Lan Linfeng was right, Lin Yan found more and more abnormalities, his grandmother still kept in touch with him, and the old lady with impaired mobility was still the same, and every time they met, she would make a lot of his favorite snacks when he was a child.

Lin Yan is already a freshman, and his grandmother is still the same as when he was in the orphanage, not getting old, let alone dying, although he is very happy with such a thing in his heart, but in his head, there is always a voice reminding him "Wake up, wake up......

On this day, grandma still took the pot sticker cake, a loving face to visit Lin Yan, Lin Yan every time he met his grandmother's gaze, he would unconsciously compromise, although this kind of sticker cake is no longer delicious in his eyes, but he will eat it all every time, in the grandmother's gradually narrow arms, smelling the fragrance that has not changed for more than ten years, the heart is no longer pure, once again made waves, he remembered his cruelty in that world, and also remembered the person he thought he had forgotten, Liao Yuqing.

"Yuqing, I'm doing that to you, will you still show up?" A crystal liquid appeared in the corner of Lin Yan's eyes, and he whispered softly, but the old lady didn't hear it, and now she saw his silent tears again, and she tightened her arms with some distress.

"Little boy, grandma knows that you are bitter, cry if you want to, grandma is here, don't be afraid!"

At that time, Lin Yan was really like a child, lying on the old man's shoulder and crying, a suppressed whimper, a sobbing gasp, Lin Yan unscrupulously vented the fear and loneliness in his heart, he knew that he had changed, everything could not go back, he was no longer the poor and pure child he was back then, he had been polluted a long time ago, polluted by his own selfish desires, and now he was just the first grandmother who stretched out a kind hand to himself, and he couldn't veto everything he hadHe knows...... The script continues.

When he had cried enough, his grandmother's shoulders were already wet, and the old man looked at it with cloudy eyes and soothed it with his withered hands, so that the child who had suffered from white eyes since childhood was quiet.

Lin Yan tried his best to stabilize his emotions, and also tried to make himself normal and sunny, that was his disguise all along, he was a sunny and healthy big boy, like that......

We saw his hands unconsciously clenched into fists, watching him put away the cruelty in his eyes and send away the only harbor he could vent.

Liao Yuqing's appearance was like a ray of sunshine shining into Lin Yan's dry and irritable life, and I seemed to have a different perspective and once again saw the love between Liao Yuqing and Lin Yan.

From Lin Yan's point of view, it is completely different from Liao Yuqing's point of view, Liao Yuqing was a turning point in his life for Lin Yan at that time, the sunshine that belonged to him was gradually becoming real, Liao Yuqing was cheerful and generous, and he was obedient to Lin Yan, which made him, who had low self-esteem since he was a child, feel that he was expected and respected for the first time, he found his own sense of existence in Liao Yuqing, and also gained her heavy love.

But Liao Yuqing's love sometimes becomes a shackle, making him walk on thin ice, every time he wakes up in the middle of the night, the nightmare never disappears in his life, every time he sees Liao Yuqing sees his true self, he is hurt and resolutely breaks up with him, the dagger he stabbed into her chest in a panic has become the most painful wound in his heart, and he can't love...... Just ruined, this perverted emotion haunted him all the time, making him want to enjoy love, but also afraid to touch love.

For a while, he deliberately avoided Liao Yuqing, which was completely different from the memory of Liao Yuqing I saw at the beginning.

PS: Hey, it's getting worse and worse, depressed......