Zhou Yan in his old age has a wish, that is, the fallen leaves return to the roots, in fact, it is not right to say this, he has been adrift all his life, floating in the sea of suffering, and he just wants to ask for a reason when he is old.

"That's it?"

Siru's face was expressionless.

Obviously, he has calmly accepted that he is about to become a man again.

Zhou Yan had a weak and helpless smile on his face, "Yes, I was a troubled boy and never received love, even if I got married and had children later, I rarely felt happy because of my negative and suspicious personality, which led to tension in the relationship with my wife and son." It's all because of the unknown source. ”

"The sea of bitterness is endless."

"I need someone to get me out." Zhou Yan said.

Siru: "Okay. ”

Next, she learned about the life of this old man who had not yet seen through the red dust.

Kindness.

Zhou Yan is not called Zhou Yan.

This is the name he took later, and as for the previous one, who knows.

He wasn't impressed anyway.

Why is it named Yan, of course, there is a meaning, a good hope, and a sense of continuation. What is the continuation? Children, of course.

There's nothing wrong with that.

Zhou Yan is an adopted son.

Zhou Zhiping and Li Mei's purpose is very simple, that is, they have no children.

I have been married for fifteen years and have no children, I have been to many big hospitals for examination, and the bodies of both parties are fine.

Pure providence.

The two have quarreled, and they have said countless times about divorce alone, especially Li Mei, she can't give birth to children, every time she sees her mother-in-law, she is like a mouse seeing a cat, she has no confidence at all, and she is afraid to death.

It's really out of the question.

One day, I saw a message on the Internet selling children.

This is the reason why Zhou Yan knows him.

Whenever Li Mei cursed viciously, something similar came out of her mouth.

In Zhou Yan's memory, Zhou Zhiping and Li Mei never smiled at him, and when he was only a few years old, he knew that he was not biological.

Small children are extremely sensitive.

Biological, non-biological...... The world is different, but the essence is different.

It hurts.

He has never enjoyed Zhou Yuan's treatment.

Who is Zhou Yuan?

Zhou Yan's half-brother, Zhou Zhiping and Li Mei's biological son.

Kindness.

In the third year of Zhou Yan's adoption, Li Mei, who was nearly forty years old, finally became pregnant with a child, and Lao Bengshengzhu was the first child, and Zhou Zhiping's family was ecstatic, and they just wanted to give her up.

Naturally, Zhou Yan is an eyesore.

There is a saying that if a couple who has not had a child for a long time adopts a child and treats it well, their own child will come unexpectedly, which is the result of God's gratitude for their kindness and kindness.

The two got their wish.

Since Li Mei was pregnant, Zhou Yan's treatment at home was worse day by day, he was only five years old at the time, and he became a wild child.

The kind that no one wants.

Zhou Yan didn't mean it, he was still too young, he loved to play and make trouble like an ordinary child, but he didn't know that his parents were just adoptive parents.

Ten months later.

Li Mei gave birth to a son, named Zhou Yuan, which has two meanings, one is to express the circle of the two people's complete life, and the other is to grow into Yuan.

Zhou Yan is not a recognized son.

After Zhou Yuan was born, Zhou Yan's treatment plummeted.

That's understandable.

Zhou Yuan had, he didn't, and he was often innocently cursed and beaten.

It's miserable.

The surrounding neighbors all knew that the injuries on Zhou Yan's face and body had not healed during the entire study period, but because of his life experience, no one helped to say a good word, but he felt normal.

Will being a mother be good for someone else's child? No kidding.

In fact, Zhou Zhiping and Li Mei didn't think about sending Zhou Yan away, but for various reasons, they finally dispelled this idea.

Can't bear it?

Think too much.

What if it is found out, abandoning a child is a big crime.

Zhou Yan just stayed.

It's not about love.

Zhou Zhiping and Li Mei scolded him coldly, usually he couldn't even eat, he looked short, thin and timid, especially those eyes, he was afraid of people at any time.

The family used him as a punching bag.

In this way, Zhou Yan wanted to go home more and more and find his biological parents.

Before finishing junior high school, Zhou Zhiping thought that it was a waste of money to study again with bad grades, dropped out of school, and followed people to work outside to earn money at a young age, and sent back most of his salary every month, and he only had a little left, which would be enough to live.

Zhou Yan was bitter.

He is young and has no diploma in technology, what he does is the most tiring, but he gets the least money, and no one in his family cares about his life or death.

Li Mei only knew to call and ask for money.

Zhou Yuan dotes too much, is not worry-free, everything is good, he has been domineering since he was a child, and it is common to break the heads of classmates.

The family spent a lot of money as a result.

But so what, it's just one precious golden ball.

Pampered.

It can't be overstated.

Zhou Yan thought about finding his biological parents more than once, and the only one who knew the specifics of this matter was his adoptive parents, and it was a dream to pry something out of Zhou Zhiping and Li Mei's mouth.

Men's and women's doubles.

Zhou Yan went to ask many people, neighbors in the neighborhood, relatives and friends of his adoptive parents, and his nominal grandmother who disliked him to the bone......

I don't know.

In exchange for a curse.

Li Mei is a teacher at school, and she scolds people without dirty words, which makes you doubt life every minute and want to die and apologize.

She used to fight too.

However, he was invited to tea by the school leaders, and no one knows what he said during the period, anyway, it is said that his face was very heavy and full of hatred when he came out of the office, and since then, Zhou Yan has suffered a more painful mental attack, and he once wanted to commit suicide in pain.

I really want to die.

There is a longing in my heart.

He asked his adoptive parents, "Do you know the information of my biological parents?" ”

What did Li Mei say.

Sneered, his fingers were about to poke his nose, "Want to go?" No way! My mother has raised you for so many years, do you want to fly when your wings are hard? It is said that the birth of grace is not raised, you have to repay the kindness, since the surname is Zhou, it will be the cattle and horses of my Zhou family for the rest of your life! ”

Take what you want.

It takes a lifetime to pay it back.

Zhou Yan was stupid, and in the face of the strong and sharp Li Mei, he was just silent.

But I've also learned to be smart.

Knowing that his adoptive parents would not tell him the truth, he took it by himself when he paid his salary again. The worker is right, it's good to save some money to find relatives.

Of course, Zhou Zhiping and Li Mei hated each other, at that time Zhou Yuan was in high school, he had to eat and wear the best, and he often went out with his classmates to play, sing and play games, and consumed a lot of money, so the salary of the two of them was enough, after all, they still had to support their families, and the elderly on both sides of the family were not in good health, and they often had to see a doctor and take medicine.

Kindness.

Without the money of his adopted son, he was even more annoyed.

But Zhou Yanchang is old and will not come back all year round, Li Mei's scolding is useless, of course, Zhou Yan has no money.

All the wages he saved were used to find his relatives.

Although he was disappointed in the end, he never gave up.

Set a small goal first, such as remembering in 1 second: book guest residence