Chapter 849: Why Pay for a Man Who Hurt Me
remembered Fang Shaoqun's anxious mood at that time......
Chen Yuanyi understood in his heart that what Fang Shaoqun said was true, what he was thinking at that time was really not to accompany him here and create opportunities to be together, he was really just thinking about her, really just wanting her to be happy.
Chen Yuanyi was very moved all of a sudden.
Shaoqun, you, you are really good to me.
This sentence, she suddenly came to her heart, and she was about to blurt it out, but she stopped suddenly, it was still the same sentence, she hadn't thought about it yet, and she didn't want to delay Fang Shaoqun's time.
Fang Shaoqun, I didn't know that Chen Yuanyi had turned so much in such a short period of time, the smile on his face was a little silly, he said: "Hehe, Yuanyi, what are you and I going to say thank you, unless you ......", Fang Shaoqun's eyes dimmed, and his eyes stared at Chen Yuanyi's gaze, "Unless, in your heart, I am not even your friend." ”
"Ah!! How could it be!! Chen Yuanyi was afraid that Fang Shaoqun would think wildly, afraid that he would be hurt in his heart, so he hurriedly explained, "How come, Shaoqun, we have been good friends since we were students, and I have never forgotten this." ”
Fang Shaoqun's face immediately returned to his smile, "Since that's the case, then don't say so much, since you treat me as a friend, what is it for me to do such a thing for you?" ”
"Okay, then I won't say anything......" Chen Yuanyi said, and suddenly there was a feeling of relief and heaviness in his heart.
Thinking about it carefully, she somewhat understood that it was because she was with Fang Shaoqun, she did feel relaxed, and heavy, it seemed, it was because of Xiao Jingtian, she found that Xiao Jingtian was really a burden to her, so that she could no longer have normal relationships with other men. For example, Fang Shaoqun, everything should be very beautiful, but just because she has Xiao Jingtian in her heart, she can't feel at ease......
Chen Yuanyi scolded herself in her heart: What are you doing, it was he who hurt you at the beginning, it was he who gave up on you, why can't you let go of him in your heart, do you really want to have to marry him, and be lonely for the rest of your life???
No, it can't be like this, I can't waste my youth, why should I pay such a big price for such a man who hurt me????
But why...... Me, what should I do????
Chen Yuanyi's heart suddenly became entangled and agitated again, and her eye circles were already reddened at some point......
She had to keep her mouth tight, not wanting to show it in front of Fang Shaoqun......
In order to hide the eyes that were already dripping with tears, Chen Yuanyi could only hang her head......
Fang Shaoqun followed her silently, and didn't notice her emotional changes for a while, who would have thought that Chen Yuanyi, who was fine just now and whose mood had already calmed down, had already had a seizure again???
Chen Yuanyi's heart became more and more uncomfortable, and the sudden emotion, as if she was going to devour her, was so strong that she couldn't suppress it or resist it......
In this unbearable emotion, there is more anger and resentment towards herself, she hates how she can't be strong, why she hates herself for being so stubborn, why can't she be a little smoother, see the wind and rudder a little, want to drive a little, why do you have to hang herself on a tree???
She has met a lot of men, many of them are like Fang Shaoqun, they are good to her and suitable for her, but why should she miss them one by one.
Why did she have to meet that man again?? Why are you still thinking about whether or not to give that man a chance?
Why, Chen Yuanyi???