Chapter 1303: Pain (1)
Liu Qianrao also hugged her tightly, and through the shallow temperature, Xiao Lanye could somehow faintly feel the despair in her heart......
"Qianrao...... If it really doesn't work, if it's too painful, then forget about him...... Find a ...... that works well for you I can't bear to be like you, I can't force this kind of thing, although I also want to help you...... But in the end, I found that I couldn't do anything, but only made it worse and worse between you......"
When Xiao Lanye said this, her tone was also full of sourness and guilt.
"I don't blame you, I really can't blame you for this, I just blame myself. I'm fine, really, you go back, Quan Jingcheng's car is here! ”
Liu Qianrao comforted, looked at the car below, and finally slowly let go of her.
Xiao Lanye raised her eyes and looked at her silently, took a deep breath, and said, "Then let's send you back first." ”
"No need, I have someone to send it, Gu Yuer will send me back."
Liu Qianrao reached out to help her pull the corner of her wind-blown clothes, squeezed out a smile on her face, and without waiting for Xiao Lanye to answer, she pushed her forward and directly helped her open the car door......
"That'...... Then be careful yourself......"
Xiao Lanye only had time to say this, and Liu Qianrao had already closed the car door and waved at her.
Quan Jingcheng quickly held her steady, and then let the driver in front of him drive.
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The car quickly disappeared in the night ahead, Liu Qianrao stood in place and watched for a long time, and the whole person suddenly felt a coldness, until there was a burst of warmth behind her, and she turned her head silently-
Gu Yuer didn't know when he had appeared behind her, and thoughtfully put on a coat for her.
Liu Qianrao looked at him silently, and suddenly let out a somewhat uncontrollable 'wow', lying on his shoulder, and sobbing low-
"He didn't come...... He didn't come......"
Gu Yuer was in a trance for a while, letting Liu Qianrao vent, and after a while, he raised his hand and patted her back, and asked in a low voice, "Was it because of him that you were so sad for a while?" ”
"I really love him...... I don't have any way to control myself, if I can cut off the love thread with a knife, I am also willing, really...... I know that I can use very despicable means to make him responsible for me and let him marry me, but I just can't be so cruel to him, and I'm afraid that if I force him to accept me, he won't be happy......"
Liu Qianrao cried into tears, "What can I do?" How can I make him fall in love with me? ”
Hearing these words, Gu Yuer's heart was also slightly dull, he looked at her silently, and replied with a wry smile, "I don't know ...... either."
"Is it so hard to fall in love with me? Gu Yuer, you said, he himself said that I was very good, why could he just not be moved? Or am I really not good enough? I've been doing it for so many years, and I always feel ...... I always feel that as long as I hold on for the next second, it will be the next second, and I will be happy, but every time I see the way he looks at me, I always feel like a mirage...... It's beautiful to look at, but it's also so far away......"
"He doesn't have me in his eyes...... I know he never had me in his eyes...... However, I just don't want to admit it, I want to lie to myself, silently tell myself that as long as I hold on a little longer, just a little longer, a miracle will happen......"