Article 596
He still longed for her so much that his heart gradually lost and sank in this kiss, but she struggled as if frightened, and let him suddenly wake up from this sinking, and then, when he realized that he was lost, anger swept over his heart, and he couldn't help but rage on her lips even more
She smelled so fragrant that it smelled of destruction, and he pestered her, lingering so deeply that he couldn't help but slide down to her neck as he left her lips, gnawing on the snow-white skin, leaving shocking marks, and then picked her up sideways and strode to the bed
The moment he placed her on the big bed, he saw the fear and nervousness in her eyes. He sneered and ruthlessly ignored it. He knew that since yesterday, she should be scared of herself. After all, he was so fierce and demanded so much, even he himself felt scared, but he just missed her, just wanted her, and every moment when he couldn't see her, he would be panicked, and he didn't even know what to do
Her hand clutched the sheet, and silently told him that her whole body shrank slightly to the corner of the bed in her panic at the moment, and her red and swollen lips said with trepidation: "Shouldn't the emperor rest in the 'Chongyang Palace'?" ”
He looked at her, he couldn't hear what she said at all, just looked at her petite body with blazing eyes, reached out to caress her face, and ran his fingers across her pink lips, and when he saw the cunning that flashed in her eyes, he couldn't help but sneer and said in a low voice: "What did Qingyi say just now?"
She looked at him, as if wondering why he treated her like this, then pursed her lips and said lightly: "The emperor asked Gonggong Qin to tell his concubine today that he would stay in the palace where he filled his sister."
His eyes dimmed, and then he sat on the edge of the bed, suppressing the surging in his heart, but he sneered and thought about her words. He didn't know why he had to come here tonight, if he had a choice, he even wished he had never met her, if that was the case, then he wouldn't be so sinking, but
Taking a deep breath, he half-leaned on the flower carving in front of the bed, his eyes locked on her calm and indifferent face, reached out to hold her slender hand, kneaded it in his palm, and said calmly: "I don't want to go", it is true that he does not want to go, and he does not want to come here. But his heart always compelled him to come
After hearing what he said, her eyes suddenly quieted down, without the previous rejection and panic, but still without trust and dependence. She pursed her lips as if to erase the traces of the cruelty he had just done to her, and then he felt her hand slowly clasp his hand behind his own, silent
He looked at her quietness, and the softness in his heart suddenly ached. With a soft sigh, he pulled her into his arms, pressed his chin against her forehead, and closed his eyes
In fact, all he wants is for her to be sincere, but why is it so difficult
The night was deep, and he stood in the dimly lit room, looking at the countless pieces of begonia flowers on the table, and the burning of his chest was so hot that he didn't know how to describe it. She doesn't love him, but she always likes to do these sensational things, making him indulge and wake up with a basin of cold water, so that after he thinks he got what he wants, he tells him that he actually didn't get anything
Irritability, spreading throughout the body in the chest. He reached out and picked up a petal, but when he thought that she valued other people's lives more than him, he suddenly waved his sleeve and disrupted all the petals on the table, then glanced back at the woman on the bed who pretended to be asleep, clenched his fists, jumped out of the window, and ran in the drizzling black paint
He knew that she had woken up, and he also knew that, with her character, he would definitely get up and follow him. After all, she was an extremely intelligent woman, and it was impossible for her to let the things she had mastered go wrong. So, step by step, he walked in the direction of the cold palace, he wanted a witness, he wanted an answer that he had been wondering about. He wondered if this woman could be so calm and indifferent when she saw him with other women
Later, he went to see Ruyue, silently let Ruyue hug him tightly, in the dark, he looked at her through the woods with a plain body wet with rainwater, looked at her lonely standing behind the bushes staring at his indifferent eyes, sneering at his own stupidity, but still felt sorry for her
Her indifference taught him what despair was. That night, he stumbled back to the 'Heart Palace', but he lay alone in bed and couldn't sleep all night. This night rain was shaky, and he knew that he had pressed the wrong chip, and she would not fall in love with him, never will. Because, she has no heart and no feelings
It was the first time he had truly admitted defeat. Although, there are still many opportunities in the future, he can still plan everything carefully. After all, the game has only just begun, and for him, he is never one to throw in the towel until the last minute. However, this time he did not dare to try again, let alone touch it again
He never forgives a person easily, never. But now, he felt sorry for his father in his heart, and at the same time hated his infatuation with that woman. If he can achieve the so-called 'Emperor of Affection', then he may be able to give up Qingyi. But no matter how much he struggled, it was just a matter of nothing
On the edge of the cold bed, there was only his breath, no matter how thick the bedding was, he felt that he was shivering with cold, and every time, when he habitually turned over and touched her delicate warmth, he only got a cold hand and a panicked awakening
The night, deep and rainy, still drifted outside the hall, rustling and destroying his lovesickness, so that he could only wander in the hall throughout the night, waiting for the dawn to come
After the early dynasty, Tai'an asked him if he wanted to go to the 'Ningxue Palace', and he was stunned, and when the word 'go' was not spoken, he retorted to himself, how much did he gain and how much did he lose? He no longer knew what to measure between her and him. Therefore, he should sober himself up and see everything he proved last night
So, he closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and waved, and said with a little laziness and calmness: "Get up and drive the 'Imperial Study'", he has wasted a lot of state affairs for her, and has also snubbed the people around him who are loyal to him. He shouldn't be bothering about a woman who can't see through his mind no matter what. Although, he knew he couldn't do it at all
In the 'Imperial Study', Tai'an put all the collected manuscripts on the case, handed them Zhu Pi, and then whispered: "Your Majesty, Hua Ruxiao, the sister of the flower beauty, has entered the palace, and with the help of Concubine Xian, she may be stationed in the 'Mixin Palace' as a maid in front of the palace in three days."
His eyebrows moved, but he didn't think about these things, so he replied lightly: "Really? As he spoke, he opened a book, and after reading two lines, he suddenly remembered something, glanced at Tai'an and said, "Concubine Xian has been very close to the flower beauty in recent days?" Shangguan Wan'er is a smart and assertive woman. Although she can climb to the position of the fourth concubine in this harem, she has today's glory and creation, but she is isolated, and she herself does not like to look at other people's faces or win over anyone. The sword eyebrows twisted, and he suddenly felt strange.
Tai'an seemed to see his doubts, and hurriedly whispered: "Back to the emperor, since that day when the flower beauty danced at the banquet to please the sacred heart, the virtuous concubine Niangniang deployed everywhere and won over the flower beauty. In the past few days, I have spent a lot of money to get through the network, and I want to send the sister of the flower beauty to the 'Heart Palace' as a maid. Judging from the slave, it seems that she wants Hua Ruxiao to report something to her."
Cinnabar dotted on the notebook, he wrote down a few words of criticism, and then threw the notebook on the imperial case, thin lips pursed a sneer, and said: "Hua Rushuang is the person brought up by Concubine Du, Shangguan Wan'er is tired of living a peaceful life", said, stood up, walked to the front with his hands in his hands, looked at the drizzle outside the window that gradually stopped, and said coldly: "Let her go, Shangguan Wan'er can't play any tricks", as long as there is Qingyi in this palace, what else can the woman here set off that makes him feel interesting
Tai'an was silent after hearing this, and Qionghua, who had been hiding in the shadows, suddenly appeared, knelt on the ground, hugged her fists and whispered: "Report to the emperor, Concubine De Niangniang went to the 'Hot Spring Annex' to bathe since the plum blossom forest left", after speaking, she raised her eyes and glanced at him, but hesitated to lower her face, and said softly: "Your Majesty, when the slave saw Concubine De Niangniang return to the palace, her eyes were slightly red, and she seemed to have cried."
His body stiffened, his heart trembled, and then he looked back at Hua Qiong. But seeing Hua Qiong's head very low, when she noticed that she was staring at her, she said cautiously: "The slave maid followed Concubine De all the way, and I saw her running all the way, which can be described as stumbling, so she is not embarrassed." On weekdays, he stood in front of the window and pondered, looking sad, thinking that he must have something to worry about the matter between the emperor and the concubine, so "
"Enough" he interrupted Hua Qiong's words, not planning to listen to it any more, but the confusion in his heart made it impossible for him to convince himself to stop caring about her. She stumbled back to the 'Snow Palace', her eyes reddened, and she clenched her fists violently, ordering herself not to think about it again. Then he took a deep breath, looked at Hua Qiong's slightly stiff body, and said, "You don't need to report to me about Concubine De in the future." From today onwards, you will put your mind on Leng Guyun, and you must pay close attention to his every move."
Hua Qiong raised, a trace of shock and puzzlement flashed in her eyes, but she never asked more, so she immediately lowered her head again, hugged her fists and said: "The slave and maid take the order, the slave and the maid retreat", and quickly disappeared into the 'Shangshu Palace'
After the "emperor" Hua Qiong left, Tai'an looked at him with some concern and spoke cautiously. And he closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and waved lightly, signaling him to go out, and said: "I want to be alone for a while, you go out first", he needs someone to sort out his current chaotic thoughts. He didn't want to mess up when he heard her name. Because, this game is his beginning, and it is also the chess game he set
*rice
She came to bring him porridge, and when Tae-an told him about it, he barely knew how he was feeling. He looked at the bowl of porridge with a quiet aroma in Tai'an's hand, twisted his eyebrows and asked, "Where is she", since he has the heart to send the porridge, why don't he send it in person, but ask Tai'an to do it for him?
Tai'an's face was a little embarrassed, and then he replied hesitantly: "If you go back to the emperor, Concubine De is a little weird today. She ordered someone to deliver the porridge, but she didn't get down in the chariot, and it was sent by Xiao Tong's girl."
His heart sank, for some reason, he was full of irritability, and he didn't even want to say: "Let her come to see me, immediately", Tai'an was stunned, but then put down the porcelain bowl in his hand, said yes, and then hurriedly ran out
came to deliver porridge, but refused to even see his face, what did she want to do? Tempt him? Or because of last night's incident, you want to use this bowl of porridge to break all the implications? He didn't understand her, and only today did he realize that he really didn't understand her. What she was thinking and what she was going to do, he couldn't figure it out or guess at all
Tai'an's voice sounded outside the main hall, he knew that she was coming, he didn't know why, and suddenly he didn't know how to face her. Hua Qiong's words once again inadvertently flashed into his mind, making him look out of the window with a little humility, and his determination to forget her just now and give up on her was shaken again. He didn't remember the first time he had struggled for her, but it seemed like a habit in his life
With a kind of calm and indifference that is unique to her, she slowly walked into the 'Shangshu Palace'. She boldly refused to greet him, although he was used to her such rudeness, but at this moment, he wanted her to speak to him first, even if it was from the beginning of the greetings. However, she stopped before she walked to the imperial table, and then knelt lightly on the long carpet, reached out and picked up the spoon, stirring the bowl of porridge with the fragrance of plum blossoms
He listened to her stirring softly and blowing gently, until after half a pillar of incense, she said faintly: "Your Majesty, breakfast is cold"
That was the first thing she said to herself, and he couldn't help but sneer, and the coldness in his heart made him want to immediately turn around and grab her by the neck, and ask her if she really didn't have the slightest affection for him. He didn't understand her, he really didn't understand
"Why" he looked out the window at the plum blossom grove in the distance, and asked coldly, why you can do it so decisively that you can shatter all the ambiguity between them overnight. And he has been hovering in the abyss of love and dislove, and he can't stop. He replied, looking at her slightly stunned look, clenched his fists, and repeated again: "Why"
She smiled softly at him, her innocent and clear eyes were a little confused, like an innocent child, and asked softly, "What does the emperor mean?" ”
His sword eyebrows suddenly twisted, and the irritability in his heart made him not want to act like this with her again. However, he was afraid that his actions would make her fear herself even more. After all, in the past two days, she was frightened by him. So he suppressed the irritability in his heart, strode to the bowl of porridge, and broke down her last night's incident with one word: "I heard that when you were at the end of the fourth watch, I went to the 'hot spring annex'"
Her eyes dimmed slightly, but she looked up at him, her long eyelashes twitching. A little, as if a little nervous, closed his eyes, and said softly: "At that time, the concubine was woken up by the sound of the night rain, so "
It was another lie, his eyebrows tightened even tighter, and before she could finish speaking, he broke it again and said, "Then why did you go back to the 'Ning Xue Palace' in a wet state at the end of the fourth watch?" Then he stared at her slight expression, and said softly with a cold mockery: "I saw it all, didn't you?" ”
Her face turned pale, and her eyes looked at him with astonishment, and then she stood up in a panic and took a few steps back, but she didn't hit the table behind her. She reflexively propped herself up on the table behind her, looking embarrassed, but stubbornly staring at him, as if she was still thinking about how to concoct a lie that moved him
He sneered, a confusion that he didn't know about, and he couldn't understand why he looked like a madman every time he met her. He didn't want to do that, but he couldn't control his madness about her. clenched his fists, and sneered with mockery and distress: "Qingyi passed last night, will you still love me?" Then he stared at her stunned face, and walked towards her step by step, wanting to tear off all her mask here
He stood still in front of her, watching her desperately suppress herself, wanting a calm look. Thin lips pursed into a sneer, and reached out to caress her long, talkative eyelashes, until she trembled with fear and her breathing was chaotic with fear. She made him uneasy, so why did he let her calm because he felt sorry for her?
He slowly lowered his hand and propped himself up on the table behind her, catching up with her breath, trapping her body in the middle, staring into her eyes that had deceived him the first time, waiting for the story she had concocted
She twisted the silk handkerchief in her hand lightly, looking flustered, but said very unnaturally: "Qingyi is just a little sad in her heart, the emperor was no longer there when Qingyi woke up, so Qingyi wanted to go to the emperor, but she didn't expect it", before she finished speaking, her eyes were foggy, and then he watched a tear fall from her eyes
The air around him seemed to be sucked away by something, and only oppression remained. He looked into her weeping eyes, and his heart felt like something was pulling him, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe. He convinces himself that she is acting again, but her tears make him want to believe her only slightly. He closed his eyes, unwilling to look at her sadness anymore, but he couldn't restrain himself from hugging her petite body, put his chin against her forehead, and said with a suppressed hoarseness when he smelled the quiet cold fragrance on her body: "Can Qingyi still hold you?" ”
If everything you just said is true, then can he still have her? Her body stiffened slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but he held her tightly in his arms, not wanting to give her any chance to speak, tore off the veil of her countenance, and kissed her on the lips
On that day, he frantically asked her several times in the 'Imperial Study'. He watched her struggle and beg for mercy, but he still bit two rows of teeth marks on her collarbone. Because he knew that her heart was hidden by her in a place that he could not see. She would never give it to him, so he demanded that she be completely his own, and that she would never forget him for the rest of her life
On that day, he hugged her and took her to the begonia flower forest planted by his mother before her death, and let her lie on the ground, looking at the begonias flying in the sky, and feeling the last beauty of this life
It was the first time he was willing to share everything he had with a woman, so, when she asked what this place was, he told her, "My favorite place" and then lay on the ground with her, kissed her forehead, put his arm around her body, and smiled softly in her ear: "I always thought that even if this life was exhausted, I would not be able to find someone who could accompany me here", he turned to look at the petals flying and overflowing in the sky, slowly closed his eyes, held her hand, and let those petals fall on them
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