Guardforce is full of scheming, but he has always been timid.

She has always been afraid of ghosts, the root of the fear of ghosts, or in the Dingbei Hou Mansion, cousin Wei Kun is a very good storyteller, in order to rectify her cousins and sisters, she once told her a ghost story.

In fact, Wei An himself can't remember what kind of ghost story it is, but at that time, the immersive creepy and heart-pounding feeling is still fresh in his memory, in the dead of night, he often feels that the wind is gusting outside, and he is shrunk in the quilt all night long, and he can't even breathe, and he never dares to show his head to breathe, for fear that he will see a ghost as soon as he opens his eyes.

She still remembers that when she was a child, she felt particularly difficult every night, and never dared to sleep without Mama Wang, and then Mama Wang died, she was even more afraid of ghosts, and after arriving in Yuzhang, she saw that Wei Yulong was afraid of thunder, and her mother had to accompany Wei Yulong every time it thundered and rained, and she had also whimsically begged her mother to accompany her, and she was extremely humble and hopeful to beg her mother to come and see herself.

She still remembers the look on the face of the county lord of Changning when he refused, cold and disdainful, ridiculed and sarcastic.

The look in her eyes was like a sharp arrow off the string, which shot her all over her body, embarrassed and sad.

This wound has gone through past and present lives, and it still has not scabbed.

She knew that the Wei family didn't owe her, she was sorry for the Wei family, and she was the one who hurt her father and mother, but these small but never healed wounds in her past life pushed her into the abyss little by little and never healed, she wanted to know why.

Mama Wang propped herself up in surprise, through the moonlight, she could see Wei An's shining eyes, although this little girl was very stubborn in her mouth, she would never admit that she was disliked and ignored by her parents, but in fact, she had always cared about it in her heart....... She suddenly felt that her eyes were a little hot, and she held Wei An's cold hand through the tent, and shook her head gently: "Mama doesn't know ......"

Mama Wang couldn't sleep, so she simply got up and poured a cup of tea for Wei An, sat on her foot and watched Wei An hold the teacup, and gently rubbed Wei An's hair: "When Mama came to serve by your side......" She gestured: "You are only so old, and you are only more than eight months old, no matter who holds it, you are smiling and grinning, and you never recognize your life." ”

She remembered the appearance of Wei An when she was a child, and her heart was soft: "You have been obedient since you were a child, you have a high fever at such a young age, and you don't even have the strength to cry......

She looked at Wei An, and tears came down in her eyes: "I don't know why the county lord doesn't like you...... What a good child we are An'an...... Why don't you like it......"

She felt a little pain in her throat, and hurriedly suppressed her tears, looked at Wei An and lowered her head and said busily: "It's all over...... The county lord's mother was still young at that time, and she didn't know how to coax the children....... It will be fine in the future......"

Wei An didn't know that her mother didn't like her when she was a child, she just deceived Mama Wang.

She felt that a certain part of her heart hurt badly, and she pursed her mouth a little aggrieved, hugged her knees with both hands, buried her head in her arms, and suddenly became very discouraged.

If it is said that the mother in the previous life did not like herself because of her bad reputation, then how to explain what happened when she was a child?

What can an eight-month-old do wrong? How annoying is an eight-month-old child with a nurse?

She tried so hard to get better, and wanted to cut the bones and flesh of herself who didn't like her mother before, and reborn little by little, is it all to no avail?

But these sorrows were only cleaned up by Guardan in a moment.

She had already learned how to restrain her emotions, and curled the corners of her mouth towards Mama Wang: "What Mama said is that I have become better, and my mother will like my ......"

Seeing that her eyes were bright, like a child who longed for candy, Mama Wang's heart was even more sour, but her face still echoed her words: "Yes, the county lord will definitely like you...... Even the old lady looks at you differently, and the county lord will definitely like you......"

Guardan lay down face inside, his eyes not closed.

She knew why Mrs. Wei looked at her differently----- it was all stained with the light of the cousin of the Ming family who married King Zheng as Princess Zheng, and she heard the girls say about her behind her back more than once in her last life: "They all took advantage of a face similar to that of the cousin." ”

Wei An didn't know the deep meaning of these words, but this didn't prevent her from using this to please Old Lady Wei. In her last life, she relied on this to make Mrs. Wei tolerate her again and again.

In this life, she no longer wants to use this face to simply take advantage, she wants to use this face to do something serious.

She wanted to please Mrs. Wei and wanted to be nice to Mrs. Wei.

Because the saddest thing about Wei Yangqing to death was that he was not close to his mother, and he didn't see the last side of Mrs. Wei, and the same was true for the county lord of Changning.

She still remembered how Mrs. Wei died.

The old lady Wei was on crutches given by Emperor Longqing, and died on the pillar at the entrance of the Wenhua Palace.

She will die because she has been forced to have no way out.

After the death of Emperor Longqing, the King of Chu succeeded to the throne, and the new King of Chu was not as kind as Emperor Longqing to his sister-in-law, and he was free to let the rumors in the court run wild.

He didn't do anything, but in the eyes of the world, he did everything.

The Wei family was forced to retreat, there was no way to retreat, Wei Yumin was treated badly by the Pingyang Hou Mansion, the eldest daughter died of illness, the eldest son fell off the horse and was disabled, and the third master lost his official position......

These things came quickly and quickly, the old lady was already such an old person, she couldn't stand these, and finally after the eldest lady couldn't bear it and committed suicide, she couldn't bear it, and entered the palace with the crutches given by Emperor Longqing, and died in the Wenhua Hall to prove her innocence.

Since then, the rumors in the court have been completely extinguished, and the Wei family has finally been saved, but the vacant title of the Wei family has been withdrawn......

Wei Yangqing was later slandered and rebelled, and the newly ascended throne King Chu convicted Wei Yangqing without even asking, turning a blind eye to his arguments, and there was also the reason why Mrs. Wei was killed.

Guardan sighed, the road ahead was long, as if there was no end to it.

But she wanted to go slowly, she knew that in the previous life, whether it was her father or her mother, the saddest thing was to watch Mrs. Wei die tragically and could not do anything, she wanted to be kind to Mrs. Wei and win Mrs. Wei's favor, so that maybe her father and mother could treat her closer for the sake of her piety.

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