Ye Dusheng got dressed by herself, looked at the little spongeBob SquarePants under the bed and thought for a moment, and walked to the bathroom in her new slippers.

Looking at An Jinshen, who was washing her underwear, Ye Dusheng wanted to speak and stopped, lowered her eyes, pursed her lips and called softly: "Dad......"

It's a bit hard to say......

"What's wrong?" An Jinshen stopped the movement in his hand, and looked at Ye Dusheng, who had his hands behind his back and his face was a little inexplicably ruddy, and asked.

Ye Dusheng bit her lip, the cat's ears moved from side to side, dispelling the picture in her mind, lifting her eyelids, and said calmly: "Dad, your third personality is so different from yours, how can you have a child personality?" Because SpongeBob SquarePants?"

An Jinshen glanced at Ye Dusheng softly, then withdrew her gaze, lowered her head while washing her underwear, and did not answer Ye Dusheng.

"Daddy......"

Looking at the yellow panties in her hand, An Geun sighed deeply and said, "When I was a child, my mother would occasionally accompany me to watch SpongeBob SquarePants, and I was always happy at that time. ”

Ye Dusheng walked over, and he was only as tall as An Jinshen's waist, so he could only hold An Jinshen's legs: "Dad took me in, bought me clothes, and accompanied me, I am also very happy." ”

An Geun lowered her eyes, looked at the little hand holding her, and continued, "On the day my mom died, she was watching SpongeBob SquarePants with me. SpongeBob is smiling every day, as if he has no worries, is carefree, and I would love to be like that. ”

An Jin took into account that Ye Dusheng was still a child, and did not say everything about it, omitting his childhood and the reason for his mother's death, but he didn't know that Ye Dusheng actually knew all this.

"So the smile appeared." Ye Dusheng tilted his head sideways, raised his head and said to An Jinshen's gaze.

An Jinshen wrung out her underwear and put it in the basin, dried her hands on the towel, turned around and squatted down in front of Ye Dusheng, looked at him at eye level, and said gently, "Well, Twilight I hope you are also like SpongeBob SquarePants, carefree and happy." ”

"Dad, don't abandon me, I can be carefree and happy." Ye Dusheng smiled, but there was a trace of bitterness in his heart.

Carefree and happy?

He wanted to do the same, but it was doomed to be impossible.

Ye Dusheng's cute smile made An Jinshen's heart soften, and she stretched out her hand and pinched her white and tender face: "Well, I won't abandon you, let's go out and play first." ”

"Okay." The sadness in his heart slowly dissipated, and he was gently pulled by An Jinshen, and the smile on Ye Dusheng's face became even bigger. But at least by his side, he can be happy for a while.

After Ye Dusheng left, An Jin took a basin of water, the smile in his eyes under the lens gradually faded, and he closed his eyes and sighed softly.

That day, when he saw his parents lying in a pool of blood downstairs, he couldn't accept the reality for a while.

He reminisced about his dark childhood, where he spent every day in the noise of his parents and the beating of his father......

At that time, he would rather his father get up and beat him again, and his father and mother get up and quarrel, than see their corpses.

Slowly, SpongeBob SquarePants' excited laughter and figure suddenly sounded in his head.

SpongeBob is smiling every day, heartless, carefree, and that's exactly what he envies and longs for.

So this is the carefree, innocent child he longed for.

It's just that although I love to laugh, I love to cry even more......

A tender and cute voice suddenly pulled An Jinshen back to reality.

Before he walked away, Ye Dusheng, who was hiding at the door, looked at An Jinshen and said with a smile: "Dad, after washing the underwear, let's watch SpongeBob SquarePants together." ”

At the beginning, it was An Jinshen's mother who accompanied him to watch, but now he is accompanied by An Jinshen to watch. Since he can't forget SpongeBob SquarePants and likes SpongeBob SquarePants, he will watch it with An Jinshen.

Since the person accompanying him has been replaced, he hopes that when he sees SpongeBob SquarePants in the future, An Geun will think of him, not that bad memory......

"Okay." An Jinshen turned his head and looked at Ye Dusheng, the smile on his face was like a spring breeze.