed to have fallen into memories, "My ID card was hidden by my mother, and my dad felt that she was doing the right thing, there was no way, I couldn't buy a ticket without a license, and I couldn't enter the factory, so I could only work with my dad." ”

"He receives his monthly salary."

"At the beginning, I was an apprentice, more than 2,000 a month, and then the technology matured, plus the salary rose, just 26 a day, I remember very clearly, at least 7,000 a month, not counting overtime."

"I didn't get a penny, I didn't even see the money paper Feifei'er."

"My mom will give me two hundred for breakfast, but nothing else. Winter along the coast is already early, and there are river and sea breezes blowing, and the temperature drops faster, and it is only November, which is already bitterly cold. Can you imagine? In those weathers, I wear a blouse, shorts, and sneakers. Oh, I want to ask them for money to buy clothes, and pointing at my nose is completely like an enemy, and my heart is colder than the howling north wind. Another two years passed like this. ”

Get used to it.

Siru listened very carefully, she didn't interrupt Yang Guang's words, presumably next, there will be news about Zhou Yan's life experience.

"Under my aunt's persuasion, they finally set me free."

Yang Guang smiled.

His eyes were warm, "My second aunt is a very nice person, I spent almost my childhood in her house, and I have hoped countless times that it would be great if my mother was her." ”

"It's a pity ......"

Good people don't live long.

My uncle is very scum, and the old man of my uncle's family is even more scum, all of them grind her.

My aunt was in good health and had been watching the children at home, but she was forced to go out because she couldn't even pay the tuition fees.

What are you going to do?

Of course, it's looking at the uncle, who is out of tune and loves to brag.

My uncle was sick.

Smoking, drinking, playing cards, bragging, brainless......

There are two most terrible points, one is that there is no amount of drinking, and when you are drunk, you play drunk, others fool him at the wine table, he is happy, and he waves his hand directly, "You don't have to pay back the money lent to you", "Good brother, talking about money hurts feelings" "Take it, take it"

I never thought that the three children in my hometown would study.

My aunt went to ask people for it, and he scolded my aunt.

The second is to turn the elbow outward.

This may be genetic, and several men in my uncle's family are extroverted.

The kind that doesn't care about their loved ones.。

When my aunt was doing chores on the construction site, a brick fell upstairs, which just hit her head, and her hard hat was broken.

Uncle is good.

actually spoke for the worker who smashed someone, ignoring my aunt's bloody head, and insisting that she was fine. Since that time, my aunt's health has not been good, and it has only been half a year, and her black and shiny hair has turned white, and then she went back to take care of the difficult old man.

Yang Guang wiped the corners of his eyes.

"I have an ID card, and I definitely don't want to go with them all the way. At that time, there was a lot of resentment in my heart, my personality was extreme, I couldn't do my job for a long time, I was young and vigorous, and I didn't save any money. I had two girlfriends one after another, but my parents rejected them. ”

"More angry."

"Now that I think about it, I'm fighting with them."

"If you don't want me to do something, you have to do it."

"When I was twenty-three years old, I met a woman when I was looking for a friend, and she was somebody's girlfriend at the time."

When he said this, he looked at Siru.

Siru: ......

pursed his lips and did not answer.

Yang Guang retracted his gaze with some disappointment and continued, "That woman is white and delicate, although she is only seventeen years old, she already has a one-year-old son. I didn't dig into the wall, it was her own choice, and my friend was just playing. ”

"He smiled at the time and wished us happiness and a hundred years of happiness."

"I dreamed back in the middle of the night, and I finally understood."

"He's laughing at me."

Yang Guang clenched his fists, his eyes flashed with anger, "That's obviously a slut!" ”

"When I was with her, I was restless and often went out to hook up, and for that, it was very common for us to quarrel and fight. She had a child out of wedlock, and my parents disagreed, and they were like a dog to the child, and they were never allowed to eat on the table, and they brought him a bowl of rice, not even a spoon, and the child lived in my house for a year, and basically ate with his hands. ”

"I have mixed feelings about this relationship."

"It's like money that falls on, it's dirty to pick up, it's a pity to throw it away, and it's mixed with the feeling of wanting to take revenge on them."

"Later, Sister Luo became pregnant."

"I've always wanted to break up, but all of a sudden I'm going to be a dad, and that's how it feels...... It's hard to believe that blood is thicker than water. ”

"But I don't have any money."

"Parents are not supportive."

"In the end, I really can't help it, my pockets are cleaner than my face, and I can't even pay for going to the hospital for a checkup, let alone giving birth."

"We decided to sell Xiaotong."

Siru's face was very cold, "Who said this proposal first?" ”

Very important.

Her gaze was intimidating.

Yang Guang didn't dare to look directly, he turned his head sideways, wanting to say that it was his fault.

But for some reason, as soon as I exited, it was ......

"It was brought up by Sister Luo."

"She's afraid of death, her belly is already so big, it's impossible not to live."

"She thinks very clearly, she wants to live with me in the future, and the children she had with others in the past must be a drag, and she hates it very much, so she just doesn't do it, she doesn't see it out of sight and doesn't worry about it, and she sells it."

"Xiaotong is not well-behaved, and often makes his clothes very dirty......"

Yang Guang's voice became smaller and smaller.

Siru sneered, "Don't you think it's a little funny to ask a two- or three-year-old child to love cleanliness." It's just an excuse. ”

Yang Guang didn't dare to look at her, "I admit it, it's an excuse, but we really couldn't afford it at that time." Also, I don't want to raise a son for someone else. ”

"The family said that they couldn't give birth, and I thought that Xiaotong was better than following us in the past, so I sent it."

"Send?"

Siru mocked, "You are clearly selling." ”

"Have you ever thought about how terrifying it is for that child, who is only two or three years old, to be sold like a commodity, to leave his mother's side, and to wake up and open his eyes to be a completely unfamiliar environment and a stranger."

Yang Guang turned his head sideways and retorted in a low voice, "How old is he, he knows what it means to be afraid." ”