Lu Beixiao's inner monologue:

Watching her being locked in the gas chamber, raising a gun to commit suicide, and being buried in the fire, I didn't feel sad, killed the scorpion, raised a gun to commit suicide, and went with her, no matter how simple it was, there was nothing to be sad about.

Life and death are separated forever to be called miserable, one. Night whitehead.

She disappeared, and in the days when she was looking for her, her mood was still very calm, indescribably calm. Finding her and seeing her still panting, at that moment, I was excited and happy!

What does it mean to lose and regain?

That's it!

Although she couldn't move, she was unconscious, she couldn't speak, she couldn't blink her eyelids, but as long as she was alive, we still breathed together, and for me, we were content!

Every day, when she is like a normal person, she chats with her, gossips, talks sweetly, and talks about everything.

I always believed that she would wake up.

At first, everyone thought so, even eight-year-old Lu Xiaoluan and Lu Xiaowu thought so!

However, time passed day by day, month after month......

They are all wondering, is she like this forever? Only I am still holding on, in fact, there are many moments, I know, I am also deceiving myself!

Looking at her previous video, she had seen it a few times before, and there was only one feeling: sweetness!

Sweet to the heart!

will also recall more beautiful and sweet past times when we were together, in this life, the girl film brought me a lot of heavy happiness. She said in her text, in this life, she just wants me to be happy!

So, with a prophet of this life, she did everything she could to help me save my good brother!

But Ye Qiao, you saved everyone, but you made yourself like this!

Ye Qiao, open your eyes and see, what kind of person did I Lu Beixiao become by you?

After all, I couldn't hold back my tears!

Because, I especially look at you in the video, so vivid, cute, and domineering, and then look at you on the bed, motionless, except for a breath, no different from a dead person!

I especially thought that in the future, you would never call me "Brother Xiao" again, "Husband, husband" coquettishly, "Lu Beixiao!" Lu Beixiao! ”

The ground roared, "Land fowl. Beasts and fowls. The beast "gnashed its teeth!" My heart is like a knife cutting!

Do you understand?!

You won't punish me for kneeling on the remote control, durian skin, eating stinky tofu, abusing scum and sprinkling dog food with me, and won't foam with me, just lying unconscious like this, thinking of this, I will go crazy in my heart, I will go crazy!

Do you understand?!

At dusk, the afterglow of the setting sun spills over the courtyard, and the dim light shines through the floor-to-ceiling windows, reflecting on the beds and shining on the motionless lying people......

The tall and tall man, with tears on his face, walked towards the bed step by step......

At the door of the room, the little boy looked at his father, who was always educating himself and was a manly man who "bleeds without tears", was crying heartbreakingly, tears flowed down his face, and he was stunned.

It turns out that my father, who stands up to the sky and is invulnerable, will also cry......

Later he understood that his father would cry, but only for his mother......

The man walked to the edge of the bed, sat down, and sat the motionless man on his lap, tightly wrapped in his arms, his chin lowered the top of her hair, closed his eyes, and tears flowed more freely......

Deep in his throat, a low whimper sounded......

Who's crying? Still hugging her?

It seems to be Brother Xiao, her Brother Xiao, she smells the smell that belongs to him......