Chapter 1062: Can't Love Anymore
"You're always thinking about others, but have you ever thought about yourself?"
"Obviously, your heart is bleeding too!"
"Xia Junyuan, in your life, are you living for others? You are doing everything you can to your family, your loved ones, and your patients, but what about yourself? ”
Shen Jiayi lay on the side of the bed, her eyes were blurred by tears, she couldn't see him clearly, "Two days ago, I already accepted the bracelet that your brother gave me. I was going to find a suitable opportunity to break up with you. It's not that you can't hold a scalpel anymore, it's not that you can't do it anymore, it's that I'm no longer worthy of you. ”
"Xia Junyuan, you are so good, to me, it is like the stars in the sky, it can illuminate everyone, but I can't take you for myself."
"We'll still be friends in the future, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made it worse for you at this time."
Jun Yuan looked at Shen Jiayi, who couldn't cry anymore, "I will have a good time with my senior brother in the future." ”
Shen Jiayi lowered her eyes, and only after a long time did she raise her head to look at Jun Yuan again, and asked in a hoarse voice, "You never loved me, did you?" ”
Jun Yuan pursed his lower lip slightly, "Jiayi, there's no need to pursue these anymore." ”
Shen Jiayi trembled her eyelashes and sneered. The world says that Dr. Xia is the doctor with the best temper, and he will be extremely happy with him. But who knows how cold-blooded his heart is, he can be good to you, but he is so stingy that he can't give you the slightest love.
Shen Jiayi doesn't know who will be able to capture his heart in the future? If he could fall in love, that woman would be extremely happy!
If she could feel a trace of his love in this relationship, she would not betray him.
But he didn't love her.
But in love, what's wrong with not loving someone?
He just hasn't met the woman who makes his heart pound yet!
Shen Jiayi wiped away her tears, she stood up, "I hope you can recover soon, now that the medical technology is advanced, even if you are injured in a fatal place, it is not 100% incurable." ”
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After Shen Jiayi left, Xia Yanran walked into the ward.
A faint light fell on Jun Yuan's face, and his expression looked a little obscure and lonely.
Xia Yanran even breathed tightly, and she moved to the bedside step by step very heavy.
Jun Yuan was so seriously injured, except for Xiao Yi or his enemies, she really couldn't think of anyone who could be so ruthless!
Xia Yanran had called Xiao Yi outside before, but he turned off the phone. He left in the morning saying he was going to Hong Kong, probably on a plane.
Xia Yanran bit her lip tightly, she didn't even have the courage to cry, like a sinner who had committed a heinous crime and was waiting to be judged.
Jun Yuan sensed that someone had come in, he suppressed the emotions in the depths of his eyes, and slowly turned his head to look at Xia Yanran who was beside the bed.
The brothers and sisters looked at each other, Xia Yanran's legs were weak, she lay on the side of the bed, and her lips trembled, "Brother, you are injured like this, is it related to Xiao Yi?" ”
Jun Yuan looked at Xia Yanran's eyes as if they were about to bleed, he closed his eyes and spoke slowly, "I was very angry when I saw him send you back that morning, I know that you won't take the initiative to pester him again, I want to talk to him." ”
"I stayed at the entrance of the newspaper office for two days, and last night I saw his car come out and follow his car all the way to the clubhouse."
"He's in the box, I don't see anyone with him. It was the hands of two of his men. He should not have been aware. ”
Jun Yuan looked at Xia Yanran, whose eyelashes trembled terribly, and he sighed slightly, "Yanran, I said that I would take good care of you and Tang Tang, and my brother didn't want to destroy the relationship between you and Xiao Yi." I once convinced myself that you should pursue happiness. ”
"But Xiao Yi's background is too dark and complicated, and you are with him, there are many dangers and precariousness. The elder brother will be worried, will be afraid. If my family is injured one day, how can my brother be worthy of his dead parents? ”
"Back then, you sold yourself to Xiao Yi for your brother, which was a lifelong injury and pain in my brother's heart. My brother is useless, so he will let his sister suffer such a sin. In this life, even if my brother loses his life for you, my brother has no regrets. ”
"Yanran, my brother's original intention is just to hope that you and Tang Tang are safe and happy, if Xiao Yi is just an ordinary person, even if he has no money and no power, my brother will not object, do you understand?"
Xia Yanran held Jun Yuan's scarred hand, she rubbed his hand with her little face, her heart throbbed, it was unbearable, tears flowed out, she choked, "I understand, I understand." My brother is the best brother in the world, you are not sorry for me, I am sorry for you. I hurt you once, I hurt you again. ”
Xia Yanran raised her head, her eyelashes stained with tears trembled densely, for her love, her brother became scarred and unrecognizable.
When they were children, they were expelled from the Xia family, and her brother took her and Tang Tang alone, he went to school while holding countless jobs, only slept two or three hours every night, and was never willing to buy himself a new dress, the school uniform was washed white and still worn, and he was reluctant to eat delicious food, all for her and her sister.
He is good-looking, he is a school grass in school, and there are countless girls who like him, but he never pays attention to any girl, and all his thoughts are on his studies and his two younger sisters.
Mom died of illness, and there was no doctor who could save her at that time, and his dream since childhood was to become a top doctor. It can overcome medical difficulties, save lives and save more lives.
But because of her love, his life is all regretted!
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Xia Yanran sold the shares in the newspaper and resigned from her job as editor-in-chief.
For several days in a row, she was in the hospital to take care of Jun Yuan.
In front of her, although Jun Yuan was in a normal mood, sometimes in the middle of the night, Xia Yanran quietly looked at him, he hadn't slept yet, and his eyes were looking out of the window in a daze.
What he endured in his heart, Xia Yanran knew very well.
Xiao Yi called her a few times, but Xia Yanran didn't answer, and she didn't reply to the messages he sent.
If a love is exchanged for a lifetime of harm to her brother, she would rather never love.
In the evening of that day, Xia Yanran went back to the apartment to get her things, and as soon as she walked to the door of the unit, a dazzling car light shone towards her.
Xia Yanran raised her hand to block the light. Instead of turning off its lights, the car was speeding toward her.
He stopped when he was still a few centimeters away from her.
Xia Yanran was stunned for a moment, and then saw the car door opened, and a long figure walked out of the car.
With a bit of a powerful dark momentum.
Looking at Xiao Yi who strode towards her, Xia Yanran's eyes shrank.
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