This night was the night when he lost everything, and his chaos destroyed all the plans he had carefully arranged, because Ruyue boldly broke into the 'Palace of Eternal Life' and happened to see him and Qingyi Zi

He got out of bed, picked up Ruyue, who had forgotten everything from crying, and took it out of the 'Palace of Eternal Life', although Ruyue was his concubine, but he was also careful to protect her very well, and he didn't even understand the things of men and women, and the reason why he did it in the first place was entirely because he didn't want to touch her, because he didn't like to force himself to do anything he didn't want to do, even if she was so similar to 'that person'

But he knew that tonight, she had understood everything, and he knew that the 'love' between them was not real at all, and he didn't know how to explain all this to her, but he knew in his heart that this woman would be wronged for loving him, just like he had always been wronged for Qingyi

Send her back to the 'Weiyang Palace' where she lived three years ago, this palace, just like the original furnishings, although she has been in the cold palace for three years, but he still hasn't changed everything here, not because he misses her, but, the furnishings here were like this at the beginning, so there is no need for him to change it again

Ruyue cried fiercely, he knew that even if this woman was replaced by Ouyang Hongyu tonight, she would inevitably be like this, because this was something that a woman couldn't bear, so he let her cry and let her hold his body. Perhaps, before he met Qingyi, once the trap he set was revealed, he could ruthlessly find out everything with Ruyue, even if it was looking for death and life, but now, he understands how painful it is to be abandoned by the person he loves, so he doesn't treat Ruyue so cruelly

She came, even if her light work was successful, he could still feel her breath, because she was too familiar to him, he felt her footsteps slowly approaching, her body stiffened, and his brain kept wondering how she would react when she saw them like this, and she would cry? Will leave? Or will you tell him that it will be cut in two from now on? He didn't know, he really didn't

With a snap, something fell, and his heart shattered at this moment with what she fell, he closed his eyes and listened to his chaotic beating and her footsteps gradually disappearing into his own world, heaven and earth, instant darkness

I don't know how long it took, he reached out and stroked Ruyue's length, with a kind of irony connected to fate, and said to her weakly: "Don't cry" It's useless to cry, if you don't love, you don't love, even if it's reluctant, it's useless, he has done so much for Qingyi, but what he got was just abandoned

"Why, why" Ruyue suddenly raised her head, looking at him with teary eyes, the grief, pain and helplessness in her eyes were so clear and obvious with accusations, he saw her pain, but so what? How can it be?

"Don't cry like a moon" He repeated the words that he was numb to, don't cry, whether the space was said to himself or to her, he couldn't tell the difference

She sobbed, tears still falling silently, grabbing the clothes on her chest like heartache, and then said with despair: "Haoxuan, do you want to be like the moon?"

Or maybe she already knew the answer herself, didn't she? People always like to deceive themselves, sneering, there is a fog in their eyes, maybe they can't bear to hurt others anymore, maybe they also need a warmth, maybe they hope that Qingyi will not abandon themselves, so he wrapped around Ruyue's body, and spit out the word 'want' with difficulty, and then deceived himself and said weakly: "I will always be like the moon" Is that true, Ruyue will always be his

Thinking of Qingyi, he let go of Ruyue's body in a dejected manner, turned around stiffly and dejectedly, and said in a distracted manner: "Rest early." Then he strode away, no longer paying attention to Ruyue's crying and crying, but he stayed heartbroken

Striding down the cold and dark corridor, he seemed to feel that he had walked for so long in his life, he had never stumbled in the dark like this, the embarrassment and anger integrated an invisible net in his chest, tying his heart to all his thoughts, so that he had to admit that he was absurd and failed, he walked step by step, the familiar 'Palace of Eternal Life', became hell in his heart

The familiar lights flickered on the door, indicating the desolation of the night, but this desolation was not only in the hall, but also gathered in his heart, stretched out his hand, pushed open the window door, slammed it shut, and slammed it on, and slammed the phoenix tail ivory comb carved by his novice in his hand to the ground, and then rushed to the bed, opened the Ming Huang Luo tent, pulled her up who pretended to be asleep, lost all her calm, but desperately suppressed herself, and gasped in a low voice: "Why don't you rush in"

She looked at him, there was no fear in her eyes, but he could see from the clear pupils that reflected the hideous himself, he was hideous at the moment, because he was already mad, but she suddenly laughed, the smile was powerless and vicissitudes, as if it was more painful than him, and said sarcastically: "Where does the emperor refer to?" Then he stretched out his hand to his heart, and said with pain: "Is this here?" Or is it there," she pointed her hand out of the door again

Her eyes were like drifting clouds floating in the sky, so that he could see and touch, but he could clearly feel her deliberate alienation, sneered, and hugged her body into his arms with heartache, even if he hated her, he was still afraid that she would really disappear from his eyes like a cloud in the sky, but he couldn't help but want to hurt her: "Do you feel sad?" "I just kissed her"

He watched tears fall from her eyes, but she smiled casually and said to him: "The emperor has kissed many women"

After kissing many women, his heart was like a thousand arrows through, numb in pain, anger, shame, hatred, all those emotions poured into his heart at once, blocking his thoughts to sober up, his eyes were red, and then he grabbed her jaw violently and swallowed her red lips without caring about anything. ｜|

Salty blood overflowed his lips and teeth, it was not the first time he had tasted blood, but it was the first time he had tasted such a bitter taste of blood, and when he let go of her, he smiled coldly, licking the blood on her lips, and the suffocation in his heart made him not want to play this game with her that would never end again

He grabbed her hand, pressed it against his chest, broke her fingers one by one, let her grasp his clothes, and then ripped off the clothes of his lower body, and said painfully: "Qingyi, do you know what I was thinking when I knew that your name was Qingyi?" Then he slowly approached her ear and gritted his teeth: "I am wondering, is it possible to unravel the curse attached to me, is it that Ruyuejin used the spell that Taizu used to seal the grievances of Qingyi Guifei to attract people who understand the curse, so that I can free myself from the demon barrier of lovelessness."

She was stunned, looking at him with a horrified expression, maybe she didn't expect him to make everything clear, he looked at his expression sadly, couldn't help but close his eyes, held her slender hand, and slammed it his left chest with burning pain, gritted his teeth and said: "But you didn't lift the demon barrier on my body, and after I lost my heart, I still let me only rely on Ruyue to survive, you deceived me."

Speaking of the most painful thing for himself over the years, he slammed his palm and split the table next to him, sweeping all the pieces to the ground

Now that he has reached this point, he no longer intends to hope that he can redeem anything, let alone believe in the so-called love she once had, everything will unfold to this situation today, because of his wishful thinking, closed his eyes, he tore his clothes violently, and showed the sins of the past naked in front of her

In the flickering candle flame, he saw her stiff expression, he knew that anyone who saw it would find it incredible, he watched her expression change little by little, and even stepped forward in disbelief, stretched out his hand to touch his cursed mark, but he couldn't bear to wave back irritably when she touched it

Although he couldn't imagine what it would be, he knew that his pain would never go away again, and if he could go back to the beginning, he would rather suffer this heart-wrenching heart disease for the rest of his life than meet her, fall in love with her, and be filled with this pain that is more painful than heart disease

Lightning pierced the sky, as if mercilessly mocking his past conceit and today's embarrassment, his eyes locked tightly on her petite and overwhelmed look, and walked towards her step by step, sneering: "Seeing my embarrassment, I'm very proud, isn't it?" I can tell you a secret," and then he looked at her in despair, and said in a very soft voice: "The charm says that if a man with a dragon-shaped mark in his heart does not have the woman with the phoenix mark on his heart, he will die of heart failure."

She was frightened, but she kept retreating, and she retreated back in fear for some reason

She didn't understand, she certainly wouldn't understand him laughed maniacally, with all the sadness and pain of the past twenty years, clenched his fists and stared at the dazed horror in her eyes, pointing at his hideous chest: "Do you know why I am this thing? Do you know why I have to marry Ruyue? Do you know how deep my sins are" and then said as if returning to the pain and helplessness of that day: "Because when I was sixteen years old, I was brought into the imperial tomb by a dark shadow, saw the portrait of the Taizu concubine, and then fell in love with her uncontrollably."

Falling in love with 'that person', maybe that's love, at least before he met her, he had never had such a strong shock to anyone, he was attracted by 'her's clear eyes but couldn't see any emotion, and was locked by that mysterious and ethereal feeling that he couldn't grasp anything, so that in the more than ten years after his death, he couldn't forget 'her' face and those unique eyes, until she appeared in his life

Her expression suddenly turned pale, and at the moment of the lightning flashing, her frightened look was unconcealed, she shook, not knowing whether she was afraid or unwilling to accept his words, or confused because she couldn't understand it, he smiled, forgetting whether the smile was cold or sad, he looked at her and continued: "Do you know? I had secretly hidden the painting in my crystal coffin, and I had been standing there watching, watching, until there was this thing here," he said, kicking over the desk beside him

Her horror and fear became more and more obvious, but he had already spoken wildly, for more than ten years, he had suppressed this unspeakable pain, but today, he didn't want to tell him the most, he closed his eyes, looked up and said again: "Later, I read all the things left by Taizu, and knew everything about Taizu and Qingyi Guifei, so I ordered to find the woman with the phoenix-shaped mark on her body, and gave her the charm dowry left by Taizu before his death, and then married into the palace, loved her and spoiled her, Then try to make the traitor kill her whole family, throw her into the cold palace, make her helpless, so that she can't live without my arms, and every time I am about to forget her, I will go to her, hug her, tell her that I love her, give her hope, but it will drag on for three years, so that she can't wait any longer and has to use a spell to summon the person who unsolved the spell."

She seemed to understand something, her face was pale and bloodless, Su Wan clenched her chest, and retreated step by step, but he rushed forward even more frantically, clasped her shoulders with both hands, gritted her teeth and said word by word: "Qingyi, fall in love with me, otherwise I will kill you"

At the time of this sentence, he felt that he had blocked all his back paths, and he looked at her resolutely, looking at her with horror and hesitation in her eyes, and burning everything to ashes

I wish to have one heart, and the white way is not separatedPerhaps, this sentence used to be his joke that the world was a fool's dream, but now, it has become his dream

This night, he still had no sleep, and she was under his persecution, tired and sleeping, and he knew that when she lay in his arms, she had lost her former silence and attachment, because her eyes were full of fear and fear

He had wondered what she had attracted him, perhaps, because she had made him feel lonely again, perhaps, she had sunk him like an intractable puzzle, perhaps, perhaps, her temperament that he had never seen before had bewitched his eyes, or perhaps it was a fateful fate that could not be escaped

Taizu's codex he flipped through countless times, there were words that he couldn't understand at first, and after the birth of this thing, the mystery was gradually revealed, and he should be happy to know this, but he was more and more afraid that the meaning of those words would be overturned by this life, afraid that his understanding of those words, everything planned was a mistake, and he was even more afraid that she would disappear as ethereal as when she came

On the fifth watch, he got up, his eyes were distracted and looked at the messy and broken wolf in the hall because of his loss of control, he didn't understand her, he never understood, but now, he didn't even understand himself, he had always restrained, but this was not the first time he had lost control

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