"But all peace is bought by war, and this cannot be changed, just as we cannot change the will of His Majesty." Kutch sighed.

Noyce was slightly distracted, and after a while, he whispered: "Indeed, this is something that cannot be changed, just as we will eventually be destroyed, and we cannot prevent it, living in this last world, who can get out of the sea of suffering?" Climb ashore, maybe a prison of thorns. ”

"Eventual destruction?" Kuchi was stunned and frowned, "What do you mean?" ”

Noyce leaned back in his chair slightly, looked up at the blue sky overhead, felt that the clouds were drifting very fast, and seemed to be gathering here in large numbers, he said faintly: "Before, I always thought that I could get out of the predicament and end the suffering by my own efforts, but it wasn't until I was imprisoned later that I realized that there are many things that you can't change, and sometimes you have to deal with not one person, but a system that has lasted for hundreds or thousands of years, as well as the entire empire, and even, all the civilians of the entire empire!" ”

"When you're going to change, you're going to destroy it all."

"If you don't want to change, you can only be destroyed, or assimilated, smoothed out the edges and corners, and become the least prominent one in the crowd."

Speaking of this, Noyce was slightly silent, and only said after a while: "Until I was released from prison, I grew up with Your Majesty all the way, and now I have climbed to the status of a king, and my vision has expanded from a small giant wall to the whole world, I thought that all the suffering would leave me, and I would have no worries in this life, but then I realized that I was wrong, I was no different from the weak prisoner who was trapped in the giant wall of Sylvia." ”

"I am powerful, I am powerful, but I will die, I will die of old age, or I will be killed."

"From the moment man is born, he is counting down to death, this is the truth of life, what a sad and pitiful thing!"

"No matter how much you struggle, whether you are brilliant or grief, after death, you will be forgotten, even if someone knows your name and will be passed down for generations, what is the point? Who are those who remember your glorious deeds? Is there a despicable thief in there? Rapist? Moral untouchables? If so, what is there to be happy about being remembered by these people? ”

Katch scratched his head and said, "How can I hear you say that, I feel like you are like those poets and writers who play with their brains, and all day long you either sing about life or discuss the meaning of life whether to live or die." ”

"The meaning of life?" Noyce glanced at him, chuckled, and said, "The meaning of life is meaningless!" What difference does it make if you live or die? All life will come to an end, it will be destroyed, and then new life will be born from the destroyed corpse, and a new round of struggle and reproduction will continue, and finally it will still come to the end of destruction. ”

"Pointless?" Kachi shook his head and said, "Didn't those writers you said vomit blood when they heard this, didn't it seem that they studied this all day long, just to eat a bowl of rice?" I think it's quite interesting, it's only the weak who are destroyed, not all of us humans, and the strong will not be destroyed. ”

"That's only a matter of time." Noyce smiled lightly and said: "As long as there is desire, the end times will not stop, and human beings will continue to roll in this meat grinder, and finally throw away a boiling blood, completely twist the delicately dressed skin, and chew the hard and unyielding bones until they turn into a pile of rotten meat beyond recognition, which is the last form in the meat grinder." ”

"Can this form still be considered alive?"

Kachi was stunned, his mind was not as rough as it looked, he had already heard the meaning and depth of Noyce's words, and when he thought of the deepest meaning in it, he suddenly felt a chill.

As long as there is desire, the last days will not stop?

He thought about this sentence over and over again in his mind, and the more he thought about it, the more he trembled.

"Whether it is in the old times or now, the last days have never stopped." Noyce didn't care about Kachi's expression, and said to himself: "The end of the world represents death, where there is fighting, there is death, where there is desire, there is fighting, this is an unsolvable cycle, from the birth of life, it is destined to struggle in the last days, work hard for survival, and work hard to live with your head up, but when you struggle to the point where you can raise your head and enjoy your hard-won dream life, will your body still be as clean as it was at the beginning?" ”

"The saints taught us to restrain our desires, the law compelled us to restrain them, and everything tells us that lust is the source of destruction!"

However, the saints did not teach us how to live after restraining our desires. The law also doesn't tell us how to protect ourselves after restraining our desires. ”

"One step forward, it's the abyss hell."

"Stop, it's still the same."

"Stand back, the thorns behind you will pierce your heart with ten thousand arrows."

"We can only move forward, keep moving forward, looking for hope, and that hope is like a fish fishing ahead, and we are gluttonous cats, always chasing, never able to eat that bite."

Kachi's face became extremely ugly, and he couldn't help but interrupt him, saying, "Isn't it possible for Your Majesty to get out of it?" Your Majesty has no desires, is already like a god, can't he escape from the whirlpool of the last days? ”

Noyce glanced at him, seemed to penetrate his thoughts, and his tone became a little indifferent, "Do you think that after becoming a god, you will be able to jump out of the last days?" But you don't know that Your Majesty is the one who is in the deepest part of the whirlpool of the last days, and there will be no return! He is long dead, and even if he truly becomes a god, how can he be the original him? The end of the world has already crushed him into powdery rotten meat, no matter how you put it together, you can't find the original appearance, when you are unrecognizable, what is the difference between death and death? ”

Katch froze.

"Become a god...... Can't you be free? He felt a slight throbbing pain in his heart and a feeling of depression that he couldn't breathe.

Noyce's eyes flickered suddenly, and he said, "Your Majesty is not hopeless, maybe...... Only when that girl appears can she piece together the appearance of His Majesty. ”

"You mean, Miss Helissa?" Kutch's pupils contracted slightly.

……

……

Half a year after the rebellion of the Hundred Kings.

The large-scale reconstruction of the imperial capital has been restored to its original state, but the princes and nobles living in the imperial capital have gradually decreased, and they are worried that such assassination attacks will occur again and be implicated.

"Aurora, I heard that there is news of Helissa over there in the Northern Corpse Country?" In the rebuilt imperial palace, Du Dian sat on the throne in a dark gold lace royal robe, indifferently looking down at the graceful woman below the main hall.

Aurora looked respectful and said, "Back to Your Majesty, the Corpse King just said that he saw the figure of Miss Helissa suspected from other corpses, but the details still need to be investigated." ”

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