Chapter 1040: It's not just pain, it's more despair
She was a thorn in his heart, and it moved his whole body, and the slightest pain could make him tremble faintly.
Gu Nanqiao raised his head, his gaze was level with him, and the light in his eyes gradually shattered, "If I don't know the truth for the rest of my life, do you plan to hide it from me forever?" ”
Huo Jingting's fingertips tightened and pinched her shoulder, "I just don't want to reopen your scars." ”
I don't want to reopen her scars.
Oh, what a reason not to want to reopen her scars, what a perfect reason.
Gu Nanqiao closed his eyes, and then slowly opened them, "If it weren't for that incident, what would you say we would be like now?" ”
What could it look like?
It's nothing more than that she is still Fu Lingfeng's wife, he won't keep hurting her because of that incident, and she won't endure three years of torment.
They will live happily and sweetly, and maybe even have children early.
Such a scene, Huo Jingting can guess without thinking about it.
Gu Nanqiao's vision became more and more blurred, "Putting aside the unhappiness of my marriage with Fu Lingfeng, but Huo Jingting, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have to endure the strange eyes and ridicule of others, let alone be tortured by that incident for so long." ”
She complained word by word, and every word was fiercely inserted into his heart.
"If it weren't for you, Fu Lingfeng and I wouldn't have come this far!" Gu Nanqiao's voice was hoarse, but he couldn't hide his resentment.
In fact, the breakdown of their marriage is still her own demons in the final analysis, and from the moment she decided to divorce, she never thought that there would be a day of redemption.
It's just that my heart is too uncomfortable, and it is precisely this reason that can sting the most vulnerable point in Huo Jingting's heart.
Gu Nanqiao raised his hand, and his white fingertips poked his chest hard, "Huo Jingting, have you really been in pain?" ”
He pursed his lips, speechless for a moment.
She poked her heart again, "You said that you also hurt, but do you know that I was not only in pain at that time, but also in despair." ”
It's okay to say that the pain is okay, endure it, and it's over.
However, that kind of despair was pervasive, and she was tormented by the collapse.
Huo Jingting still didn't make a sound, and the feeling of suffocation swept overwhelmed, this was his weakness, Gu Nanqiao got it right, and he couldn't struggle.
Gu Nanqiao felt that it was not enough.
Even if it hurt him like this, she didn't think it was enough.
Where can this little bit of hurt offset her dark pain and despair?
She leaned forward and pressed her lips to his ear, "If it were possible, I would rather not have the happiness I have now than suffer the shame I had four years ago!" ”
Huo Jingting had green tendons bulging on his forehead, and the bottom of the pool was overflowing with coldness and sadness.
His long and narrow phoenix eyes were slightly dumbfounded, and they were full of fear and wildness.
Huo Jingting's hand that grabbed her shoulder suddenly pushed her hard, and Gu Nanqiao's center of gravity was unstable, and he fell on the bed.
She folded her arms at her sides, struggling to sit up, but he pressed too hard for her to exert any strength.
A long hair was messily spread behind her, covering the expression on her face, Gu Nanqiao looked at the chandelier above, and laughed mockingly, gradually, unable to restrain herself.
She said word by word, "This kind of hatred can't be offset even if you have given your life for me." ”
Touched is moved, hate is hate, these two feelings cannot be integrated with each other in the first place.
Genius one second to remember the address of this site:. Mobile version reading URL: m.