When she was moved by Bai Hua's understanding and tolerance of herself, there was still a nightmarish emotion that enveloped her.

She thought that by Bai Hua's side, her expression was appropriate, and she didn't leak the slightest. When she came out of the demon palace, she no longer had to pretend to be anything, just like a novice pierced a balloon with a hole, the feeling of loss in her heart exploded with a "bang", and the uncomfortable feeling in her heart made her have the illusion that there was nowhere to go in the world at this moment.

Laughing self-deprecatingly, what the hell is wrong with her? How did it suddenly become so pretentious?

obviously has such a good husband who treats her wholeheartedly, has a lovely daughter, and the masters who teach her skills and protect her. At the same time, even if she knows her true origin, she is still treated like her own parents. There are also brothers and sisters who are close to each other. Even, even her identity and fame are among the most noble in the Six Realms.

It's just, why, is she so confused?

It's like, wearing a piece of clothing in the past, but now that I've lost weight, I always feel indifferent.

Yu Mengmeng, who was full of worries, didn't know where he was going now, and he didn't expect that he would break into a bamboo forest in a daze in confusion.

Bai Hua followed behind her, worried in her heart.

It was also when the wind was blowing the bamboo leaves that she heard the sound and looked up, and then she realized where she was. At the same time, he also noticed the people who were following him.

Because of the relationship between the colorful flower imprint, the contractor will have telepathy with his other half. Yu Mengmeng naturally heard who was moving behind him, so he turned his head to look at a place where nothing seemed to exist, and said, "Come out, Bai Hua, I know you have followed me all the way." ”

was discovered by Yu Mengmeng, and it was only expected that it would be sooner or later. It's just that although he heard Yu Mengmeng's heart, he couldn't understand it.

Her thoughts, even if Bai Hua heard them all, he couldn't fully understand them.

"You hear what's going on in my mind, don't you?" Yu Mengmeng's tone was a little weak, and her eyes were also a little weak, from this look and tone, it was difficult to judge whether she was angry or not. Then, without waiting for Bai Hua to answer, she smiled bitterly, and said to herself, "It's also that I was too involved in thinking about it on the road, and I didn't pay attention, and I was completely listened to by you." ”

"You're like this, which makes Benjun very worried." Bai Hua said his heart, and then looked at Yu Mengmeng worriedly, "It also makes Benjun feel that even if he hears your inner thoughts, he can't do anything for you at all." ”

"Hmm" Yu Mengmeng pursed his lips and smiled, his serious expression suddenly fell a little, "This is something wrong with my own heart." Bai Hua, I don't know if I told you that in the place where I lived before, there was a kind of doctor who specialized in treating diseases born in people's hearts, called a psychiatrist. ”

"Are you talking about, the knot?" Bai Mu understood what Yu Mengmeng said as much as he could. Despite this, the Yu Mengmeng in his eyes didn't seem complicated, but it was difficult for him to understand easily.

Looking at Yu Mengmeng, who had never seen her before, Bai Mu thought in her heart, did she say this, was she telling herself that she already had a knot in her heart?

Also.

As it should be.

Otherwise, why was she so lost?

Yu Mengmeng stood still and replied, "Yes, you are right. It can also be called a heart knot. Those psychiatrists are responsible for untying the dead knots in other people's hearts that they can't untie on their own. ”

If it weren't for the fact that there was something that I couldn't overcome in the past no matter what, a person, when I was in my own hands, would not have been able to do anything anyway.

Sighing, Yu Mengmeng wanted to smile at Bai Hua as usual, but at the moment when the corners of his mouth were opened, he decided that doing so would make him look stupid, so he gave up the idea of smiling.

But the tears fell involuntarily.

Look, look, in front of this person, I always can't hold back any emotions, and I always want to expose all the weakness and stupidity in my heart.

She loves him! She didn't want to lose his!

But what if she stood beside him, always ashamed of herself and unworthy?

If it was like before, she simply felt that she would be very happy as long as she stayed next to Bai Hua. And now, she can't even identify with her own existence.

Who can understand the sorrow of her standing in her heart?

It's just sad for myself.

So, when the tears came out of his eyes, Yu Mengmeng felt embarrassed, and in surprise and hurriedly reached out and brushed his face, and turned around a little miserably, "Bai Hua, don't look at me." I'm probably tired. ”

But Bai Hua's figure appeared by Yu Mengmeng's side inadvertently, hugged her, and said helplessly, "How can Benjun not look at you?" ”

In order to keep Yu Mengmeng from falling into such an unhappy and heavy emotion all the time and unable to extricate himself, Bai Hua later cast a spell on Yu Mengmeng and knocked him unconscious.

Since she said she was tired, let her get some rest.

Along the way, Bai Hua's mood was very heavy.

took Yu Mengmeng back to the east hall and put her on the bed so that she could rest well.

A day and a night passed, and Bai Hua never left for half a minute.

What Yu Mengmeng had in his mind completely confused Bai Hua.

He always thought that when two people are together, they are husband and wife when they have a marriage contract, and couples who are happy with each other are even more happy and rare.

Under such circumstances, why did Yu Mengmeng give birth to the idea that they were unworthy?

Could it be that she said something when she didn't know that hurt her?

The Demon Lord thought about it for a long time, but he didn't understand. A pair of eyes were as clear as water looking at the sleeping Yu Mengmeng's quiet face, and asked softly: "Why, you stay by Benjun's side, and you always can't feel at ease?" ”

Yu Mengmeng, who was asleep, did not hear Bai Hua's voice.

After falling asleep, she didn't think about anything but vain dreams. Much of the grief was alleviated by the sound of sleep.

When I woke up again, I opened my eyes and saw Bai Hua.

His tall, muscular body was half-sunk in a chair, and his eyes were sharp at her.

The moment "Bai Hua" opened his mouth, Yu Mengmeng thought of what happened before.

The mood is not so bad, but there are still residual shadows.

He bowed his head slightly and said, "Actually, I don't know what to do, and I don't know what is right." ”

Bai Hua took over and asked, "It's really not clear, or is it because you take so much care about it, that's why it's like this?" ”