Chapter 1223: Immortal Heart (4)
Xiao Ting's words surprised Liu Qianrao-
Not because of anything, but it's hard to imagine that someone like him would tell her this so calmly.
"Again, someone needs to do it."
After a long time, Liu Qianrao said this.
"However, Grandpa Xiao is also concerned about you, and Ah Lan is also quite worried. I know you don't like me, but, I wonder, why? And, what exactly do you like? I'm curious, what am I not good enough to make you look down on like this? ”
Liu Qianrao finally asked, and when she said this, her tone was also light, listening, it seemed that this mood was also very calm.
Listening, Xiao Ting was stunned in his heart, and was a little surprised by Liu Qianrao's sudden question-
Didn't you just want to talk about that?
However, looking at the calm look on her face, Xiao Ting was silent and didn't say anything for a long time.
"Tell me, really, I'm really curious! I don't mean anything else, just a chat. If you're not used to it, then I'll do it first-"
Liu Qianrao said, paused, took a slight breath, and continued, "My parents separated early, and I didn't have any fatherly love or siblings since I was a child, so I want to find a stable and down-to-earth man than those fresh little handsome guys or cool rich and handsome, and it's better to have the feeling of a big brother next door......"
Liu Qianrao said here, I don't know why, I suddenly felt a little sad, paused for a few seconds, and then said, "Maybe I'm more lacking in love, I don't have any sense of security, even if my career has been thriving over the years, I still can't ignore the deepest desire in my heart...... I feel like I've been drifting all along, like duckweed with no fixed roots, drifting with the flow...... When my mother was still there, I was a little worried and I could still feel a little bit at home...... Later, my mother passed away, and I felt like I didn't have a home anymore...... Every night when I came back to my own place, it was a deserted feeling......"
"The cold walls, the cold lights, everywhere is empty...... I'll admit that I might be pretentious...... It's been so many years, and I should have gotten used to loneliness for a long time, but I still can't control the hopes in my heart. ”
Liu Qianrao said back, a wry smile crossed the corner of her mouth, she turned her head to look at Xiao Ting, and saw that his expression was calm, and finally sighed, "Forget it!" What do I mean by telling you? It's just embarrassing! ”
"I ...... Sorry ......"
Xiao Ting didn't know what he could say.
"What's there to apologize for? I can't blame you, I understand it, just like I can't accept others either, you don't have to blame yourself. ”
Liu Qianrao smiled faintly.
"No, I don't know what you think. I'm not a stable person, I'm not suitable to be a husband, marriage is a responsibility and an obligation, and I don't want to delay others until I'm sure I can play a good role. You're a good woman, it's just that I'm afraid I don't have that kind of blessing, I'm not a good person, maybe it could be an uncertain bomb. I don't know how long it will take to stabilize...... Until then, I don't want to think about these things. ”
Xiao Ting's deep voice came, his cold face looked very calm, and his black eyes were also full of sincerity and apology.