Countless nights, he will still be awakened by nightmares, because he dreamed of the past that was unbearable, opened his eyes, the fourth watch has not yet arrived, the moonlight outside the window splashed on the bright yellow tent, the breeze blows, like a wave rolling

He took a deep breath, but his thin lips pursed a smile, turned his head, looked at the sleeping person in his arms, couldn't help but bow his head and kiss her forehead, reached out to caress her scattered green silk, and hugged her delicate body tighter

She whispered, her eyebrows twisted slightly, as if protesting against his domineering, and then pushed his body away in the haze, as if he wanted to turn around and sleep, he laughed softly, intending to fulfill her, but when he saw her petite body turned under the quilt, he couldn't help but hug her, looking at her half-folded clothes, revealing the seductive appearance of fragrant shoulders, bowing his head and kissing her fair skin

"Don't" she let out a confused protest, and he was slightly stunned, thinking that he had woken up her sweet dream, but when Chen raised his head to stare at her face, he found that she was still sleeping very soundly, and couldn't help laughing, pecked her smooth neck, and took her into his arms again, waiting for the fifth watch

Falling in love with her is like a nightmare, he always thinks so, because she made him taste what is called the most painful, and now, even if he has her, he still feels uneasy, because he is afraid of the original pain, only by holding her tightly, he can feel that he is still alive, and he can feel that those pains are gone

There are worldly things. It's been a long time. But when he dreams back every midnight, it will become so clear Although Leng Guyun is dead, Ouyang Chi has also returned to his hometown under his design, the Dusk clan is truly loyal to the imperial court, and they are dead, but some knots are still in his heart. Like, the woman in his harem who is unwilling to leave.

Ouyang Hongyu is crazy, maybe the people in the entire palace think so, but he knows. She may have been insane, but now, she didn't, because every time she met him unintentionally. He could clearly see the panic and obsession in her eyes, although he had always pretended not to know, but he knew that it might not be good for him to leave her in this palace again, because with Qingyi's sensitivity, she would feel something one day

Qingyi has been with him for more than three years, but I don't know why, he still doesn't feel safe, those nightmares that once haunted him stopped following him like a shadow, so that he would panic when he didn't see her for a moment, sometimes he would laugh at himself for being too fragile and put this feeling too deep, but sometimes, when he saw Qingyi who was as quiet as before, his heart would begin to tremble again

Loving someone was so painful, he thought that he would be at ease when she felt his heart and was willing to give it all to him, but now, even if she told him that she loved him, he would still feel scared when she revived her resoluteness and coldness and indifference in the past. The fear made his heart ache, and when he saw her appearance, he hugged her body temperature

However, he was afraid that doing so would make her feel disgusted, make her feel that there was no room for respite, make her think that she would reject herself like before, and even think that he had too much heart, but, is he really too careful?

She was not very happy, in the 'Imperial Study', he was holding Zhu Pi, but his eyes were staring at her low-headed and grinding face, and there was a panic in his heart for no reason, but he smiled deceptively: "What is Qingyi thinking, can you let me know", he really wants to know what she is thinking, over the years, although she is by his side, but he still feels that she is like a flower in the mirror that may disappear at any time, so that he can't feel at ease

She was slightly stunned, raised her head slightly, and when she saw him staring at herself, she actually smiled softly, her smile shook his heart, made him breathe slightly, couldn't help but hold her hand, took her body into her arms, kissed her forehead, she always has such a ability, even a simple natural smile can capture him, so that all his emotions are left in an instant only to love her

"Xuan" her voice was very soft, like the falling snow in winter, so that he had an indescribable pity in his heart, he lightly "en", caressing her long hair, when touching the white jade peony hairpin on the bun, closed his eyes and sniffed the quiet cold fragrance on her body, attached to her ear, and said lightly: "What's wrong?" You seem to have something on your mind."

Her body stiffened slightly, although she immediately regained her composure, but he still felt that something was wrong with her, he opened his eyes, his sword eyebrows gradually twisted, reached out to caress her small chin, turned her head, stared at his eyes that seemed to be a little evasive, his heart panicked, but he calmly wanted an explanation, "Qingyi, tell me, what's wrong with you"

Her eyes were a little flustered, and when she felt his burning eyes, she immediately lowered them, but her pink lips only smiled lightly, then turned her head, her slender white fingers pulled the silk handkerchief in her hand, and said a little distractedly: "It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered Leng Guyun, it's his today"

"Qingyi" He suddenly interrupted her, there was unspeakable anger in his voice, why did she mention Leng Guyun? She was unhappy, she lost her mind, and the panic in her eyes was all because she suddenly remembered that man? Her heart was in turmoil, her chest was tight, and he hugged her body tightly, and pressed her chin again, asking her to stare at him, but she pursed her lips and stopped talking

What is this? His eyes burned with anger, and he grabbed her waist and put it into her snort, and said angrily: "Qingyi, I love you, so don't anger me, you know my temper", if she told him now that she still had a man in her heart, he really didn't know what he would do

A hint of uneasiness flashed in her clear eyes, but she suddenly struggled out of his embrace, got up and walked to the window, his arms were empty, and an indescribable chaotic emotion suddenly invaded his heart, he got up sharply and strode towards her, wanting an answer that she treated him like this, but she pursed her lips and said, "Xuan, I just want to worship Leng Guyun"

His body froze, and when he heard the name from her mouth for the second time, he clenched his fist violently, and she, as if she also felt his anger, lowered her head with a little guilt when she turned to look at him, but she shook her head lightly, and said in a low voice: "Xuan, he is dead, but he is also a person I once knew, so I", her voice suddenly stopped, and her eyes dimmed, as if she was recalling something

His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and his clenched fists made a joint sound, he closed his eyes, not wanting to let his uneasiness these days and the anger at this moment frighten her, but he still couldn't control his anger at her uneasy look, three years, Leng Guyun has been dead for three years, but she still remembers that person, she

Closing his eyes again, he took a deep breath, clenched his fists and turned sharply, striding out of the 'Imperial Study' before his temper could be vented

He always knew that something seemed to be precipitated in her heart, although he couldn't see it, but he could feel it, that thing made her unhappy and hindered her feelings for him, but he never dared to think deeply, never dared to guess, but he was afraid that when the final result was revealed, it was a pain that he couldn't bear, after all, his three years of waiting and pain had made him afraid of the heart-rending pain and pain, and he couldn't bear that feeling anymore, not even for a moment

But today, she said it, and said that over the years, she had never forgotten Leng Guyun, and she still wanted to worship him, why, was it because he was not good enough for her? Or is it because her heart was never really given to him? Thinking of this possibility, he immediately fidgeted, his Qingyi, Qingyi is his, whether it is her heart or her person, but what can he do with a dead person? He'd killed him, he'd buried him, but

He stood in the "Imperial Garden" and took a deep breath of the cold air, looking at the enchanting plum blossoms, but the chaos in his heart still did not subside, he couldn't help but sneer, for her cruelty to himself, and for why he loved her so deeply

"The emperor has something on his mind" A soft voice came, he twisted his sword eyebrows, and when he looked for prestige, he saw a military uniform, but there was a little haggard Ruyue on his face, he couldn't help sneering again in his heart, because he only realized at this moment that even if Ruyue and Qingyi looked alike, he could still distinguish them at a glance, but did Ruyue know? Maybe he should say, does He Qingwan know, knowing that even if her curse before death is fulfilled, she still can't replace the person she wants to replace, and whether he also fulfills her so-called "you can't get true love in life and life" before she died

Suddenly, he hated Ruyuelai, because He Qingwan had cursed herself, he looked at Ruyue walking towards him step by step, looking at the desperate but expectant look in her eyes, his sword eyebrows were twisted, his thin lips were pursed, and then he said unceremoniously and coldly: "I heard that the concubine is sick, is it getting better now?"

Ruyue's footsteps froze for a moment, as if she couldn't believe that she had such cold words to talk to her, but after she stood there and hesitated for a moment, she walked towards him again, and when she approached him, she said with sadness: It's been three years, and the emperor hasn't stepped into the harem again, why is he here today? ”

Her words seemed to have some kind of judgment, which made him extremely uncomfortable to hear, as if she was waiting, waiting for herself to lose Qingyi, he clenched his fists, glanced at her, his thin lips with a cold breath, and said in a low voice: "Ruyue, you tell me what a woman's heart is like", maybe Ruyue will know Qingyi's thoughts

Ruyue's face suddenly darkened, as if she had been hit hard, but she still reluctantly pulled the corners of her lips, wanting to smile at him, but the smile was more sad than crying, she lowered her head and said with a light smile: "The emperor really knows how to hurt Ruyue's heart, and he will ask Ruyue this question when he is sad for another woman", said, her eyes gradually filled with tears, but she stubbornly did not want to drip and endure, and then pursed her lips and said: " Ruyue only knows that all the women who have been abandoned by the emperor here only have the emperor in their hearts, but Qin Qingyi, she is the only one who is favored, how can she know what is called coldness, what is heartache, what is called the pain of not being able to sleep peacefully every night but is unwilling, so Ruyue doesn't know what such a woman who has everything is thinking"

Very harsh words, because of her jealousy, he pulled his thin lips and smiled coldly, but he told her the most painful pain he had hidden in his heart in the past few years: "You are wrong, Ruyue", maybe he was also wrong, but after all, it was a fact that he had to face, although the truth even he couldn't bear it

"What she didn't want, everything she got now, I forced her to bear it, it was I who got her back from that plane, it was I who forcibly canonized her as a concubine, it was I who forced her to have children with me, it was I who killed all the men who wanted to be close to her, it was I who put her in the position she is today, in fact, she didn't want all of this at all, even", and even maybe she didn't want to stay with him at all, just because she had no other choice, after all, she had his children, after all, she was smart enough to know what to do best

Ruyue was stunned by his words, her eyes looked at him in disbelief, maybe all these years, they have been hating Qingyi, thinking that Qingyi took away what they deserved, but they didn't know that the person they hated was actually persecuted, forced by him, he never thought that today he would admit his vulnerability in front of a woman he didn't want to see, admit his despicable and bitter feelings for her, close his eyes, he couldn't help but sneer

The wind blows fiercely in the wilderness, ignoring the sufferings of men, as if to hollow everything out

Although the past has been dusted, the fireworks of the old days are now neon at night

Maybe in a certain time and space, a certain fallen dream, several lifetimes secretly remained in my heart

Wait for a mind to turn, wait for a love tide to surge, and meet you in the next life

Who will be indifferent, remember the pain of the previous life, when the lost dream has been held in the hand

Thinking about the heart does not fluctuate, and fate is difficult to understand, and it is useless to be afraid if you don't want to

If the tide of love is surging, who can easily let go of the trace of love

Like the turbulence of the waves, like the melting of ice and snow, the heart only cares about secretly stirring

And the past life is far away, and the next life has not yet been seen, if the love is deep, who can take care of the pain

That night, he wandered for a long time in the plum blossom forest of the "Imperial Garden", until his body was covered with dew, and when the moon was in the sky, he hesitated to walk towards the "Heart Palace", but when he stepped into the main hall, he heard a faint singing

She doesn't sing often, and she has never sung for him before, he tightened his sword eyebrows, and the suffocation in his heart began to ache faintly, today is Leng Guyun's death day, she closed her eyes in the middle of the night at the moment, the big hand in the long sleeve clenched into a fist, took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in her heart and walked towards the hall

But the sound of the piano stopped abruptly when he was about to step into the door of the dormitory, he walked into the hall angrily, bypassed the screen, but saw her bowing her head and caressing the broken strings, and said faintly: "Maybe in a certain time and space, a certain fallen dream, several lifetimes secretly left in my heart", said, looked up at him, with a little sadness in his eyes, and said: "Xuan, do you believe in the past life?" ”

He was stunned, he didn't understand why she asked that, but when he thought of the books left by Taizu, he panicked for no reason, those things he had been storing in the "imperial study", and he didn't hide them in particular, and today he left because of anger, did she find something there, if she knew that he used witchcraft to recruit her back, wouldn't it