Chapter 289
I only heard Xu Nanxing's originally clean voice become hoarse and low, "Three years ago, I was just a small trainee police officer, and I was determined to catch all the bad guys since I was a child, and when I really got in touch with this industry, I realized that my childhood dream was so unattainable"
"My daily work, in addition to patrolling or patrolling, even if I catch a thief, I will be blamed by plainclothes hiding in the crowd, saying that I ruined their arrangement and let them seize the idea of crime dens become utopian, even so, I still do my job well"
"That's it, I was in a mess for half a year, I thought I would spend my youth here, I saw her, she was robbed of her bag on the way home, out of the nature of the police, I desperately helped her recover the bag, and also suffered some small injuries, so she took care of me very carefully, until he recovered"
"You've been in love for a long time?" Hearing this, I couldn't help but raise my head and interject, "It's too bloody, isn't it?" ”
"It's really bloody, but this really happened to me, and the facts tell me that a novel is a novel, and it will never become a reality, she has a keen intelligence, a smart and free temperament, and on the day I recovered, she actually blushed and said to me: Shall we try to have a relationship?"
"Oh my God! Do you know how excited I was? ”
"Ask me?" I held the firewood in my hand, straightened up and asked.
Obviously, he didn't intend to ask me, so he said directly, "Every bit of blood in my body is boiling, and the only thing that echoes back and forth in my head is this sentence: 'Shall we try to have a relationship?' I don't even know how I answered, anyway, we've been officially boyfriend and girlfriend ever since."
"And then you find out that she has more than one relationship with you, and then you find out that she dumped you mercilessly? You've become an outcast? I shook my head, "Don't tell me it's true, I'll go back and say goodbye to the TV writers, they're so godly!" ”
"Listen to me quietly!" Xu Nanxing frowned and continued, "Things are not what you think, she is definitely not the kind of girl with water-based poplars"
"Good, good... You please! I put away my playful smile and nodded earnestly.
"Suddenly, one day, she asked me out very seriously, saying that she had something to confess, and it happened that our police force was going to conduct a comprehensive population registration that day, so I wanted to finish it as soon as possible so that I could go to the appointment, who ......knows."
"She was hit by a car? Hacked? Or did you just go to the bank and run into a robber and be killed? "I asked like a curious baby.
“...... You...... I... I regret talking to people like you," Xu Nanxing, you, you, and I have been for a long time, and I have come up with such a sentence.
"Uh, I'll shut up!"
"It's better to be really closed, the atmosphere is ruined by you"
I pursed my lips and nodded.
"Because I was in a hurry and wanted to finish it quickly, I even forgot what I had to call after I was late, and finally she dialed, and her first words turned out to be... Parted! I was stunned and asked her what I didn't do well, and she just said: I'm sorry! ”
"Since then, she has been avoiding me, no matter how I look for it, it will be useless, the world is big and big, small and small, she deliberately avoided it, and it was in vain for me to die in a hurry."
Later, I learned from a friend of hers that she was hospitalized and ...... Will not be discharged again unless...... Die! ”
"I was shocked that when I saw her in my hospital bed, my pale face pierced my heart deeply, but this was just the beginning"
"When she saw me, she also looked a little panicked, and looked at her friend reproachfully, 'Why did you bring him?' Her friend looked at her in silence, and she smiled miserably, "You know, it's not him I love."
'Huh? I questioned silently.
"She looked at me very firmly and said, 'I'm sorry, you're not him, although I tried to think of you as him, but then I found out, I was wrong, you can never be him' I asked her, 'Who is he?' She shook her head and didn't say anything, just biting her pale lip, 'Can I make one last request?' I smiled wryly and nodded, but a hint of helplessness rose in my heart, I couldn't refuse her request, because... I love her, so even if I am regarded as the 'he', I can only accept it weakly. ”
"......" I pursed my lips before I swallowed back the words that were about to come out.
"Her request is... Let me send her with a ruffian smile, I am a policeman, this smile, I practiced for a long time, and after learning from her friend that I was very similar to her dead boyfriend, I was going to come to his photo again, and practiced against the photo, and finally I succeeded, and at the same time I also knew why she cared about him so much, because if it wasn't him, it was she who died, because of him, I had the opportunity to meet her, and I would have the opportunity to love her, to be honest, I was grateful to him"
Of course, this is said in my heart, and I am even more confused about loving this thing, and I am simply blind and idiot!
"At her last moments, I finally fulfilled my promise and sent her off with his smile, and when her cold fingertips fell on my cheeks, I could clearly feel her trembling, and she smiled so brightly for the first time, and said in a faint voice 'Nanxing, thank you!' Forget me, I'm sorry, I can't love you! ”
"So what do you say? Oh... I'm sorry! Shut up! "I forgot about the gag order.
"Me?" He smiled ruffianly, "I forgot! You guess! ”
I tilted my head and thought for a moment, "Hmm~" and then raised a gentle smile, "It's okay, because I don't love you!" ”
"Hehe, who knows? Probably, I can't remember too long" Xu Nanxing smiled a little reluctantly.
"Then, you use the smile she gives to remind yourself that you don't love her?" I weighed the firewood in my hand, "It's almost enough, let's go back!" ”
"Well, I'm done with my story, are you in love with me?" Xu Nanxing smiled ruffianly.
"Hehe... Don't forget, I'm not her "I turned around and walked back" Since the matter has been said, it means that you have begun to let go, I wish you to find the person who is really waiting for you, and then double this love to her, because your true love has been given to the wrong person, and this is what you owe her"
Xu Nanxing followed, "Your way of unleashing people is very special"
"I want the effect, not the method, and it works, won't it work?"
"Hehe, yes" The haze in Xu Nanxing's heart gradually receded, this is the effect she wants, right? Yin Ning, you're a friend, right? Will you be an enemy like this? Xu Nanxing couldn't help but ask himself in his heart.