Chapter 124: Thorough Analysis
Chen Yuanyi looked at her quietly and did not speak again. She knew she was choosing, a difficult choice, and at this time, she didn't want to bother her......
Feelings and reason are sometimes in conflict, and many times, you know that you can't do something, but you are emotionally reluctant to do it, but you can't help but do it. At the beginning, she was with Xiao Jingtian, wasn't that the case??? Now, Wang Ruiyin is also facing the crossroads of this choice, hey! She really knows what she's up against.
Wang Ruiyin was really depressed and tangled. There's no choice at all. Is it retribution, just now she accused Ye Wenying of being a murderer, and now God will give her a multiple-choice question and let her choose whether to be a murderer or not.
Two options:
First: Be a good person, be caring, and cherish life. But I have to suffer a lot, suffer a lot, bring the children by myself, raise them by myself, endure the break with my family, endure the white eyes from others, and take care of the children while working hard for my career......?? But on the contrary, working hard for a career and taking care of children are contradictory, and it takes time and energy to take care of children first, right? Time and energy are spent on this, how can there be time and energy to work hard for the career??? And if you don't have a career, you don't have money to raise children, and you can't work hard for your career, in the end, the result will definitely be a failure, lonely, you can only live a poor and lonely life with your children...... you will always be discriminated against, and living is equal to suffering ......, look at it this way, the future of this road is dark, ah, no, it's not just a dark, but it's getting darker and darker, it's just a bottomless abyss of a black hole, never think about jumping down, never want to see the light again......
Second: Be a bad guy, vicious, ruthless, and directly strangle the little life in the stomach in the cradle, ah, no, it's "my womb". And then I actually became a murderer. But on the contrary, I don't have to be condemned by law and morality, my family still loves me as before, I don't have to suffer the white eyes of others, I can concentrate on my career. God rewards hard work, as long as you work hard, you can achieve success, so I work hard for a few years, just sit back and wait for success, if you are lucky, fame and fortune are all in your pocket. The future is bright......
In this way, the second one is really good......
But, this, what kind of karma is this?? When a good person is not rewarded, when a bad person must be rewarded???!!! Ha~~~~~
Wang Ruiyin lay on the bed, simplifying the two points he had just analyzed into two questions, and tortured himself: First, if I am a good person, can I have the perseverance to endure a lifetime of pain? Second, if I am a bad person, am I so nervous, can I guarantee that I will not be condemned by my conscience for the rest of my life???
To put it bluntly, if I choose to keep this child, it will be tantamount to giving up the future, and I must have absolute ability to resist pressure and be able to endure hardships. If I choose to be a bad guy and kill this child, then I have to have a strong psychological capacity, or I have no heart and lungs, and I can completely stand the condemnation of my conscience, or I have no conscience at all, and I don't condemn it at all.
What kind of personality is I? First, second, what kind of ???? can I fit into?
Or ——, I can't adapt to any of them?
Hey—
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Xiao Junpeng casually found a place to have lunch, but no one was alarmed, and went directly to the principal's office.
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