We sat down to clean our backpacks a little, and the remaining food and water was only enough for the five of us to eat twice. It is also said that if we eat once a day, we can only support it for two days, and then we can only starve to find a way. If we don't get out within five days, we're dead.

I divided the food into five portions, one for each person.

Yingshan's eyes were a little wrong, looking at the food, and suddenly said, "Xiao, do you know what survival of the fittest is?" Organisms are preserved in the survival competition and those with strong adaptability, and those with poor adaptability are eliminated. This is a fundamental thesis of Dahl's theory of evolution. In human society, the phenomenon of survival of the fittest is even more serious. Only when the fittest survive and the weak eat the strong, can the strong survive. ”

"What do you mean?" I frowned at him.

"We're men, and the other three women have a stronger chance of survival." He looked at me without blinking, "I have an idea, the food and water are only enough for two days per person." If it were just us, we would each have lived three more days, and if we saved it, we would have lived for ten days. In these ten days, relying on my experience, I will definitely be able to find an exit and escape! ”

I sneered, "You want me to leave the three of them behind?" ”

"Of course not, we told them to wait where they were, and we went out for help first. Without their drag, I can walk more and find more places every day. His face was full of innocence.

"Hmph, I think your argument is problematic from the start. Your suggestion is based on robbing them of all their food, and without food and water, how can they survive until we bring someone back to rescue them? "I have some disdain for the person in front of me.

"There's always a way, and I believe in their ability to survive. Moreover, it is often said that women have a much better chance of survival when they lack water and food. He brazenly continued to bewitch me.

"Stop, I don't want to talk about it. Again, beware of me smashing your jaws! I snorted and walked away.

Shi Yueying came over and asked, "What did he tell you?" Why do you look like you don't have a good tone? ”

"Nothing." I didn't want to explain, I just looked at Bu Xiaoxin, and nodded in the direction of Yingshan with my mouth, "Beware of that man, he is starting to be nervous because of this cave!" ”

Looking at the watch, it was already 10:00 in the morning, and everyone was tired and couldn't stand it, so everyone sat down together and negotiated a vigil schedule, ready to rest until tomorrow morning and then continue to look for a way out.

I was the first to keep vigil, and there was nothing to describe during the vigil. When it was my turn to rest, I had a dream, a strange dream.

I dreamed that I used the vbuzzer software to make international calls to a few friends on my computer. After that, I dialed the phone number that I don't know who I don't know, but it was a girl who I talked to about the price of homely food or something. Towards the end of the call, she suddenly asked me, "Hey, silent night, do you know what happiness is?" ”

At that moment, my brain froze. Silent in the night, is this my old name?

But, yes, what is happiness?

What exactly is happiness?

I thought about it again and again, and finally shook my head helplessly. For the first time, I found that the legendary happiness was so far away from me.

In my dreams, my brain searched for the definition of happiness by some famous people in history. Tasilon says that happiness is when you are able to feel what you want to feel, when you are able to say what you feel.

Mark. Twain said that happiness is like the setting sun – everyone can see it, but most people miss out on opportunities because they look elsewhere.

Lu Xun's understanding of happiness is more abstract, he said, the so-called happiness is to penetrate the depths of the soul, so that people suffer from the spiritual torture and get trauma, that is, from this injury and healing, get the bitterness cleansed, and the road to life.

Leaving it aside for a while, especially after the amnesia, I don't understand more and more what happiness is. The words of happiness in famous aphorisms are nothing more than their definition of happiness. What about me? What is happiness for me? The more I thought about it, the more overwhelmed I became.

So I asked her, "Are you happy?" ”

The girl's voice was silent for a moment, slightly gloomy, "I thought I was happy, but maybe I was wrong. ”

After hanging up the phone, I dreamed again that I came home with a case of beer. Rows are neatly placed on the ground. I slowly opened six bottles and drank them one by one.

Then, I dialed another girl who was still familiar with her.

"Are you happy?" I asked in a deep voice.

The other girl was stunned, and then shouted unladylikely, "Not happy, of course not happy." I don't have a boyfriend to support me, and I'm tired from work every day. Squeeze the bus, the salary is undercounted, and you have to be angry with the boss. Lady, I'm so depressed, like I've fallen into a pit! ”

I sweated and hung up.

The scene of the dream jumped again, and suddenly an old man in his thirties appeared. I felt that he was also very familiar, and the clothes, hairstyle, and even the stiff face were very acceptable to me.

I didn't think about him in the slightest and pulled the bastard straight into a nearby McDonald's. After buying two glasses of water, everyone stared at each other and looked at each other unpleasantly.

If the eyes can kill, I am afraid that the two sides will die many times.

After sitting in silence for hours, I coughed awkwardly and tried to break the silence. But the words that rush into the throat pass through the tongue, pass through the lips, and enter the air, but they change their taste.

"Hey, old man, you're not too young, why don't you find someone to marry. Think you're still young?! ”

He glared back at me, jerked his ass up from his chair, and stood up straight to walk out. But after taking a few steps, I turned back inexplicably and said something that made my shoulders twitch.

"Even if I die, you won't get married early."

I was about to reply to him angrily when my surroundings suddenly went dark. When I opened my eyes again, I found myself in the mouth of a giant beast, which roared under its breath as if it were grinning. Its throat continued to produce a strong suction, and the muscles of the throat retracted and contracted, as if trying to swallow me. I tried my best to grab at its canine teeth, but the inward suction grew stronger and stronger, and finally my hand slipped and fell in......

Then I woke up and was sweating profusely!

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Bu Xiaoxin kneeling beside me with an anxious face, as if trying to wake me up.

"What's wrong?" I sat up and rubbed my eyes.

"Yingshan is gone!" Her voice trembled slightly.

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