Chapter 1403: I'm a Jerk, Right? (iv)
An indifferent trench coat swayed in the night breeze, the slender body looked even more cold, the light eyes were as quiet as the distant stars in the sky, flashing with a faint shimmer, and his hands were displayed in his pockets, looking at him quietly
"I'm a jerk, right? Do you all think I'm a jerk? ”
Xiao Ting took a long breath of cigarette and said in a low voice, in the light smoke, he didn't seem to be willing to see his appearance clearly
Xi Mo stared at him for a moment, then suddenly reached over, took the cigarette pack and lighter in his hand, took out a cigarette, and lit it carelessly, not caring at all about Xiao Ting's slightly frozen surprised eyes
He spat out a cigarette lightly, and a faint cool light was reflected in his starry eyes, and the cold voice was like a cool breeze through the bamboo forest, with a hint of gloom-
"Since you have done it, you don't have to think about anything, in the world of feelings, most of them are subjective consciousness, they will never understand if they haven't experienced your struggle, don't care too much about other people's eyes, if you want to live a little easier, just like me, is a woman who smokes a bad woman a degenerate?"
Xi Mo said, and also raised the hand holding the cigarette slightly, and smiled disdainfully
"It's a good thing to be neat, there are still a lot of things that need to be done, and your choice is right, with such a woman, you will be very tired, not to look down on, just feel inappropriate, not because of love, you have to love, we all want to do our best to reduce the harm, but in the end, others may not understand you. Therefore, you can only stick to it by yourself. ”
There was no trace of warmth in Xi Mo's indifferent voice
"It sounds like that, and you seem to have a deep understanding."
Xiao Ting looked at her silently
Xi Mo casually spat out a cigarette and said indifferently, "People are all contradictions, they all want to draw such a bottom line in their hearts, and if they want to live a simple life, then they must have a clear goal." You and I are both soldiers, or used to be soldiers, you should have a deep understanding of my previous words, just like shooting a target, three points and one line, you think that if you aim the bullet and shoot it, you can hit, but you ignore the resistance and other factors, and there is still a possibility of missing the target. ”
"You're pretty open-minded."
Xiao Ting said with a smile
Xi Mo shook his head and said disapprerovingly, "Then you also overestimate me, just like I have never been optimistic about love without bread, no matter how beautiful the relationship is, it is finally difficult to withstand the reality, let the other party see the reality clearly, and it is also responsible for the other party, as for whether it can be accepted or not, it is the other party's business, and we ourselves, the task we performed has been completed, and we can't care so much." ”
"Did your boss tell you that you are a very strong person who executes goals and executes, but is also very cold?"
Xiao Ting stared at Xi Mo and suddenly asked
Xi Mo nodded, and said indifferently, "Yes, so many people may not like me, but what does it have to do with me?" Those who care about themselves care about themselves, that's enough, I'm not an immortal who saves sentient beings, and I don't have that kind of awareness. ”
"Really? Then why did you work so hard when you were on a mission, didn't you just come here with bruises all over your body? ”
Xiao Ting asked
Xi Mo smiled happily, "That's just because it's a task, my conscience hasn't crossed the bottom line, and everything is fine." ”
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PS: I want Xi Mo's way of living, but many times I live as Xiao Ting, the older I get, the more I feel that it is really difficult to be simple. See you tomorrow!