Extras (Ending)
Qingyin knew that Lin Yuanyuan was the little girl who accompanied her during the darkest time, and she was very excited in her heart, but she had developed a habit for many years, and her face was still plain.
Lin Yuanyuan couldn't understand it, and his heart couldn't help but sink to the bottom, lowering his eyelashes, hiding the disappointment and sadness in his heart.
The soft music in the café flowed slowly, and the whispering of the next table made time feel very slow.
was so slow that Lin Yuanyuan thought that Qingyin would not speak, but Qingyin slowly spoke: "Ah Yuan, how have you been doing all these years?" ”
He hadn't seen Ah Yuan's appearance, but he had heard the discussions of the two aunts who took care of them at the time, and knew that Ah Yuan's life experience, like him, was two children abandoned by their parents.
Five or six-year-old Ah Yuan, much like when he was five or six years old, he was full of kindness to the world and liked everyone who was good to her.
Hide your loneliness and sadness, and try your best to coax the people around you to be happy.
In his most painful and darkest days, the little girl timidly reached out to hold his hand and comforted him over and over again: "Brother Jingyi doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt anymore." ”
"Brother Jingyi, eat sugar."
It was the only warmth in those painful days.
It's just that now, after being washed by wind and frost, his personality is cold and quiet, and his emotions are introverted.
Lin Yuanyuan pursed the corners of his mouth: "Very good, I have always been with Lin Hao's father." ”
After a simple greeting, it was quiet again, and Lin Yuanyuan still couldn't let go in front of Qingyin, bowing his head and twisting his fingers.
Qingyin was not a person of many words, and looked down at the coffee on the table.
It wasn't until Lin Yuanyuan's mobile phone rang that Lin Yuanyuan came back to her senses and answered the phone, it was Sun Tian who called her and asked her if she wanted to go upstairs for dinner.
Lin Yuanyuan glanced at the Qingyin on the other side, and sighed lightly: "Order me a seafood fried rice, I'll go up immediately." ”
hung up the phone, squinted and looked at Qingyin: "My friend called me to go to dinner, I'll leave first." ”
Seeing Qingyin nodding, Lin Yuanyuan left in a panic, the current Jingyi brother made her feel very distant!
Sun Tian looked at Lin Yuanyuan, who couldn't stop eating, and was a little curious: "What's wrong with you?" Teacher Qingyin ignores you? ”
Lin Yuanyuan sighed again: "I really wanted to see him when I didn't see it, but I really didn't know what to say when I saw it?" And it feels a lot worse than I remember. We haven't seen each other for more than ten years, and we no longer have the same intimacy as we had at the beginning. I could be a complete stranger to him. And he is only an obsession for me. Childhood obsessions. You must know that I didn't have any friends in my childhood, and I lived a wandering life, so the closest friend at that time was Brother Jingichi. ”
As he spoke, he reached out and touched his upper lip, and he also touched the thick base when he came out today: "The most important thing is that everyone looked at me with sympathy at that time, only Brother Jingyi didn't, because he couldn't see it." ”
Sun Tian knew what Lin Yuanyuan cared about: "Actually, the scar on your face is not obvious at all, even if you don't wear concealer foundation, you can't see it." ”
Lin Yuanyuan curled the corners of his lips: "The main thing is that this defect is deeply ingrained in my heart, every time a gaze falls on my face, I feel that I must see the scar on my mouth." ”
Low self-esteem is engraved in the bones, and laughing loudly is just to hide the panic in your heart.
Therefore, people who are not familiar with Lin Yuanyuan think that she is a particularly cheerful and optimistic girl, and she greets everyone with a smile every day.
Sun Tian felt that it was this Qingyin that suddenly appeared, which made Lin Yuanyuan's unconfidence and inferiority complex run out again: "Yuanyuan, don't see Teacher Qingyin in the future." Who can always remember the friendship when they were children? Even if you remember, it's just a good memory, and if you really get along, you don't know what's going on. Forget it, forget it, don't see Teacher Qingyin in the future. ”
Lin Yuanyuan stuffed a spoonful of rice into his mouth fiercely, and nodded with a bulging cheek: "Hmm." ”
As long as Qingyin is not involved, Lin Yuanyuan's mood recovers quickly, and he happily goes shopping with Sun Tian after eating.
bought a shirt and a set of home clothes for Lin Hao, bought himself a discounted dress, and then went home separately.
Take the subway to Lin Hao's home in Wudaoying Hutong, which is mostly filled with cafes, taverns and literary shops, which is a place where many petty bourgeois young people love to gather, and many tourists come here to take pictures. As a result, two stores have also become Internet celebrity stores.
Tourists who come here often make the hutongs crowded.
Lin Hao's house is in the depths of the alley, a quiet place in the middle of the noise, and you can hear the noisy crowd on the street when you sit in the courtyard.
Lin Yuanyuan likes this place very much, there is the purest Beijing culture here, and there is also the most down-to-earth fireworks life. Walk through the crowd to your doorstep.
At the door, there is a pair of stone lions and curved roses, which are blooming in June. Many tourists gathered around to take pictures.
Lin Yuanyuan stood next to him, smiling and waiting for everyone to finish filming, before pushing the door and entering, closing the vermilion wooden door with his hand, blocking the curious eyes of tourists.
It also blocked the bustle outside the wall, the dark fragrance floated in the small courtyard, and under the wisteria trellis, Lin Hao and a young man played quietly.
Lin Yuanyuan was stunned in place, Qingyin!
I never thought that the person I saw at noon would appear at home at this time.
Lin Hao raised his head when he heard the movement, looked at Lin Yuanyuan and beckoned with a smile: "Ah Yuan is back, let's see who is coming?" ”
Lin Yuanyuan was still thinking that Qingyin would be a stranger in the future, but he didn't expect to meet so soon, so he restrained his wandering thoughts and smiled: "Teacher Qingyin is good." ”
Lin Hao couldn't help but smile: "Why are you so polite to Brother Jingyi?" ”
Qingyin raised his eyes, and his deep eyes seemed to be swirling, which made Lin Yuanyuan couldn't help but be distracted.
Lin Hao looked at Lin Yuanyuan, who was standing with dry eyes, and reminded him loudly: "Put the things in the house first, come and play chess with your brother Jingyi, I have a back pain in the afternoon." ”
Saying that, he stood up with some effort on his waist, and moved his legs and feet: "It's not okay to be disobedient, the body is not as good as a year after year." ”
When Lin Yuanyuan heard this, he hurriedly put the paper bag in his hand on the rocking chair next to him, and went over to support Lin Hao's arm: "Why don't you go to the sanatorium for a while?" I don't feel at ease when you're home alone. ”
Lin Hao explained rarely: "This yard was bought when I got married, and this wisteria was also planted by her back then. I live here just for the sake of a thought. ”
Although Jiang Lan now lives alone abroad, after missing so many years, it is impossible for the two to go back to the past.
Lin Yuanyuan sent Lin Hao to the door, watched the people go away, closed the door and turned around, watching the sunset sprinkle on Qingyin's body through the wisteria trellis, curling like a fairy. Mixed with the faint fragrance of flowers, I shook my head.
Immediately laughed, some people miss it for a lifetime, since he is here, then she will work hard!
Qingyin looked back at Lin Yuanyuan, who was standing at the door in a daze, and the corners of her lips were slightly hooked......
Reunion after a long absence, the flowers are blooming just right!