Chapter 832: What I Want Is Not You After All
If Shen Chizheng was still alive, it would be the two of them who would be together.
But this scene, Gu Chaohan didn't want to think about it, he couldn't imagine the scene of Su Yan and another person together.
Transparent tears blurred her vision again, and Su Yan choked up uncomfortably, "If I hadn't saved you at the beginning, then we wouldn't have known each other, maybe I and him were already married, but because I saved you, I cut off my life with my own hands." ”
After all, this shackle was given to her by herself.
Her love was not ruined in his hands, but in her own hands.
"Gu Chaohan, you said you would make it up, but how can you make up for it?" Su Yan's right hand clenched into a fist, "The person I love is not you, how do you make up for it?" ”
Every word she spoke, she turned into a knife and stabbed him fiercely.
Gu Chaohan raised his head, his whole body was weak, he couldn't love it, he couldn't hate, he was already humble to the bottom line, she didn't move or accept it, what else could he do?
"Even if you are good to me, it is useless, your good to me is not what I want."
Su Yan bit her lower lip tightly, her expression was sad, and she could hardly feel the pain of her tears spreading wantonly, "What if you lose your life for me?" What I want is not you. ”
What I want is not you.
All the rejection and all the resistance seem to be because of this one reason, what she wants, after all, is not him.
Gu Chaohan closed his eyes, feeling a fire burning in his throat, and he couldn't even say a word.
This woman is really a white-eyed wolf who can't be fed.
He gave her all the good, and she didn't know how to give back, but used what he gave her, hurting him little by little.
In fact, he already knew that this was the result, but even if he knew, he had no choice.
Who made him recognize her.
Even if he was tormented, he refused to let her go.
Seeing that his eyes were red, Su Yan couldn't help but get up from the bed and walked to the sofa step by step.
She stopped beside him, looking down on him, the corners of her mouth were a sneer that couldn't be hidden, "Gu Chaohan, will you also feel heartache?" ”
His lips tightened tighter and tighter, and he didn't say a word.
Su Yan poked at his heart, "But I'm even more uncomfortable than you, when you were so seriously injured, no one dared to operate on you, it was I who gambled and pulled you back from the ghost gate." ”
Her face was full of ridicule, and her voice was a few points higher, "When I saved you, I didn't expect that there would be these things that would happen later, if I had the ability to predict the future, even if I watched you die, I wouldn't help." ”
How to quickly find his weakness and hit it with one hit, in three years, Su Yan has long been well versed in his heart, and he has mastered this ability.
The vivid and intense pain, like a bone-eating poison, gradually filled Gu Chaohan's eyes.
He held his breath in his chest, and he couldn't stop for a long time by her words.
Gu Chaohan looked at her with an indifferent expression, and raised his palm without thinking.
She followed his hand with her gaze, "What, angry, want to do it?" ”
"Su Yan, do you know what you're talking about?"
He could bear her incomprehension and bear her hatred, but what did she just say, she said that she would rather watch him die than save him?
"Of course I do." Su Yan's tone was steady, it wasn't enough to cut his heart, and he sprinkled a handful of salt, "The biggest regret in my life is that I saved you from the operating table." ”
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