Chapter 31: The Secret

Before Guard's revenge could be taken seriously, he had already lost weight at an alarming speed, like an extremely fast withering epiphany, the bright light in his eyes before was extinguished quickly, and the whole person was so atrophied that he couldn't look like it.

Mama Wang was so anxious, but her girl was a strong one, and she didn't say anything when she asked her what happened, but she just ran to the small Buddha hall of He'an Courtyard when she saw the sky.

She asked Lan He Wei An what he was doing in the small Buddha Hall, did she inadvertently offend Mrs. Wei, she was anxious and didn't know what to do, it was easy to get a little blue eyes from Mrs. Wei recently, and her life was much better, seeing that the girl was also rejuvenated, and the whole person was getting better and better, if she really offended Mrs. Wei......

Lan He didn't go to He'an Courtyard with Wei An today, but she knew what Wei An was going to do, so she quickly shook her head at Mama Wang: "It's not that I offended the old lady, the girl went to pick up Buddha beans......

Not only picking up Buddha beans, Guard An seems to have taken root in the small Buddha hall, staying in the small Buddha hall all day long, patiently picking up Buddha beans, picking up a dustpan and a dustpan, picking up Buddha beans and starting to copy scriptures, just a few days, has copied four or five scriptures, each of which has been copied three or four times, as if never tired.

She remembered that Guard's abnormality was from Qiu Yun saying that Mama Li had taken a bone to test Guard's blood, and her face was a little embarrassed.

Although Mama Wang has a very close relationship with Wei An, what the young lady didn't say must have a reason, she settled down and coaxed Mama Wang very patiently: "The girl has a sense of proportion...... The old lady likes the girl who can calm down and worship the Buddha......"

Guardan is not only able to calm down, she is simply too calm.

Mrs. Wei has never seen any little girl of this age who can sit in the small Buddha hall for a whole day, let alone the young lady who tirelessly picks up Buddha beans and copies scriptures.

It's like...... It's like she doesn't know what to do but do it.

Even the young Ming fish of the year couldn't be so heartbroken.

When things go wrong, there must be demons, Guard, this girl, from being cautious but annoying, from arrogant and arrogant but fragile and abnormal, to being so silent as if she has seen through the world is too short.

There is no gradual process, it seems to change suddenly.

Mrs. Wei looked through the window at the little girl kneeling in front of the Buddha, kneeling upright and straight like a green bamboo, looking at the pious look on her face, watching her small body fall on the futon, I don't know why, I suddenly felt that Wei An was full of wounds.

Mama Hua looked at the old lady's gaze, I don't know why, my heart was a little sour.

What kind of difficult thing can force a child to this field?

Guardforce himself didn't know.

In her last life, until she died, she thought that her mother didn't like her because she had a bad reputation, because she was not good enough, open-minded enough, and not sensible enough, and she actually wanted to die a long time ago.

I wanted to die when I heard Peng Lingwei and Peng Caichen talk about how they used themselves.

But she didn't, she was going to die, but she always wanted to avenge her family.

She doesn't know where she got the perseverance, she has always been with Princess An He and the people of the Peng family, has always greeted Princess An and Princess with a smile, and has been low and small to Peng Lingwei, draining their suspicions little by little, and quietly sending them to death, if it weren't for the guilt for her mother and the guilt for her daughter, she wouldn't have lived so long, maybe she wouldn't have been reborn.

But when she was full of anticipation and joy to find that she had come all over again, and thought that she must be very close to her mother, she suddenly realized that her mother suspected that she was not her child.

This discovery is devastating.

will take the bones to test, indicating that the county lord of Changning already has a suspicion.

Qiu Yun said that her blood could drip into her bones...... Then Mama Li must have known, and her mother must have known......

She wanted to laugh a little, the blood test was not allowed at all, she had heard Peng Caichen say in her last life, the blood test was all bullshit, if you want blood to be incompatible, just add some alum, if you want blood compatibility, there are many methods.

But I want to cry a little.

The mother suspects that she is not her child, which means that she may really not be the mother's child----- mother will never doubt her background without evidence, and will always find something to do so.

So whose child is she? Who is the owner of that bone?

If she is not the child of the county lord of Changning, then there is enough reason for the indifference of the county lord of Changning to her in the previous life----- who wants to help others raise children? There is a difference between intimacy and intimacy, and those who are related by blood are different from those who are not related.

But if she is really not the child of the county lord of Changning, then why did the previous county lord of Changning find out that she colluded with Peng Caichen to save her life and let her live well?

This doesn't make sense.

Her head hurt a little when she thought about it, and her throat seemed to be stuffed with a thick ball of wet cotton, itching and uncomfortable.

What would my mother think of her if she knew that her blood would be compatible with that bone?

You must think, this is a bad seed, this is a dove occupying the magpie's nest, right?

Who is the owner of that bone? Father's room? Aunt? Old lovers?

She felt like crying, but she couldn't shed any tears.

She works hard to live a more upright life in this life, and wants to be a good person.

But if everything she has isn't hers.

If she wants to love, repay, and get close, these relatives are not hers.

So what should she do?

She couldn't figure it out, knelt in front of the Buddha, and sincerely petitioned the Buddha.

She never wanted to rely on the gods and Buddhas, but at this moment, there seemed to be no other way than to rely on the gods and Buddhas.

Can you be kind, she doesn't want much, she doesn't dare to ask for too much.

Just one thing, just one thing.

Please bless me as the child of the county lord of Changning, and please bless me not to go down the old path of the first life......

I can work hard,

You can give anything.

Don't let me live to the end only to find myself as miserable as my previous life, covered with white eyes and filth.

She thought about it, and remembered what her grandmother had always said when she put her arms around her.

When you are still young, the hardships you endure, the tears you shed, and the hardships you endure will become the light that illuminates your progress.

She doesn't know how many secrets she hides, but she knows very well that no matter how many secrets there are, she must work hard to live a good life. The hardships to be endured, she has already endured them in the previous life, and she has walked barefoot and endured the pain on the difficult road, if her identity is her original sin......

There is nothing in this world that can stop her from becoming strong.

Everything she wants, she must get through her own hands.

---- written at the end of the article, Guardan is a girl with a very peculiar experience, she has many differences with Xiaoyi, although Xiaoyi does not have a mother, but Cui's kindness to her everyone knows, Guard's is different, she was raised coldly by her mother since she was a child, everyone should know that such a little girl has some character flaws, and it is easy to go to extremes.

Such a little girl will not be willing to wait for death, she will have expectations for the county lord of Changning because of the guilt of her previous life, but she will not be killed because of this expectation, so don't worry, and the plot is not out of the ordinary~~~