After sighing in his heart, William continued: "I didn't expect you to hide it so deeply, but don't worry, I didn't tell Hanyu." ”

Hearing him say that he didn't tell Ye Hanyu, Huang Xinying's face improved slightly, and the ten fingers that were clenched slowly loosened, and she quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and her heart, which was hanging in mid-air, was slowly put back in place.

However, William's next sentence made her panic again, and her eyes fluctuated with a light, "I hope you can tell him yourself, I think he will be very happy to hear this news." ”

Huang Xinying's body was stunned, and she looked at him with a somewhat complicated look.

After speaking, William glanced at her with a little meaning, then stood up from the sofa, put one hand in his pocket, and walked out, but Huang Xinying suddenly came back to his senses and stopped him.

As soon as she spoke, she realized that her voice was trembling violently, "Also, who knows?" ”

William replied, "Except for me!" ”

"Can you delete all the negatives?" Huang Xinying's eyes looked at him with a little eagerness, her whole body was tense and a little stiff, as if she was afraid that he would not agree, she added urgently, "I'll tell him, but it's not the time yet..."

William raised an eyebrow playfully and looked at her inquiringly, "Isn't that what you promised to return to him for?" ”

He wondered, could it be that she had any unspeakable compassion?

But I didn't want to, I really heard Huang Xinying, and I blurted out without thinking about it: "It's not..."

Hearing this, the confusion between William's eyebrows increased.

Huang Xinying quietly adjusted her breathing, and then said: "I never thought of returning to Hanyu, before I came back, I didn't know that he was going to get engaged, and getting back together with him was actually beyond my expectations..."

After a pause, she said: "I didn't want to tell him about this, but after returning to him, I wavered, I wanted to tell him, but I still didn't dare to fight... So I'm waiting, waiting for a suitable opportunity. ”

"However, in the few days since I came back, I can feel that he loves me far more than I love him."

"I used to think I loved him very much, but now I know that I am the one who is loved, so I think that if we break up again because of some misunderstanding and have to leave him, I may be able to live like five years ago, and live without heart and lungs..."

Even if it hurts, sooner or later it will be swallowed up by time little by little, and after the pain has passed, he will once again be buried in the depths of his heart, in an untouchable place.

Huang Xinying was silent for a while, faced her heart, and said frankly: "Because since five years ago, he is no longer the only person in my life who cares about the most, if he hurts me, I think I can do it, let go when I say let go, and leave when I say go, but he is different..."

"In his world, there is only you, if even you abandon him... His world will collapse. Seeing her pause, William spoke, in a serious tone, as if to state a fact.

Huang Xinying lowered her head, her heart throbbed little by little, and the corners of her mouth pulled up a bitter and happy smile, "So, I don't want to leave him again, I originally planned to find a suitable time to talk to him, but I didn't expect to be discovered by you first..."

"He has a right to know about it." William said.

"I know, but I'm not ready yet, and I can't tell Hanyu... He's everything to me, I don't want to risk it..."Huang Xinying glanced at the person in the photo, her eyes showed a soft light of happiness, and even her tone unconsciously softened.

She stretched out her hand, her white fingertips, gently rubbed the face on the photo, and begged, "William, please." ”