He smiled, his smile contained too many complicated things, he picked up Xiaoxue and put it on his body, his fingers caressed her cheek, the tender and warm skin seemed to fascinate him; "I've had a daughter your age, but she's been away from me for a long time......"

"Because of poverty," without waiting for Xiaoxue to ask, Xiu had already given an answer, and the only eye on his face that could be seen exuded a fierce light: "There is no way for a person like you to understand the suffering that poverty brings!" Because of poverty, I can't even eat! Because you are poor, you have to suffer the humiliation of those rich people all the time! Because of poverty, I can't raise my head in front of people in this life! Because I am poor, the woman I like looks at me with lowly eyes like a dog! Because I was poor, those scum wantonly beat and abused me! ”

The more he spoke, the more excited he became, and his face distorted: "Why should I suffer those white-eyed disasters because of the injustice of God? Are they more talented than I am? He let out a heavy sneer: "I want them to taste the taste of being trampled on!" So I implemented a plan to poison the water source in the village, and overnight, everyone died, including my wife and daughter! ”

There was a kind of madness in the man's eyes, which was the combination of ambition and **, the resentment of not being willing to be buried, Xiaoxue had a white face, and was so frightened that she didn't dare to move.

"After they died, I took everyone's property, went out to do business, got bigger and bigger, worked hard to make money, and a year later, I also became a rich man," it seemed to be a golden time, and Xiu's eyes showed a dream-like happy look: "Those who used to look down on me, flattered me, the woman who used to treat me like a wild dog, took the initiative to throw hugs on me, and those who beat and abused me, all prostrate at my feet like dogs, all this should have been so beautiful......"

Xiu said, his eyes revealed an extreme resentment and hatred, and he popped out from between his teeth word by word: "But all this, before I had time to enjoy it, was ruined by that man!" ”

His voice seemed to cry rather than cry, seemed to laugh rather than laugh, indescribably complex and lost: "There is a kind of person, only after you have seen it with your own eyes, will you know what is noble, what is the king, what is not self-sufficient......" In his eyes, there was a sad frustration: "God uses his actions to tell the world that in this world, there are some things that no matter how hard you try, you will never get ...... in this life"

……

On a thunderstorm night three years ago, he was thrown to the ground, and the first time he raised his eyes, he saw a pair of dark and bright leather shoes, which were a black color to the extreme, not luxurious, but strangely revealing a sense of dignity, and then, he saw that person.

If a person had the ability to foresee, he would not have looked up at that glance out of curiosity when he was killed, at least ...... He can still have expectations for life......

Sometimes, pure ignorance is really blissful.

He looked at the man whose appearance had amazed him for years, his eyes were dark, so noble, so bewitching, and he was embarrassed, lying in the mud, I really wanted to find a hole in the ground......

At that moment, I had the idea of how good it would be if I was blind......