At the same time, she also admitted that before she knew that he was deeply in love with her, she never thought of telling him about the existence of this child.

After all, if she doesn't love him, no matter how hard she tries, she will never be able to win back his heart.

What's more, she is proud, and she doesn't want to let her love be so humble, so much so that she even gives up her dignity...

And she never thought of using a child to tie him up.

Even if it did, it would be redundant! In the end, it will only make the two of them scarred, covered in bruises, and even turn against each other.

This is not what she wants...

Moreover, what worries Huang Xinying the most is his mother.

If Lady Night knew that she was pregnant, with her character, she would do whatever it took to separate their mother and son after she gave birth! As long as the child, not the mother ...

Either they slandered her unreasonably, suspecting that the child in her belly was someone else's wild seed at all! Another excuse, let her beat him out!

These are all things she is worried about.

She had no choice, she couldn't gamble with everything she had, so at that time, she had nothing but to choose to hide it.

And this also includes her family.

So, later, she was on her own, silently gave birth to the child, and raised him...

A person, silently, endures all the pain.

At that time, every night, she missed him so much, and every time she made empty assumptions to deceive herself, if only he could be by her side, it would be great.

Unfortunately, there are no ifs.

During childbirth, she had a difficult birth and almost couldn't survive, and the mother and son almost couldn't keep it, but she still gritted her teeth and persevered.

Because, when she had nothing, as if abandoned by the whole world, he came and brought her hope to live!

Therefore, no matter how painful it was, at that time, she had only one thought in her heart, to persevere!

She wants to give birth to him and give him the best of everything...

And just like that, he came!

Later, she followed Duory to join the organization by accident.

Every day, I have to endure inhuman training, rub shoulders with bullets, and fight with death in the bloody storm...

But she never complained, and she never flinched, because in addition to the children, she also had a group of comrades-in-arms like family!

The members of the organization are all women, and they support each other in training every day, motivate each other, and care for each other.

The relationship has long been as deep as a family.

And this relationship between life and death allows them to sacrifice themselves and protect their comrades-in-arms without hesitation in the critical moment when they go out on a mission.

Perhaps, it is precisely because she has lived and died together that she knows how to cherish it more. Cherish everyone who is by her side, cherish every minute and every second that can survive...

And she has never regretted joining the organization, on the contrary, she is very happy!

Because of them, she has all this today.

It took her more than three years to start from scratch, constantly pushing herself, and transforming into a woman who was enough to destroy a company.

Conquer the battlefield and enter the fashion industry... Become a towering figure!

No one knows how much she has given and how much she has lost to be in this position today.

When she was dying, and she felt like she was dying...

When she was desperate and wanted him to be by her side...

When she was desperate and couldn't hold on...

She thought about him all the time, but he wasn't there for her.

She was tired, sick, crying...

In the end, I gritted my teeth and persevered.

Because, in her life, there is another important person who needs her to protect.

So, she can't collapse!

Later, she succeeded and came back.

Although I came back this time, I was forced to come back with the task of the organization.

However, to her shock, by accident, they met.

And she didn't want to believe until now that Ye Hanyu loved her.

Like her, she has always loved him deeply and has never changed.