It's going to be on the shelves tomorrow, and I have a lot of things to say to you. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I'm not very good at expressing myself, and the first thing to say is to be grateful.

Thank you! Thank you very much for your continued support.

I really want to talk to you about the past and present life of this soul exploration diary.

I thought I wanted to write a book around this time last year!

At that time, my grandmother was sick, and I asked for leave to serve my grandmother at home, and when I stayed in front of my grandmother day and night, I felt a lot of emotion when I looked at her who was seriously ill.

No matter how strong and powerful a person was before, at the end of his life, he will become so fragile and helpless.

Thinking back on everything that has happened over the years, I suddenly wanted to write something, which can be regarded as a kind of memoir and life insight.

After my grandmother left at the end of May, I was the only one left in the house, and when I was alone at night, the loneliness hit my heart, and I couldn't sleep anymore and started writing on my phone.

At first, the version of this diary was really different from the current one, and it was really my diary.

It was really a coincidence that I didn't write a book, and then by chance, I showed what I wrote to a friend, and the goods didn't sleep all night, and the next day they scolded me and urged me to write more.

Later, my friends knew about it, and after reading my story, everyone mentioned some of them and thought it was good.

However, I am more casual, and in half a year, I wrote 100,000 words.

At the end of last year, the weather was very cold, and the work in the factory was not easy to do, and I was bored and sent the story to the post bar, but I didn't expect the response to be good in the post bar, and I woke up from sleep, dozens of reply messages.

Later, at the suggestion of the gods of Tieba, I came to the starting point.

After sending out the book the day before, I came to the station in the afternoon of the next day, saying that I was asked to sign a contract.

As a pure newcomer, I didn't understand anything, and when I saw the contract, I was nervous, and it felt like signing a deed of sale.

After a few years, I officially signed the contract, and I began to go to work every day and go home from work to renew.

At the beginning, it was a single machine, and if it weren't for the encouragement of my classmates who posted it, I estimated that even if I didn't give up, I would return to the previous state of 150,000 words in half a year.

And as soon as I entered the author group, I felt even inferior, good guys, this group of people are all brilliantly written, highly educated, and they talk in a set way.

Compared with them, I was ashamed of myself, and I really felt that I was not a little worse when I was with them who didn't graduate from junior high school.

Every time I post a chapter, I feel like I'm being embarrassed. When I was hesitant to give up, the author Piggy told me that you can go to the book list and ask, maybe those who are short of books and like to read your books, they recommend you to have someone read them.

So, under the guidance of Little Pig, I cheekily came to the starting point book list and advertised under each single owner.

I've always had a straight mouth, and it's no exaggeration to say that at least 2,500 of my 2,900 collections today are from book list recommendations.

I am very grateful to all the single owners, I remember that the first big single master was the legendary Bosch, and his reward to me has not been surpassed so far, but he thinks my book is a bit abusive.

Later, I don't know why his book list was missing. I can't get in touch with him anymore.

Thanks to Yun Sister-in-law for the cover.

There are also Qingdao, Xiaoyao, CDs, and many, many single masters, and every day they update their book lists and put me in front.

It wasn't until last month that I met He Zudaoxi, and his book list recommendations made me increase my collection by more than 100 a day, without them, I wouldn't have today's soul diary.

Maybe from tomorrow, many people will stop reading this book, but I still thank you for your company.

Maybe after it is put on the shelves, my subscription will be miserable and I won't even read it myself, and I will stick to my own ideas and style to finish writing.

Maybe the update won't be fast after I put it on the shelves, and it's still one or two updates a day, but my situation is really difficult.

Twelve hours of work is naturally not comparable to those white-collar workers and student authors.

I feel very hard every little more.

Forget it, don't talk too much, let's talk with the work!

Soul Diary, thank you for having you...