Chapter 185
"A heavier price? Disappear? It muttered.
"Even so, you have no objection?" When I saw it, I felt like I saw another self, so stupid that I hated it.
"So what? I disappeared as a guy that no one noticed, in exchange for the happiness of three people, why not? What do you say? Its smile was even brighter and brighter, and its translucent body was completely brighter, making it impossible to ignore.
"Sure enough! Idiot! I shook my head helplessly, "This is your choice, I have no right to interfere, you have to play to death, I have no opinion, it's just... Your nobody found out, it made me very angry, what do you mean nobody? Am I not? "When it came to the end, I was a little angry. You don't treat me like a human being at all, do you?
"Uh.... Excuse me, I don't know what words to use to describe you, are you human? It scratched its head in embarrassment, hey! Sure enough, it's still a child.
"Nonsense! What do you think I'm not human anymore? I blushed and looked at it fiercely.
"A lot of ......!"
"......" smiled weakly, you are really not cute at all!
"What do you say if I, a person who is not human, tell you that you don't have such a miserable chance of disappearing?" I smiled faintly.
"I refuse!"
"Oh?"
"This is my decision, I don't want others to bear the consequences, like you said, to save one person, there has to be another person to pay a heavier price, then... I'm thinking of a price to end up with me! ”
"......" I was speechless by its alternative ideas.
"I know, what you mean, you just paid the price for saving him, didn't you? The painful look just now is the price right? ”
"Well...... 'people' are sometimes not too smart, and they will be happier in life," I smiled wryly.
"The decisions I make, I will bear the consequences, as a man, I have to be responsible for the decisions I make, whether it is right or wrong, the road is my own choice, even if I step on blood all the way, I have to go down with a smile" Its face appeared mature and vicissitudes that did not belong to his age.
"You... Be... What did you experience to have such an insight? Your expression is like an old man who has gone through all the vicissitudes of life, besides... What kind of man is here? Even if you're human, you're still just a hairless imp," I looked at the self-proclaimed man with a feeble look.
"Hehe, you may not know, I didn't drink the thing Meng Po gave, and after crossing the bridge, I spit it out to moisten the land, so ...... I'm tired of reincarnation, so ...... Disappearing for me is relief, not punishment" From its eyes, I read infinite boredom.
The kind of boredom that can't grasp one's own fate, reincarnation again and again, and death again and again, seems to be a never-ending cycle, so that the people in it can't extricate themselves and fall forever!
Those who care, those who want to remember forever, those who can't be separated, those who ...... Everything has become the source of its boredom, why should people be reincarnated? Why do you want to go back to that, the world that once brought yourself infinite injuries, is it not painful enough, or reincarnation is not in your control at all, if one day you suddenly understand that you are just a puppet in the hands of others, and if you break it and repair it, you can take it back and continue to be a puppet of fate, I'm afraid no one is willing.
"Shall I say congratulations, then?"
"No, this is just my interpretation of fate, everyone's perspective is different, and the world they see is different, it's just the world in my eyes that made me make such a choice, what you see shouldn't be like this."
"Well, I see people who continue to work hard even if they are manipulated, such people are worthy of protection, and this is also my choice"
"......" silence spread.
After a moment, a small transparent hand and a slender warm hand clasped tightly together, "Choice!" ”
Different choices make for two very different lives, but ...... Different forks in the road overlap here......