Closing remarks
Whew, the king is over.
I wanted to smoke a cigarette and savor this faint sad taste, only to remember that I had quit smoking for a long time.
Rub your hands together, organize your thoughts, and tap slowly.
Well, the king is the longest book I've ever written, if it's according to the fantasy upgrade routine, the number of words can be doubled, six million words is not a problem, break through a world and come again, destroy the demon insect Aragami and then come to other messy advanced species, the vast universe, and it is also trivial to pinch a few interstellar races at random.
But that's not the king.
From the beginning of the first chapter of this book, I have already thought about the picture of the finale: the heroine hugs the protagonist who has become a god after suffering, pierces their bodies with a sharp sword, and sleeps in a hug, but it is only the heroine who dies, and the male protagonist still exists.
That's right, the sad end was predestined from the beginning.
At the beginning of each book, I habitually sketch the scene of the finale, so the book is destined to be a tragedy from the beginning.
Dudian is not a positive protagonist, not even a protagonist, he is just a tragedy born in human beings and in this environment, but what I want to express is not his sorrow, but the sorrow of the environment, and the sorrow of people.
Halfway through, I saw someone say that the protagonist's brutal and dark methods were unbearable and abandoned the book, but I saw it and still wrote mine silently.
Some people abandon books for fear of affecting the three views, and I understand it.
But I can't agree with anyone who says that this book is purely about darkness and exaggerating dark psychology.
In the works with the strongest light, the darkness is clearly visible, and in the dark direction, the light of human kindness will also be particularly moving, which is a common literary contrast, and the king also belongs to the dark direction, but I didn't depict too many flashes of human nature, because I didn't want to, because what I wanted to write about was a dark and sad world.
The world may seem far away from us, but it may actually be all around us.
This is a world without a glimmer of light.
In the past, the protagonist was everyone's role model, representing justice, even if it was not righteous and awe-inspiring, but a gangster, it must also conform to the moral bottom line, it seems that the protagonist is an example for everyone to learn.
But Dudian is not.
He is lonely, the crystallization of human nature as I understood it when I created it, and his ending cannot be changed, and there is only one, and that is by no means a full and happy life.
In the process of writing this book, I am also slowly learning, learning to look at the world, looking at many things, from the naïve and enthusiastic before, to the silence now, I saw that some people say that this book is too depressing, in fact, the most affected person is me.
So I wanted to write a book that was fun and lighthearted.
But when I wrote the outline, I couldn't help but dig deeper, and once I went deeper, I found a lot of things that I couldn't see.
Something that the light can't shine on.
Maybe it will be difficult for future works to escape from this influence, maybe this is the seed of the beginning of the style? But I don't feel like I'm limited by a certain style, just like I don't want to be a sci-fi writer who only writes about the end times.
I'm lively and funny by nature, but now I seem to have lost interest in many things, my desire is slowly decreasing, I can't lift myself up for anything, and everything seems to be boring.
Only by letting your brain stop thinking and not thinking will you feel happy, just like when you are chatting with your wife and family, you don't need to use your brain to think and be happy.
Happy life is the most comfortable way to live.
The bitter and bitter sorrow will only make you look bitter, and a little pretending.
But when writing about the king, I had to sink my heart, think, analyze, and look at many things from the perspective of the king.
Then the mood was dull.
At the beginning, I just wanted to write about a slightly real and cruel world, with a little bit of depth, such as the giant wall, which means the human heart, people are imprisoned by the giant wall and dare not step out, just like they are imprisoned by inner fear and dare not step out, so they never know whether the outside world is beautiful or ugly.
So I told the outside world what it was like, cruel, ugly, monsters.
That's the dark tone of the book.
But write slowly, keep digging, get deeper and deeper, keep thinking deeply, and then write it slowly.
Maybe it's not well expressed, but what this book wants to express has basically been written, and in the later stage, there is actually nothing to write about, because this book is mainly about a mental journey.
There is no limit to the rise of power, you can penetrate one world after another, but the heart has a limit.
Who can save when the heart is completely degenerated and becomes a king?
From the beginning of the plan to make money in business, to the world environment built after dozens of chapters, I found that I can write a lot of ideas, and these ideas will conflict with upgrading and fighting monsters, contrary to business, but I am reluctant to give up.
So in the early days of its release, Dudian was unjustly imprisoned and his subscriptions plummeted, which was extremely traumatic for a book, but I have no regrets.
Since I was in prison, I stopped reading book reviews often, thinking that the subscription would be dropped anyway, and it would be useless to look back, and if no one really watched it in the end, I couldn't make money for food, and I would be a eunuch.
Fortunately, the number of people watching from the back gradually stabilized, and gradually increased.
At that time, I was even more lazy to read book reviews, anyway, I could write according to my own thoughts, and I could eat mixed rice, so why listen to others?
Therefore, although I am depressed in this book, in general, it is quite happy and can be ignored.
Towards the end, I have been paying attention to book reviews for the past few days, and I have seen many people hoping for a happy ending, I can only say sorry, I insisted on it for so long, and in the end, wouldn't it be a slap in the face to drop the chain, and I have been blind for so long and worked hard day and night to code words.
Well, I suddenly thought of the last book to restart the end times, and that book can be regarded as a tragic ending, falling into an inescapable reincarnation, repeated experiences and repeated losses, and repeated searches, but can never grasp the most precious things.
However, the reboot is better than this, at least the hearts and minds remain the same.
Darkness does not.
There is no point in reincarnation.
Well, that's probably what comes to mind at the moment.
This time the depression is a little ruthless.,It's almost seriously depressed.,The new book belongs to a more lively point.,The world view is very interesting.,There are many levels.,It's a light to moderate realistic fantasy cool article~
What's that, if you haven't collected it yet, you can quickly collect it, and the recommended ticket will start!
When I open my eyes tomorrow, I'm going to see a four-digit collection...... Horizontal!
I almost forgot, the title of the book is: Terror Descends~
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