You don't know, you don't know, you don't know anything? Cheng Lianzhi held his head in his hands and said in a broken heart, "Dunzi wanted to be a soldier four years ago, and begged me to come, but he was blocked by my big reason, this is the first time he begged us for himself, and the child I said at that time cried." How can I ......," cried and continued, "how could I say such vicious things to humiliate him!" ”

Liu Changzheng hugged her and said, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault." He couldn't stop the tears from coming out of his eyes, and he didn't know that.

Cheng Lianzhi buried himself in his arms and cried, "Since then, he has never stepped into our door, he has not accepted help, he always puts down his things and leaves." It was I who hurt the boy and hurt him. ”

"Woo ......"

"I was wrong." Liu Changzheng self-examined, "It's because we didn't do it well. He patted her on the back.

The palms and backs of the hands are full of meat, and both of them are distressed.

"No, you don't know that, it's my fault. It's my self-righteousness, my mentality has changed, and I look down on the countrymen. Cheng Lianzhi said extremely sadly, "Even if he is not my son, I shouldn't hurt him like that." ”

"It's not your fault, don't blame yourself, I'm not responsible as a father." Liu Changzheng said mechanically over and over again, patting her on the back non-stop.

Cheng Lianzhi didn't know how long he cried, and his voice was hoarse, so he stabilized his emotions.

Got up from his arms, wiped his tears rudely with the back of his hand, and said in a deep voice, "Lao Liu, go to the car class to call a car, let's take the pier now." ”

"Calm down? You let the pier come, what about liberation? ”

Liu Changzheng's words made Cheng Lianzhi sit on the sofa as if he had been struck by lightning.

"What about liberation? What to do with the pier? These two sentences are repeated over and over again.

"What do you say?" Cheng Lianzhi looked at him in a daze.

"You go wash up first, calm down, we're discussing." Liu Changzheng looked at her and said, crying snot and tears.

Cheng Lianzhi got up and went to the bathroom, while Liu Changzheng went to the kitchen to wash up.

The two sat down in the living room again, and Liu Changzheng looked at her and said, "When you went to look for the child, how could you be sure that the liberation was our son's." ”

"Sister-in-law Shi said that Jiefang was also sick at that time, and she blamed herself for not taking good care of the child. At the time of liberation, he had pneumonia, and only the big hospitals in the city had imported penicillin. I was anxious to come back with my baby. At that time, Jiefang was hovering on the line of life and death several times, and it was good to see him. The joy of being lost and regained, who would think otherwise. Cheng Lianzhi recalled carefully, his face became angry and said, "They are so hateful, how can they deceive us like this!" I believe in them so much. ”

"Maybe that's why they did it." Liu Changzheng said calmly.

"Tell us the truth, won't we help them?" Cheng Lianzhi said violently.

"Let's not talk about that, the mistake has been made, and we need to find a way to minimize the damage." Liu Changzheng said with his mouth, but he had no bottom in his heart!

"What now? Want to tell the kids? Cheng Lianzhi immediately resolutely stated his attitude, "Liberation can't be given to them, I grew up in the palm of my hand for more than 20 years." Never give it to them. ”

"What about the mound? What to do with the pier? Liu Changzheng asked the most realistic question, "You can't bear to look at him bitterly." ”

"I ......" Cheng Lianzhi was entangled in his heart!

"If he is doing well, we will be wrong, just don't know, just go on in such a mess, and take this secret to the grave, I don't care." Liu Changzheng looked at her with dark eyes and said, "But now? You don't feel distressed, I feel distressed. ”

"We are in the heart of compensation, what about liberation? Liberation how to deal with itself in this home. I am reluctant to liberate and suffer a little grievance. Cheng Lianzhi immediately said, "For more than 20 years, we have watched him grow up day by day, I can't imagine that he is not calling us father and mother, and I can't imagine that he will never appear in this house again." Clutching his chest, he said, "I can't stand it just thinking about it." Holding his hand tightly, he said, "Lao Liu, beg you, don't tell Jiefang, please." "You don't want to find a job for him, don't want a temporary job, just get him a regular job." Shaking his head and looking at him with red eyes, he said, "I don't want our family to be torn apart, I don't want it." Grabbing his shoulder, he said, "If you don't say it, I'll go and say it, and I will bear this debt of affection." ”

"But the dun is our own." Liu Changzheng looked at her and said bitterly.

"I know, I know I gave birth to Dunzi." Cheng Lianzhi said a little hysterically, "But the first time I called my mother was Jiefang, the first time I went to the park, I held Jiefang's hand, and the first time I sent him to the nursery was Jiefang." Jiefang was sick, and I watched him day and night, and he passed the assessment to enter the independent brigade, and I was so happy that I wanted to beat the gongs and drums. Shaking his shoulder, he said, "Please don't tell him the truth, I don't want to lose my son." Don't erase my memory, I don't want ......"

Shaking his head like a madman, he said, "I know I'm cruel, I'm cold, I don't recognize the dun." I don't have any memories of Dunzi, we don't have memories in common. ”

"Calm down!" Liu Changzheng hugged her and comforted.

"I can't calm down unless you promise me." Cheng Lianzhi's eyes were bloodshot, and he looked at him eagerly and said.

"Uh-huh!" Liu Changzheng first calmed her flustered heart.

"Am I being selfish!" Cheng Lianzhi said in a hoarse voice, "Am I not bad!" Am I ......"

"Don't do this, don't do this." Liu Changzheng looked at her in self-loathing, held her face, forced her to look directly into her eyes and said, "Look at me, it's not our fault." Got it! He continued, "We, as parents, have to hold up for them, and if you don't be strong, what can you do if you let Jiefang see the flaws?" ”

In order to calm down his lover as soon as possible, Liu Changzheng did not hesitate to threaten, "If you are like this? I'll tell you the truth. ”

Cheng Lianzhi beat his leg when he heard this, and said to himself, "I'm calm, I'm calm......"

"We'll talk when you've calmed down." Liu Changzheng helped her stand up and said, "Let's go wash up, go to sleep, just sleep." ”

Under Liu Changzheng's compulsion, Cheng Lianzhi lay on the bed, unconscious, looking at the ceiling with blank eyes, which was sad to watch.

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