Chapter 1009: Thirty Years Ago 2
Su Xin has read the news: from the very beginning of being used by people with intentions, to the final clarification, but there are still moral crusades and condemnations against Bixin on the Internet......
She couldn't help but ask, "Don't you regret it now?" ”
Although Bi Xin is just a wisp of ghost now, she is no different from a real person in Su Xin's eyes.
I saw her hand gently on her little belly, with deep hatred in her eyes, and ...... Helpless.
Bi Xin said: "What if...... I said that I regret it now, and I will never do such a thing again, do you think that I am a very hypocritical and selfish person? ”
Su Xin shook his head gently but firmly, and said lightly: "I will not live in the evaluation of me. ”
The starting point of each person's evaluation of another person must be based on self-interest.
Even if there is no vital interest, such as a keyboard player on the Internet, it is to put yourself on the moral high ground and crusade against others with a lofty image.
Therefore, these people say that they are "hypocritical", "selfish" and "vicious", do they just spend their lives dedicating their lives and then deserve their "approval"?
Show teasing.
Bi Xin's eyes were fixed on Su Xin, and when she saw that the other party's expression was very solemn, there was no perfunctory meaning, and the entanglement in her soul also became relieved.
Bixin continued: "That incident almost caused the fetus to slip off again, and I was in bed for a week and finally survived. One night, I was sleeping in a daze, I felt a cramping pain in my stomach, and when I woke up, I saw two black shadows floating on my body. One with blue fangs smiled at me wryly when he woke up, and then opened his mouth to bite my head. The other was the appearance of a fetus that had not yet fully formed, and he blocked the ghost and tore it up. ”
"I screamed in fright... When Yao woke up, the two shadows disappeared, and the pain in his stomach disappeared with him. ”
Zhang Yao was thrilled to listen to it next to him, and when Bi Xin said this, he did have some impressions. Because the fetus was finally saved, I was also very nervous, and I knew that my wife woke up from a dream a few nights, thinking that it was due to her nervousness due to the fear of repeating what happened last time. Unexpectedly, his wife went through so much.
Bi Xin: "There were a few more times later, but each time it was the fetal spirit that drove the evil ghost away, and in the end the evil ghost never appeared again." Until that time, my mother-in-law heard that I often had nightmares and brought me a red rope......"
Zhang Yao continued: "I know that time, is it the reason for the red rope?" ”
At that time, he was also very active in persuading Bixin to tie the red rope to her ankle, and for those who are pregnant with children, everything is "rather trusted".
If it was really the Red Rope, he felt that he had also become an accomplice to the harm to his children and wife.
Bi Xin comforted: "I know that you and your mother are all for the good of me and the child in my belly, and it was done by others, and it is impossible to prevent it." ”
"After I tied the red rope to my ankle, I didn't have that kind of ...... I feel connected with the fetus's heart, but because everything is calm, as long as everything is safe. ”
"Until that day, I originally wanted to see Ah Yao. As soon as I walked up the stairs, I suddenly felt something around me. Looking back there was nothing. Then I felt a hand behind my back against my lower back, pushing me forward. I couldn't stop or turn, I wanted to shout for help, but no one heard me... With the size of that hand and the position of the push, it was probably an eight or nine-year-old child..."
"My body fell involuntarily, but the desire to survive made me cling to a piece of bare steel bar. Ah Yao came to pull me...... I, I saw a blue-faced and fanged imp suddenly appear behind him... The little imp said to me in a sad manner, "If you don't let go, I'll kill him together." Then I saw that little ghost raised his foot and stomped on Ah Yao's head, and I ......"
Zhang Yao hugged Bi Xin tightly......
Su Xin was also very moved when she heard it, what a loving two people, but because of that evil ghost... Thinking of this, my heart was even more murderous.
Another thought came to Su Xin's mind: that is, as far as ordinary people are concerned, if they give birth to their own spiritual intelligence, it is only after birth that the soul and spiritual intelligence will slowly be formed, and it will not be until the age of three to five that the soul will slowly stabilize.
This is also the reason why children are ignorant and easily frightened.
Why did Bixin have a fetal spirit just a month or two after she was pregnant?
Before Bi Xin's words were finished, she eased her emotions and continued:
"I could clearly feel the sensation of my body slamming on the ground, the pain, the endless pain, and then I felt my soul pull out of my body...... Then, an abyss appeared below, and my soul sank involuntarily. At that moment, the fetal spirit reappeared, and he lifted me up to it, while he himself was swallowed up by the abyss......"
"He's calling me Mom, he's calling me Mom......"
Bi Xin covered her face and cried "woo".
"That's when I realized that he had been protecting me all along. The first time I fell off the ladder, it was he who protected me from becoming disabled, but he was too young and too weak in spirit, so he ...... The second time, he sensed that something was wrong with the little boy and wanted me to stay away...... But, but I'm an elm head, why am I so stupid, I just want to go up...... If it weren't for me, he wouldn't be, wouldn't... Finally, because there was something on the red rope that locked his spirit, so... Finally, when my soul left my body, he came out with him, and with his last strength he lifted me to the edge of the abyss..."
"I've been crouching next to it, and I can see Ah Yao there... Probably because we really have a heart, he often sits in the chair closest to me, and sits all day......
In recent times, I have noticed that the abyss is getting bigger and bigger, and when I see people jumping down, their souls fall straight into it. ”
"I tried to save them, but I got a blank ...... I remember two people who seemed to say that they were looking for someone to save them, and they were about to lose their hold, but I just couldn't catch them......"
Bi Xin is kind by nature, even if she becomes a ghost, she wants to help others.
It's a very uncomfortable feeling to watch someone jump out of front of you and fall into the abyss, and you can't do anything about it.
Zhang Yao can't cry now, in front of the person he loves the most, he doesn't have to hide anything, he doesn't have to pretend to be strong anymore, he cries like a child.