Chapter 868: I Only Love Her in This Life [73]

Xu Ziling always thought that she was withdrawn and arrogant, so she was not close to others, but now she realized that she was a girl, and she was alienated from others because she had to hide her identity.

In the past 20 years, Xu Yi has always experienced the process of injury and recovery repeatedly, and she has not shed a single tear, nor even cried out of pain.

She used to admire her and be proud of this younger brother, but now that she learns that she is a woman, her heart hurts so much that she can't help herself.

"I'm sorry, but I don't want too many people to know, so I was ordered to keep it a secret." Xu Jiang sighed, turned her head and saw Xu Zijing's eyes red, she sobbed, but she couldn't cry a single tear.

"Miss, don't cry, crying again will cause problems with your tear ducts." He persuaded, his eyebrows furrowed.

"Uncle Jiang, why didn't you tell us earlier, if we knew that Ah Yi was a woman, we would definitely take care of her and love her!" Xu Zijing's voice was also hoarse, Lu Qian handed her a tissue, she covered her eyes and lowered her head, her shoulders shaking, "...... I thought she was a man, so it was all right to support this family, and even relied on her very much, always causing trouble for her to clean up the mess! …… I'm really selfish, I've always felt it right, I've never thought of sharing the responsibilities of the family for my younger brother, I'm still the eldest daughter, I'm really bad, I'm not qualified to be Ah Yi's sister! ……”

She trembled violently, blaming herself, and was quite emotional.

Xu Ziling looked at her like this, her eyes were even redder, her chest seemed to be hit hard, and it was difficult to breathe.

"Zijing, okay, don't ...... like this" Although she comforted her like this, Xu Ziling herself choked up when she said a word.

She turned her head and patted her eldest sister on the shoulder, and both sisters fell into sadness, distress, and deep self-blame.

The old butler was silent, gave them time to sort out their thoughts, and turned his head to look out the window.

Lu Qian, who was on the side, looked at this scene coldly, was silent for a moment and spoke first: "What's the use of blaming yourself and regretting it now?" This is not selfishness, but men and women are born unequal, people who look down on women always think that women are not as good as men, and more people will feel that men should support the responsibility of the family, in fact, there is no difference between men and women, they can become the leaders of the family, especially we women, but also to be self-reliant, let the world see that we are not weaker than men! ……”

Her face was serious and cold, "Xu Sanshao is the pride of our women, as a sister, you should be even more proud of her!" Instead of pity her and sympathize with her! ”

The two sisters slowly raised their heads, looking at them with approval in surprise, and they nodded in agreement:

"Yes, she is our role model, the pride of women!" Xu Zijing was completely moved, she sniffed, as if she had matured all of a sudden.

She decided not to cry in the future, no longer cry bitterly and tiredly, she wanted to ...... to her brother No, my sister studies.

"Whether she's a man or a woman, she's my pride." Xu Ziling's eyes were red, but she had a bright smile.

Hearing their conversation, Xu Jiang almost burst into tears, he stabilized his emotions and turned around, and said with a smile: "Actually, you don't have to blame yourself too much, the young master has never felt hard, she likes the army and this family, so she is willing to pay!" Besides, I think it is precisely because of her experiences that she has created her current character and achievements, and has also brought her great wealth, and this wealth is happiness, she is very good now, not only has she found her destined person, but she is about to become a mother......"