Chapter 838: Guo Wei's Painful Memories
Ling Li immediately made a decision and stopped the conversation: "Go, I'll take you back to the hospital, if you run out suddenly, your father will definitely be in a hurry." ”
"You're in such a hurry to get me away?" Guo Wei asked harshly.
"Guo Wei!" She was a little angry and glared at him: "I'm for your good, why do you look down on me so much?" Can't we even be ordinary friends? Do you want me to break up with you? ”
"Ordinary friends?"
These five words pierced his heart deeply! Everything I paid to her was exchanged for the five words "ordinary friend", which is really cruel! Why, even though he knew her first, was taken by someone else? Did you not grasp the opportunity? If he had confessed his heart to her earlier, maybe Hua Yileng would not have had a chance to enter her heart! He really regretted not telling Ling Li earlier that he liked her, he liked it very much!
"You want that?"
"Ling Li, in your heart, I may not even have the qualifications to be your friend, right?"
"Why do you say that?"
"Putting aside my feelings for you, if you really cared about me at all, you wouldn't have promised my dad that he would never see me again, it can be seen that I am just a dispensable existence to you, and you can easily abandon me, just like my mother, who left me and left this world when I was young, she ...... Right in front of me......"
Guo Wei suddenly recalled the painful memory of his childhood, although he was still very young and less than five years old, but he always remembered the scene when his mother died, and later his father lied to him that his mother died of illness, but in fact, it was not at all! She committed suicide and ended her life right in front of him.
Ling Li noticed the change in his face, a very painful look, it was the first time she had heard Guo Wei mention his mother. Moreover, according to what he said just now, something bad must have happened back then, so that Guo Wei still can't let go.
"Guo Wei, you ...... What happened to you? The way he looked scared her.
“……”
"Guo Wei?" She shouted at him a few times, and he came back to his senses, his forehead was covered with beads of sweat, and his eyes were red: "Are you okay?" ”
This long-dusted memory is like a movie, one scene after another is playing in front of his eyes, and the memory he vowed to forget is gradually becoming clear at this moment. When he saw his mother commit suicide, he was suddenly awakened: "I'm sorry to scare you, I'm fine, but I suddenly remembered what I had forgotten." ”
"What's the matter?" Ling Li naturally asked reflexively, and felt that it was inappropriate, so she waved her hand: "You didn't ask me, I think it must be something that makes you very painful." ”
"When I was five years old, that day I was playing hide and seek with our nanny, I hid in my mother's closet, I heard a noise outside, I opened a gap, but saw my mother sitting on the bed facing me, I quietly opened the cabinet, wanted to jump out to scare her, but the moment I jumped out of the closet...... She...... She shot herself! I fell right in front of my eyes......" Guo Wei said with tears in his eyes.
Ling Li was silent after hearing this, she didn't know that Guo Wei still had such a memory buried in her heart, seeing her mother commit suicide with her own eyes, how much of a shadow would this cause to a young child? Over the years, he has endured this pain silently alone.