Grandpa's eyes changed, sighed, and sat down on the swing on the side, "Xiao Ning'er, grandpa really hated, confused, and feared, but everything has passed, you are alienated from grandpa, are you not responsible for all this?" ”

I lowered my eyes and looked at the grass at my feet, gently rocking the swing.

"You don't want to say anything, you never explain, you never confess yourself to anyone, you carry everything alone, even if you are for our good, but this kind of unbelievable thing, such a strange life, have you ever asked me how I feel? Have you confirmed the person you are helping, is there a need? Do you know under what circumstances I spent the years you have imposed on me like this? Do you know how panicked and desperate I felt when I realized that I didn't feel like a person? You left without even an explanation, and as your loved one, you owe not even an explanation? When you complained about my admonition to Ling Tian and the others, didn't you think that the source of all this was you? What do you mean by saying I'm sorry now? Grandpa's tone was slow, and he looked sad and stubborn.

I know that I didn't ask his old man for my grandfather's business, and it was wrong to change his old man's life on my own initiative! I also know that I owe him an explanation, and I know how hurtful my sorry sentence is, but I don't know what else I can say besides this sorry!

I blinked my sour eyes, endured the sourness on the tip of my nose, and pulled out a faint smile, "I'm sorry for the hurt I caused you because of my reluctance." I'm sorry, I can't even give you an explanation. I'm sorry I ignored your wishes. Sorry I came so late. I'm sorry for me. It can only be said. I'm sorry! ”

"Is all you have to say about everything about you with these three words?" Grandpa's eyes were red, and because of his body, he didn't cry anymore.

"I'm sorry!" Explanations are always superfluous, not to mention our situation, knowing it will only increase the heartache of our relatives, rather than letting them face that kind of self, it is better to keep resentful.

"Okay, I don't ask you about it, what's going on with my body, you should say it, after all, this body is mine" Grandpa's face sank "I can not eat, drink, sleep, get hurt, not breathe, you have to explain"

I nodded, and said with a wry smile, "Grandpa is actually dead, that accident, grandpa should have been a dead man" I clenched the rope in my hand, gritted my teeth, and continued, "Grandpa was already certain to die, but I was reluctant, so I used my own strength to take grandpa's body time. Stopped before the accident, frozen forever"

"You. . . How much more frightening do you have to give me," Grandpa smiled helplessly, "According to what you mean, I will never die, and I will never see your grandmother again?" You can't help it? "He himself called her back to relieve him, and now this...

"No," I slowly tilted my head up, looking at the stars on a summer night. I come back, as long as I am by your side, your body will slowly die, and that prohibition will disappear, as soon as I come back"

"That's why you haven't come to see me for so many years and avoided me everywhere? You let me live, but I lost the right to be reunited with me, what is the difference between this and death? Why are you so obsessed with life and death? Grandpa smiled bitterly, "I knew that no matter how much I didn't like the city, I would run to stick to you."

"Huh. It's really persistence, now that I think about it, it was really stupid enough at the time" I laughed and said, "So, I figured it out, life, there will be death, these years, because of my willfulness, let you suffer, sorry! ”

"Silly girl!" Grandpa smiled lovingly, "But then again, you've already come back, why don't I feel anything strange about my body until now?" ”

“..” Hey? After Grandpa's accusation, I seem to have forgotten my original intention!?