Li Nanyan couldn't imagine that without Shen Xiaojiu, how would he survive for a long time?

He lives like this, and it will only be more painful than death!

"I know, Xiao Jiu is more important to you than your life, but now that you are seriously injured, even if you find the old ghost, you can't fight him at all, you will only die in vain if you go now, Li Nanyan I know, will not be so reckless and impulsive, I don't believe that Xiao Jiu died like this, it is because you don't believe it, you have to cheer up even more, in case one day, Xiao Jiu comes back, she can't find you when she comes back, she can't get any news from you when she comes back, won't she be in pain?"

"I saw you seriously injured before, and I heard that Xiao Jiu had an accident, my heart is not the same, I also want to kill the old ghost, to kill those who have hurt you to avenge you, but I know that revenge is such a thing, you must think in the long run, do you think that killing them is revenge?"

"Look at your current appearance, let alone holding a gun, you can't even stand on your feet now, how are you going to find Xiao Jiu, and how are you going to avenge her?"

"Even if you don't think about yourself, consider the feelings of me and Nanfeng, Xiao Jiu has an accident, we are already very sad, if you have another accident, then Nanfeng and I will also die together?" Feng Shaochen's words made Li Nanyan calm down again, and he lowered his eyes to look at himself.

Yes, he can't even hold a gun now, how can he avenge Shen Xiaojiu.

They all said that Shen Xiaojiu was dead, but Li Nanyan felt that all this was just a lie, and Shen Xiaojiu would never leave him so easily.

When Gu Nanfeng told the truth, Li Nanyan really collapsed, and he really didn't have the desire to live, but Shaochen was right, because he didn't find Shen Xiaojiu's body, he still had a hope, as long as hope was not dashed, he would never give up looking for her whereabouts in his life.

"Good!" Li Nanyan nodded, "I'm not going anywhere now, I'll stay here and wait for her to come back!" ”

As he spoke, Li Nanyan turned his head, he lay back on the hospital bed, looking helplessly at the chandelier on the top of the ceiling, and all kinds of pictures that he had been with Shen Xiaojiu in the past came to mind.

Li Nanyan suddenly hated himself, if he hadn't lied to her at the beginning, and he told her the truth that he broke up with her to go to the black market, would she have stayed in the UK obediently and waited for him to come back?

He still remembers that on the night of the breakup, Shen Xiaojiu cried until he was heartbroken and cried until he fainted.

He said that he wanted to give her happiness, but in the end, he still hurt her.

Li Nanyan closed his eyes in pain, he couldn't imagine what kind of scene she was like when she fought black boxing with Ryan.

In Li Nanyan's heart, Shen Xiaojiu has always been a strong and brave girl, but he never wanted her to be strong and brave in front of him.

In the past, if he encountered such a thing, he had no way to be rational and calm down, but now, he has learned to be rational and calm, but this feeling will only make him more painful.

He didn't even dare to show his pain, Shen Xiaojiu was not around, and no one was willing to share joys, sorrows, and sorrows with him.

accompanied her to the UK, and said that he would get married when he came back, he even booked the wedding scene and even the wedding ring, but now Shen Xiaojiu's whereabouts are unknown.