Chapter 401: If Life Is Only as First Seen.
A piece of black jade with a smooth body lying quietly in a sandalwood box.
Her fingers paused slightly.
If before her memory recovered, her impression of this piece of jade was probably that on the night when Yu Wenye pretended to be a masked man and followed her to rest in the forest, she saw the black jade pendant he was wearing around his waist.
Today, however, it's different.
Of course she knew about the black jade.
It was originally a pair of priceless lovers, named Allure.
A pair of black jade merged together, and it was a heart. The left heart valve is called "tilt", and the right heart valve is called "city".
Back then, after she fell in love with Yu Wenye, he gave her "Tilt", and kept the "city" to himself.
It's a ...... between the two of them
Affection.
However, when she wrote the breakup letter, she put this piece of black jade in the letter and returned it to him.
So, now why did he "give" this piece of black jade to her again?
Did he guess she had regained her memory?
Or does it represent ...... Re-emotional?
She reached out and picked up the black jade, gently stroking it in her hand.
picked up the black jade, and then found that under the black jade, there was a cotton silk strip, which was softly folded, and it was under the black jade.
She reached out and picked it up, and on the silk, the chic and generous handwriting was Yu Wenye's, and two lines of words were written with a thin pen:
If life is only as it first seems
What's the autumn wind sad painting fan
"If life is only as it ...... first seen"
She whispered.
But my heart ached.
If it is like the first meeting, is it just to not know each other, not to know each other, not to fall in love, or only to know each other and fall in love...... But never know the cruel truth.
Back then, when Lian Rudie forced her to take the Forgetful Gu, in fact, she didn't give her a second way at all.
Later, Rong Yi woke up.
He missed the time when Lian Rudie mentioned Yu Wenye's name, in fact, he didn't know who the man she loved at that time was, but he still persuaded her to take the Forgetful Gu.
He said, "When you love someone, you just want to belong to him. Xiao Jiu, even if you hate him, if one day, you will meet again, or even fall in love, you will regret it, you are no longer perfect...... Even if the man who really loves you doesn't care, you yourself will care. ”
At the beginning, what she was thinking about was not a reunion with Yu Wenye.
His deception and betrayal, she only wishes never to see him again in this life!
She will take the initiative to take the forgetful Gu, first, because she doesn't want to be with Rong Yi in such an ugly way.
Second, she loves Yu Wenye very much, and when she can't be sober, forget him and let him go.
However, he will one day take revenge on the Shen family.
With her, one day, will become enemies.
Obeying the Forgetful Gu was her punishment for believing him wrongly, and it also allowed her to ...... Forget about him completely.
Therefore, Lian Rudie actually didn't give her a second way.
If she doesn't accept the forgetfulness Gu, she has to love Rong Yihuan~ .
However, she didn't want to, she loved Yu Wenye in her heart, so it was impossible for her to do such intimate things with other men.
So, it's something she can't do, she doesn't have a choice.
It's also good to forget......
Since then, she and Yu Wenye have been strangers to the end of the world.
If one day, when she meets him again, she recovers her memory and deserves to die, because she falls in love with a man who deceives and uses her again and again......
Isn't it damned?
She took the black jade hand and gently placed it on her lower abdomen.
People are always not as good as heaven.
She suffered the sins she created, but she never thought that it would affect such a small innocent.