Hurried home, the bedroom without lights was immersed in dead silence, I threw my coat on the side of the bed, looked at the alarm clock placed at the head of the bed, half past four in the morning, this time is not embarrassing, is it to sleep, or not to sleep?

I rubbed my sour eyes and fell into the single sofa in front of the window, my hand on my chin and my eyes slightly squinted, quietly waiting for the dawn.

I don't know if I'm too tired or too idle, I fell asleep unconsciously, just when I opened my eyes, the sky was already bright, what posture before going to bed, what posture is it now, I moved my neck a little stiffly, but found that I don't know when, there was an extra blanket, the texture of the blanket is very soft, it feels very comfortable, I am sure, this is not something in my room, then this is.

"Take a picture," I whispered to the computer.

The computer made a soft "pop" sound, and the pitch-black screen gradually lit up, revealing the scene in the room when I was asleep.

In the picture, I seemed to be sleeping deeply, when the bedroom door was gently opened, and an unexpected person appeared outside the door.

"How so?" I looked at the image in amazement.

In the picture, my mother's eyes were full of struggle, she hesitated for a long time before slowly stepping into the door, but disappointed to find that there was no one on the bed, just when she was disappointed to leave, she found me trapped in the sofa.

She leaned over cautiously, and after seeing my face clearly, she let out a long breath, and then she carefully retreated again, and after a while, she appeared in the picture again, and she had this blanket on my body in her hand.

Looking at her cautious appearance, I suddenly had a delusion, as if everything had been fake all these years, and my mother was still the one who was not very enthusiastic about me, but would care about me silently somewhere she couldn't see, as if everything was still the same as it was at the beginning.

At this time, another person appeared at the door, and when he came out of the shadows, I saw the face of the person who came clearly, and my brows jumped, "Dad?" "These two people don't sleep in the middle of the night, what are they doing in my room?

I vaguely felt that something was wrong, and sure enough, the conversation between the two soon cleared my mind.

"Shi Yu, reluctantly, just be kind to her, I've seen you torture yourself so much over the years, I feel distressed" Dad's voice was deeply tired.

"It's good to her, I can't face Jing'er in my heart, I can't do it, I can't do it" Mom's voice was very small, as if she was afraid of making noise to the sleeping person.

"Yan'er's words, I believe you also have feelings, otherwise you wouldn't have gone to sleep in the middle of the night, back and forth to check if she has come back, Xiao Ning's state is indeed a little wrong recently, she is also a person, she also has a heart, she doesn't cry out for pain, it doesn't mean that she won't hurt, you have tortured yourself all these years, and you have also tortured her more horizontally, Shi Yu, let her go, let yourself go."

I didn't fully listen to my father's words, and at this time, I kept repeating the phrase in my head: "Go back and forth to see if she has come back!" I jerked up from the couch with a subtle tremor in my voice. Know I didn't come home all night? ”

I didn't have time to think about it, but the dialogue between the characters in the picture continued.

"Her father, do you think she'll leave?" Mom nervously grabbed Dad's hand.

Dad's face was a little gloomy, but his tone was very calm, "I don't know what this feeling is, but I just can't ignore it, some of her recent tones and attitudes are indeed like saying goodbye to us, or saying goodbye"

I couldn't help but tremble when I saw the back in the picture, and the feeling of falling from despair into the abyss of despair made my heart tremble, and I muttered, "What am I going to do, what am I going to do?" ”

"My fault?" Mom shook her head helplessly, "But. . . Forgive her, I can't do it, I can't face Jing'er's face, forgive the person who wiped Jing'er, I can't do it, why force me" Immediately, her face turned to the side of the sofa "Wronged, wronged! What should I do with you? ”

That kind of helplessness, that kind of reluctance, that kind of deep blood bond, that kind of hatred that goes deep into the blood and bones, the despair of losing the flesh and blood of the heart and facing the person who is also on the tip of the heart, that kind of helplessness, tearing her heart.

"Shi Yu, I don't want to, we don't want to, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, we don't care, everything is providence, don't want to, since she is back, you should go to bed early, you can also toss enough this night, sleep, as long as the sun rises, everything will be fine, believe me"