Chapter Ninety-Four: Humility

As he spoke, Uncle Pan took out other photos from the file bag and continued to look at me, and on the black and white photos, the "falling dragon" at that time was photographed from different angles. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

The dragon in the photo, which is black and about ten meters long, looks like it should be injured, and there is only one horn left on its head, and it is lying on the ground with its eyes half-open and dying......

At that time, the more I looked at it, the more shocked I became, so much so that by the end my mouth opened into an "O" shape.

Seeming to be very satisfied with my expression, Uncle Pan looked at me with a smug expression and said, "You believe it now!" The state is very strict about this matter, and I finally got this information with great difficulty! ”

I nodded and shook my head again, nodding because I was sure that this was a picture of a dragon, and shaking my head because I still couldn't believe that a creature like a dragon really existed!

Grandpa Zhang's notes also introduced this creature, saying: Dragons cannot fly freely, and only when it rains or storms can it soar above the nine heavens with the help of this natural power, which is why every time the dragon appears, it must be cloudy and rainy.

But I always thought it was just Grandpa Zhang's superstition, but I didn't expect to see its photo today!

"Uncle, but I don't understand what this matter has to do with the ancient well in my hometown?"

Uncle Pan showed an unfathomable smile when he heard this: "According to my deference, this dragon should have a deep relationship with that well. ”

"It flew out of that well, to be exact!"

"What!" Uncle Pan's words shocked my tiger body: "What is it doing when it flies out, and it falls to find its own way to die!" ”

"I don't know this, these are all state secrets, and that's all I can hear." Uncle Pan winked at me and acted as if he didn't know.

Listening to his answer, I snorted angrily and got out of the car, and before going home, I suddenly thought of a question, turned my head and asked, "Where is the corpse of this dragon now?" ”

"Japan!" After that, Uncle Pan started the car and drove away.

Looking at Uncle Pan's back, I'm a little angry, this old god stick is always like this, he always talks halfway, which is also a common problem in their business, often when a thing is talked about at a critical moment, it suddenly stops, do you want to hear it? If you want to hear it, you have to spend money...

While cursing the old god stick in my heart, I went back to the house, and when I entered the house, I couldn't help but burp, hehe, I haven't eaten so full in a long time.

When I was sleeping and undressing, 200 yuan suddenly fell out of my jacket pocket.

It just scared me, eh, it's been a long time since I've seen such a big bill.

Whose money is it? Why is it on me.

After thinking about it, I finally understood that Uncle Pan must have done it!

He asked me to look around, definitely to distract me. Then he found an opportunity to quietly put the money on me.

Doing so takes care of my face without feeling embarrassed.

Ay! This old god stick has a lot of eyes, I guess I'm still looking for Uncle Pan now, and he won't admit that he gave it to me.

But after accepting the 200 yuan, I didn't use it to ride the car or buy some delicious food.

Instead, I used the money to buy several books, and at that time, a whole fantasy novel was only 20 yuan.

Reading novels, I often fantasize about becoming a character in the book, living a life that is completely opposite to what I am now, and no longer having to send people under the fence and look at people's faces.

Even if it's just a mental addiction, it can give me a lot of comfort.

After reading one book, add two more dollars and exchange it for another one.

When a person's material life is extremely scarce, his mind can no longer decline, and something must become his spiritual sustenance, so as to support him to continue to move forward.

Those years when I was depressed and had nowhere to talk to relied on those books to support me to come through.

At that time, I didn't know that all I read were pirated books, and now it's funny to think about it.

In this way, I spent the most boring half semester of my life.

In the blink of an eye, it was time for the final exam, and although it was hard every day, my academic performance did not lag behind, and I was still a dozen in the class.

If this continues, by the third year of junior high school, I guess I will have no problem being admitted to high school.

Now there is only one dream that has become the motivation for me to continue studying, to be admitted to the new No. 1 Middle School, to complete Qu Yanyun's unfulfilled dream, and to take the road she wanted to take but could not walk!

That's all it takes for the winter vacation, and there's nothing to remember about the New Year, after all, my parents are gone, and only my grandma and I are left.

The third aunt gave birth to a baby in the winter, and she is still a girl.

During the winter vacation, when my grandmother went to take care of the children of the third aunt's family, she had to pull me to help the third uncle work.

The reason is still that since the third uncle has already paid for my schooling, I must go to his farm to help him work, so that I can ask for more money in the future.

That's a good reason, isn't it?

So I couldn't refuse, I thought I'd just go do some work, and it was nothing.

But after the whole winter vacation, I didn't have much opportunity to write winter vacation homework.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, when my cousins and cousins were happy to come to pay New Year's greetings, I was the only one wearing my old clothes.

My grandmother gave everyone twenty yuan for the New Year's money, but she didn't give it to me.

In this matter, I understand my grandmother very well, after all, she is a seventy-year-old person, she does not have a lot of money, and it is not easy to live, and she cooks for me every day, which is already very good.

Actually, it's really nothing, but when everyone left, my grandmother opened her mouth and asked me, "Xiaohe, do you know why your uncle didn't buy you clothes this year?" ”

I was at a loss: "I don't know, I don't want it, it's all trivial." ”

I thought that my grandmother was fighting for me, so I quickly opened my mouth to comfort her.

Because I really never cared about this, and when my father was still there, I never took the initiative to ask for any New Year's money or new clothes.

But what she said next left me speechless for a long time:

"You said that if you help your uncle with his work, why won't he buy you clothes during the Chinese New Year? Alas, who let you do it badly. ”

Grandma's words, maybe just unintentional, but it sounds really hurtful, hurts self-esteem...

I often think, "Maybe it's a mistake to stay in this house." ”

But it didn't matter, because after ten days, we started school.

When I came to school, I saw my classmates happily talking about where I went to play during the winter vacation and how much money I collected for the New Year, and an unprecedented sense of inferiority haunted in my heart.

After that, I became even more reticent because I didn't talk much, and I often felt that my classmates were looking at me in strange eyes.

When I walk, I try to stick to the side of the road. Choose a path or a place with few people to walk, when there are more people around me, I will be inexplicably nervous, and I always feel inferior.

This feeling of inferiority from the inside out still deeply affects me today...