During the time he tried to forget her, he realized that even if she didn't love her, as long as he could see her every day.

Xia Yan bit his lip and shook his head, "No......." ”

She can't fulfill that promise now, tonight is no longer the same as before, let her abandon Yi Beihan now to repay her kindness, she can't do it, she can't do it!

Shen Haolie's expression was sharp, and he stared at her tightly and asked, "What if I have to get you?" ”

"Lie, don't be like this, okay? I am now the wife of Yi Beihan, and I am still pregnant with his child...... There's really no way we're going to be together. ”

"I told you, I can not care about anything, I just want you to be by my side as before, even if you call other men's names in your sleep every night, draw his picture every day, look at his picture...... I don't care about any of this, I just need you~! Shen Hao roared.

"You don't care, but I care, if I can't be with Yi Beihan in this life, it's better to die than life for me! I won't hate you if you keep me around, but I don't guarantee that I'll live—" Xia Yan roared madly.

"Then I'm going to try it and see if it's really as you said, without him, you won't be able to live-" Shen Haolie's eyes were cold, and his tone was resolute, even if it was a ruin, he would have to fight for himself again.

"Shen Haolie, you're crazy! Do you know if you continue to be entangled like this, we won't even be able to be friends? Xia Yan yelled at him loudly, wanting to wake him up.

"Do you think I'm willing to take this step? I've thought a lot about it this year, but in the end I still can't convince my heart, I can't control my body, I can't control my current behavior at all, the cells in my body seem to be screaming for you, I'm also in pain, okay? I didn't want to do that, but those five years took root in my heart like poppies, drove me crazy, made me miserable, I tried all kinds of ways to quit you, but they all failed......"

Shen Haolie roared hysterically. This was an expression that Xia Yan had never seen on his face, hideous, crazy, and painful......

Shen Haolie suddenly unbuttoned the coat on her upper body, tuo it off, and then the woolen sweater inside, and her sturdy body appeared in her eyes.

Xia Yan looked sluggish, not knowing what he was going to do.

Shen Haolie stared at her, and crossed his left arm in front of her, and she saw that the thick arm was full of scarred red marks, deep and shallow, long and short, new and old, lying on his arm like that, like a dazzling worm......

"Xia Yan, do you know? These scars weren't left by the fight, they were cut with a knife when I couldn't help but want to see you, and I really don't know how to forget you other than forcibly keep you by my side? Shen Haolie raised his eyes to look at her, and his eyes were full of scorching pain.

He seemed to be a completely different man.

I no longer suppressed my feelings like before, and vented all my passions.

Xia Yan looked at him in confusion, as if she was looking at a stranger, she never knew that this man loved her so forbearantly.

"Lie, I beg you not to torture yourself like this, okay?" Xia Yan suddenly couldn't cry, and tears flooded into a river.

But she knows very well that it is not because she is moved, but distressed.