He put his hand in front of Chen Tianxu's eyes and shook it, "Huh? No response? ”

"Bring it," I put my hand in front of Luo Yan.

"What?" Luo Yan looked at me puzzled.

"Watch, idiot!" I didn't wait for him to give it, I had already grabbed it first.

Holding the pocket watch in his hand and shaking it again, Chen Tianxu finally came back to his senses, staring at the pocket watch with his eyes, "When did you run to you?" Come back! ”

Quickly grasping the watch in his hand, his heart finally landed, and even if it was broken, it was still the only one left to him by his parents.

"Are you awake?"

"Huh?"

"Now that you're awake, it's story time," I said, rubbing my hand that was hurt by his brute force.

"What's the story?" Chen Tianxu looked at me puzzled.

"What is it that makes you want time to stand still so much?" I looked at him deeply, "We need your story."

"Need?" Chen Tianxu was even more confused.

"That's right! It is very needed, please pick up the key points, we are not rich in time" Luo Yan sat down beside me, tilted his head sideways, and looked at this young man with old eyes.

Chen Tianxu looked at him like a little adult, and couldn't help but smile dumbly, "Do you know that you are revealing the scars that I deliberately ignored?" ”

Luo Yan's eyes were full of apology, but he had a firmness that could not be ignored, and he had no way out.

"I'm sorry, that wasn't what we intended," I forced a bitter smile at the corners of my mouth.

It must be the greatest misfortune in his life to be called a deliberately ignored scar, but it is not necessarily a bad thing to uncover, and only after it can he be officially exposed to his vulnerability, so that he will no longer be imprisoned in a sleeping cage.

"It's not the intention, but you have to listen? You guys are cruel, but there's no denying that I'm in need of an outlet for catharsis, maybe this would be a good proposition" Chen Tianxu's eyes rippled slightly, recalling the childhood he didn't want to mention.

Chen Tianxu slowly raised his head, swept away the sadness in the depths of his eyes, his eyes drifted out of the window, and said faintly, "I am an outcast, I was picked up by my parents on the side of the road, my parents have loved me very much since I was a child, so that I have a home as warm as ordinary children, everything was destroyed by my own hands when I was five years old." That year, on my birthday, the day my parents found me, I clamored to go to the botanical garden, and I have loved plants since I was a child, because only plants will not be abandoned, and as long as no one moves, they will stand there until they die. My parents doted on me very much, and arranged a program for the day that morning, first going to the botanical garden, then taking me to eat shou bao, and going to the park and lake for a boat in the afternoon. ”

Speaking of this, he took a deep breath, "But everything stopped on the way to the botanical garden, because I was clamoring for baked sweet potatoes, and my mother couldn't resist it, so she patted me on the head and said, 'Good!'" Mom is going to buy it, wait a minute, obediently hold Dad's hand, don't run around''I don't want to, I want to buy it myself, Xiao Xu is an adult' said I rushed out of the road, if I knew what the consequences of this move would be, I would never do that, but there is no [regret medicine] sold in this world. ”

His expression gradually became painful, "When the speeding car appeared in front of me, I knew that I was wrong, I was not old enough, and when I woke up, my parents had already collapsed in a pool of blood and lost their temperature. And this pocket watch is lying quietly on my chest, I remember... This is Dad's most precious pocket watch, I remember that my parents once held the pocket watch together, looking at me with a smile 'This is the only clue to Xiao Xu's life experience, now it is kept by my parents, and when Xiao Xu grows big enough, it will be handed over to you for safekeeping, okay? ''Mom and Dad, I'm not old enough, please!'' Xiao Xu don't grow up, don't keep this 'It's a pity that it's too late, people always want to stay in the hope of growing up, but at that time they are the most eager to grow up, people are really the most contradictory creatures in the world. ”

He buried his regret deep in his eyes, and caressed the pocket watch lovingly, "Since then, this pocket watch has no other meaning, it is the most cherished thing left to me by my parents, it is no longer a clue to my life experience, I only have a pair of parents, they have been taken to heaven by my willfulness ......"

Luo Yan and I didn't speak, just quietly looked at this person who was devoured by remorse, waiting for him to be freed from his memories, and he should have a breakthrough at that time.