Chapter 173: Bitter Love
She didn't know why, but when she saw him like this, she was sad in her heart and felt sorry for him......
At this moment, she really wanted to tell him: I like you, I like you very much......
Even if after saying this, she will sink from now on, and she will not be able to recover from all disasters......
However, her reason still forced her to endure it......
She clenched her fists, forced herself, and smiled.
"Huh?? Yes, yes, how many times do you have to say it before you can understand it? You don't know Chinese, do you? I don't like you—" The last sentence "I don't like you—" she yelled......
Xiao Junpeng closed his eyes heavily ......, clenched his fists, and then raised his head......
Okay, if you don't like it, if you don't like it...... let her be......
He opened his eyes, turned around, sat back on the couch, and looked at her again......
Wang Ruiyin knew that he should be dead......
So she stood there and saluted her respectfully......
"Mr. Xiao, I'm leaving!!" Wang Ruiyin said goodbye to him......
Xiao Junpeng didn't even look at her, there was no expression ......on his face, he just looked out the window and his eyes deepened ......, and his fists clenched tightly......
One last glance at him, with a faint sadness in her heart, she ——, closed the door......
——, exhaled, she let out a sigh, then looked away and secretly wiped the corners of her eyes that were already wet......
I'm sorry, I don't have the courage to accept you——, because, because, I'm really insecure——, Zou Kai and I ended up because I had a child inexplicably, but afterwards, I repeatedly recalled the relationship between us, in fact, the rift has long appeared ......, Zou Kai's family conditions are so good, but my family is very ordinary, Principal Ye has always disliked me, and even always introduced other girls to Zou Kai when I was dating Zou Kai, they were much better than me...... once, twice, Maybe Zou Kai is not impressed, but what about the number of times? ? I think he has been moved many times, but he has never gotten me, so he didn't think about breaking up with me. But in the final analysis, is he really not interested in those girls who have a good family background, good conditions, and are good at everything??? Heh——, it's not like that at all, he has long been moved, and he has long recognized the ......words that Principal Ye said that I am not good, otherwise there will be no rift between us, and if there is no rift, we will not break up......
Mr. Xiao, the result of me and Zou Kai is still like this, and I and you will not have a good result...... for me, for me, you are more terrible than Zou Kai...... because, I seem, I have a ......deeper affection for you, but you have a stronger initiative than Zou Kai, and you are also hundreds or thousands of times farther than Zou Kai and me......
What do you want me to do, Mr. Xiao......
Forgive me, being a selfish woman, I can't accept you for the sake of not being harmed......
I can only keep your love in my heart......
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Walking on the boulevard of the school, Wang Ruiyin's mood became more and more gloomy......
Where am I going now?
I don't know—
What am I going to do??
I don't know—
Should I go back to the dorm?
But I don't want to go back—
What to do? I'm so sad......
It turns out that falling in love with someone is what it feels like......
I don't have such deep feelings for Zou Kai at all......
Breaking up with Zou Kai also hurts, but it doesn't hurt so hard......
Now, I finally understand that my feelings for Zou Kai are green, you can call it ** love, or you can call it the first love...... but my feelings for Xiao Junpeng are hard, you can only call it ** love, because it has no other name......
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