"Yes."

"It's a lot of suffering."

"They beat me, scolded me, said nasty things, and even said they wanted to remove one of my legs."

Shu Jingguang said while looking at his daughter Shu Yishan, hoping to win her sympathy, "Now, the teeth in my mouth are a little moved, and I was slapped by them." ”

And sure enough, hearing this, Shu Yishan, who was watching TV, frowned, and her ears moved involuntarily.

"But it's okay, it's fine, it's okay now."

Shu Jingguang's heart warmed, although it was just a simple action of his daughter, it also let him know that his daughter still loved him and didn't want him to be hurt.

"That's good."

Ning Tianlin nodded, "Then, uncle, you have suffered so many grievances, you have been tossed for so long, you must be tired, I have asked someone to prepare a room for you, you can rest quickly." ”

After thinking about it, Ning Tianlin was still ready to let Shu Jingguang rest quickly, the relationship between him and this daughter was not formed in a day or two, and of course it would not be completely resolved because of one or two things.

However, it should still be possible to reconcile, after all, both of them care about each other.

"Yes, that's fine."

Shu Jingguang sighed, his mood was a little low, there was no way, until now, his daughter had not said a word to him, she was watching TV. However, just as he stood up and was about to leave, he couldn't help but look at Shu Yishan and said seriously, "Yishan, I've really changed!" I don't gamble anymore! ”

"I know that Dad was sorry for you before, I'm just a brute!"

"I hope you 。。。。。。 I can forgive my dad and give my dad one last chance. ”

After speaking, he stared at Shu Yishan very seriously and nervously, hoping that she could look back at herself. just waited for nearly a minute, Shu Yishan's eyes were focused on the TV, and he didn't look at him.

"Hey."

After a long time, Shu Jingguang sighed, turned around and followed the waiter away, and went to the resting place. It's just that he didn't notice that he had already turned around, and just as his figure disappeared into the UFO hall, two lines of tears fell from the corners of Shu Yishan's eyes.

ran down her cheeks and wet her clothes.

And slowly turned around, and glanced at the aisle where there was nothing left.

"Yishan, why are you doing this?"

Ning Tianlin also felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, any material and life problems, he could solve them through various methods, but he was helpless only with this feeling. Do you want to take action and erase Yishan's painful memory?

But you must know that this kind of memory was there when Shu Yishan was very young, and it lasted for nearly ten years, if these memories are erased, he Shu Yishan will lose most of his memories, if this is the case, it can be said that he is no longer an independent self, and he Ning Tianlin will not do this.

It's just that looking at Shu Yishan's appearance now, he really doesn't feel very comfortable.

"I don't know." Shu Yishan shook her head and choked up, "I don't know why, I just don't want to forgive him, I can't pass the hurdle in my heart." ”

"Tianlin, you don't know, I never told you about it, my mother left home when I was eight years old, because my mother couldn't stand his gambling, and he almost lost the family property quietly!"

"I remember vividly that year, the night before my mother left, she hugged me and cried all night. And my father, on the other hand, gambled! ”

"The next day, I was at the bedside and saw a letter left by my mother, I still remember what was written on it, I will never look at it in my life!"

Shu Yishan's eyes were already red from crying, wiped her tears with her hands, and cried, "My mother said in the letter that she doesn't want to leave this home, she doesn't want to leave me, but if she doesn't leave, she will be bet on the gambling game by me!" ”

"At that time, my mother said that my good father had promised a gambler in the township to use my mother's body to pay off his gambling debts!"

Speaking of this, Shu Yishan's eyes showed a look of pain that Ning Tianlin had never seen before, "I was still young at the time, and I didn't know what my mother meant by saying these words, but I kept it firmly in my heart. ”

"I will never forget it in my life!"

"When I grew up and became sensible, I rarely went back to that home and stayed at school all day. I really don't know how I got through those years. ”

"Tianlin, you may not believe it, when I was in junior high school, I ate the leftovers of my classmates, accepted their alms, and endured the white eyes and cynicism of some people, at that time, if it wasn't for compulsory education, tuition waivers and exemptions, and the school waived my accommodation fees, I didn't know if I could finish junior high school."

"Because my father doesn't care about me, and he doesn't have the money to support me! As long as he has money, he will go to gambling! Only occasionally when I win money and am happy, will I remember to have a daughter like me, buy me some delicious food, and come to see me at school! ”

When Shu Yishan said this, she had stopped crying, perhaps she was really disheartened, "When I was in high school, I earned all my tuition, books, living expenses and other expenses!" ”

"I've sold newspapers, delivered milk, and spent my summer vacation as a babysitter in other people's homes, cooking and washing clothes!"

"The funny thing is that when my father learned that I was doing all this to make money, not only did he not care about me, but occasionally ran to the school and asked me for money to pay off my debts and gamble!"

"In those years, I didn't wear a new dress, I didn't eat a snack, and I even went to the brick kiln to move bricks during the summer vacation of my sophomore and junior years of high school, because only there I could earn 175 yuan a day!"

Looking back, Shu Yishan didn't feel any fullness and hardship in life, she only felt sad, if it wasn't for her father's gambling, she wouldn't be like this!

She will also be like other people's children, with good food to eat, new clothes to wear, just study hard, and don't worry about the rest. Her childhood, adolescence, really didn't have to live so miserable!

"Tianlin, do you remember, I once told you that sometimes, when my father is forced to be in a hurry, I will also find a way to raise money for him."

Ning Tianlin nodded, after he was reborn, the first time he saw Shu Yishan, he was earning money for his father to pay off his debts.

"But you probably don't know." A self-deprecating smile appeared at the corner of Shu Yishan's mouth, "I don't pity him!" I just don't want people to beat him to death! If he really died, I would really have no family in this world, and I would be a lonely child. ”

"Although he is my father, he is also him, so that I don't have a complete home!"

Shu Yishan had already closed her eyes, letting the tears fall again, looking back at the past events at home, all she could think of was sadness.

Note: Tomorrow's explosion! At least thirty chapters!

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