Chapter 658: Is It Going to Make You Feel More Comfortable When I Die?
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Ji Chuyan has fallen to the point where he is today, in fact, Shen Xiaojiu is not comfortable when he sees him.
In addition to disappointment, in addition to hatred, but more than that, it is painful, if he could be a little more sensible, maybe it would not have caused the current situation.
But she had already promised Li Nanyan that she would never communicate with Ji Chuyan again from now on, and she had to be ruthless to let go of all this.
"I don't want to hurt Qianqian, I'm a scumbag at the beginning of the season, and I don't deserve to be liked by anyone." Ji Chuyan chuckled self-deprecatingly, "The most regrettable thing I have done in my life is to leave you alone in China, if you can turn back time......"
"If you miss it, you miss it, and it's too late to say that." Shen Xiaojiu wanted to persuade Ji Chuyan to accept Sheng Qianqian, but she knew that feelings could not be forced, just like Zhiyi and Gu Nanfeng, no matter how much she did, he would never find her good, since this was the case, it was better not to be reluctant, "How do you choose, that's your business, it has nothing to do with me." ”
After saying these words, Shen Xiaojiu was about to leave, but Ji Chuyan strode forward, "Xiao Jiu......"
"In the future, when we meet again, we will be strangers, I hope that you can do what you say and will not bother me and Li Nanyan again."
"Xiao Jiu......" Ji Chuyan looked at Shen Xiaojiu's back, he bent his knees, and suddenly knelt down, "I owe you and hurt you, I can't make up for it in this life, I hid it from you twenty years ago, and twenty years later, I did such a thing to you again, don't talk about you, I can't forgive myself." ”
"When I think of the helplessness you felt when you were kidnapped and broken, I even used to complain about you, but I don't have the qualifications at all, because I'm sorry for you, I'm really sorry for you......"
"I know, you helped me save my life, otherwise Li Nanyan would not have let me go, you asked me to stop loving you, but I think I can't forget a woman named Shen Xiaojiu in my life, I will definitely do what I said......"
"That night, I didn't touch your ......"
He told Li Nanyan that he touched Shen Xiaojiu, just to not lose the dignity of a man, just to make Li Nanyan miserable, but now that Shen Xiaojiu is standing in front of him, all the unwillingness in Ji Chuyan's heart, all the possessiveness is emptied in an instant, and he only now knows that it turns out that loving someone and giving her the best happiness is fulfillment.
"You get up!" Shen Xiaojiu's throat was choked and sour, her hands curled slightly, she didn't expect Ji Chuyan to kneel, what is this, Shen Xiaojiu doesn't know why, why did a friendship that was once so good become what it is today, her heart really hurts, "Ji Chuyan, you get up!" ”
"Will you forgive me?" Ji Chuyan raised his eyes, "Will you forgive me?" ”
"My father shot and killed your mother, I don't know what to take to atone for my sins, Xiao Jiu, what should I do, shouldn't I live, will I make you feel more comfortable when I die?"
Shen Xiaojiu shook his head, "I didn't want you to die, I said something twenty years ago, and it has nothing to do with you!" ”
"Even if it wasn't me who fired the gun, it has nothing to do with me, I've done too many things to hurt you, I'm the culprit, but I didn't want to shirk this responsibility, I will use my own way to make up for my mistakes and punish the sins I planted."
"So Xiao Jiu, please be happy, so as not to waste my embarrassment and quit."
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Guess how Ji Chuyan will punish himself......
PS: Did you watch the Blue Blood Moon tonight? Whew, I stood downstairs looking at the moon and froze into a dog...... Finally, shout a monthly pass, at early morning, everyone must vote for the monthly ticket in their hands to Mianmian and love you~
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