The layout of the room is the same as the room that was specially left for us in the old house when I was a child, and there are two beds in the room, although there is no sleeping room on one of them.

But the bed is still firmly placed in the bedroom, there are memories of when we came here together when we were children, we laughed very happily at that time, although I was also entangled in these annoying memories at that time, but at that time I was not as accurate as I am now, I always thought that it was the memory of my predecessors, I just inherited their past, and I have always only regarded those as stories, so, at that time, the eyes blinded by the warmth of the family, how can I not see my position clearly, at that time I naively thought, I can blend in with them, but in the end, not only do I live in pain, but also bring irrelevant people into the same abyss of pain, if I can, I don't actually want my presence in their memory, because that name will only bring pain and endless torture, but unfortunately, when I understand, it is already too late, but if I do it all over again, I don't think my choice will still change, because. I can't ignore them.

I threw myself on the small bed on the right, buried my face in the soft futon, the quilt has a special fragrance that belongs to the sun, but also with the warmth of being baptized by the sun, but unfortunately even if I am wrapped in the breath of the sun, I still can't feel the slightest warmth, all the faults are formed in a thought, and now I want to correct it, it is simply a pain like a broken tendon and a broken bone, thinking of the alternative death that grandpa is about to face, I can't help but feel a burst of weakness in my heart, this matter, is it to inform Dad, grandpa is the most respected person by Dad, If there is no one to send him to the end, then... I can't imagine that when Chu Jing died, that kind of father. I never want to see each other again for the rest of my life.

Tossing and turning for a long time, I held the hand of the phone, and finally it hung down, wait, wait, wait...

I said to myself, maybe it was to escape, maybe it was too tired, in short, it was a rare night's sleep, and so it passed unconsciously, and when I opened my eyes, the sky was already bright, and I looked at the small owl alarm clock at the head of the bed, and the time had come to twelve o'clock at noon.

I rubbed my head a little swollen, leaned on the bed and squinted, the sun spilled into the room through the gauze curtains, mottled on the thin quilt, the sun was very full, the sun was warm on my body, and I drank the boiled water on the table that had already been cold in one go, I shook my head and stretched lazily, and lay back satisfied.

“..”

"Knock Knock"

"Xiao Ning'er, are you up?"

"Knock Knock"

"Quick, Grandpa has something to show you"

"Knock Knock"

"Haven't you gotten up yet? I can't afford to miss lunch again."

"Knock Knock"

I rubbed my forehead, rolled up the quilt and muttered, "The door is not locked"

"Click" The next second, the door was pulled open "Alas, alas, don't sleep, look, look"

"Huh?" Although my drowsiness has been driven away, my voice still has a lazy nasal voice when I first wake up, "What are you looking at?" ”

Grandpa stretched out his hand and pointed to the faint bruises on his hands, "Look, no matter how I touch or fall over the years, there will be no traces, do you think this is proof that I am dying?" ”

My eyes were slightly sour, this cloud-like trace, I was choked with the smile I was about to raise, this is a symptom of the early stage of death, I looked at my grandfather apologetically, "I'm sorry, you shouldn't have to bear this, I'm sorry"

I hung my head slightly, my nose was sore, and my eyes hurt to death, but alas. I've forgotten how to shed tears and I struggled to look at the cloudy marks that those were. Corpse spots, just ask, a person with a clear brain, flexible limbs, a living person, how painful it would be for such a sign to appear after death, and this. It's just the beginning, thinking of this, I couldn't help but grasp the thin quilt and took a deep breath, "Grandpa, in the last days, I will always be with you, what does grandpa want to do today?" ”

Grandpa was originally blamed by those two sorry sentences, and then saw that I was recovering, and immediately smiled lovingly and said, "Little Fool, get up quickly, have lunch, grandpa will take you to a place, grandpa always went to that place to catch fish when he was a child, that place is in the deep mountains, you said you want to accompany me this old bone, don't you shout tired"

"Hmm," I smiled faintly, "definitely not"